Parenting after a Loss

***Who let the monday in confessions****

Re: ***Who let the monday in confessions****

  • *I'm seriously thinking of going to lunch with DH today....mmmm, hashbrown casserole, mashed potatos, coleslaw from Cracker Barrel.....mmmm

     

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  • i started selling partylite last month & haven't had a party yet.....is that bad??
  • * I feel like an ass. Our couch has a denim cover that can be taken off & washed. I never tried it in our machine because I thought it was too big. I tried it today & it fits. DUH! I've been paying like $12 each time it needed to be washed.?

    * I gave my mil a nasty attitude yesterday. After telling me she couldn't bring home dd's exersaucer that we already owned from PA, I went out & bought one. She called me yesterday & asked if I wanted it. Uh.... you know I went out & bought one.?

    * I think sueball should name the sleepless nights check-in sleep is for wusses.

    * I should really be napping because dd is napping, but I have so many other things I'd like to accomplish today. Like eating something other than italian ices.?

    * Whenever summer comes around I always see people I haven't spoken to in years. And I mean like 10-15 years+. They always look at me like they wanna say hi and I duck my head & walk the other way. ALWAYS! There is a reason I stopped speaking to/hanging out with these people. ?

    * Whenever I see these same kind of people, I also stand up taller & suck in my gut. I also smile like someone's telling me the best joke ever. ?

  • * Kellen is still sleeping and hasn't had a bottle yet.  He normally screams if he hasn't eaten by 7.

    * I worry that I wouldn't know if he was sick.

  • *I miss my MIL - when EC would wake up, I could take her downstairs, hand her over to MIL and go back to sleep. I actually had to get up with her today at 6:00am.

    *I was totally spoiled for 2 weeks.  I used to get up at 6:30am and now I'm complaining about getting up a half hour earlier?!?

    * I need to go to the grocery store, I haven't been for a full shopping trip since before EC was born.  I wish Weghmans and/or Trader Joes were closer because I would go there and get yummy prepared foods.

    * I don't know how people live in the 'burbs and worse, in the country and have to drive far to go shopping.  The above mentioned stores are only 20-30 minutes away and I know some people regularly drive that far to the closest store.  The closest grocery store to me is 3 blocks away and if I don't have to buy heavy things, I usually walk there.

    * I don't knock people living in the suburbs or the country, I'm just extra lazy and driving and traffic and whatnot is just too much work for me.

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  • * I'm thinking of going to the beach by myself tomorrow. It's my vacation week, and I could really use a relaxing day by the water, not worrying about housework or homework. I would invite my best friend, but she has a two-year-old who is totally not a sit-and-play kid, but rather a walk-up-and-down-the-beach-for-three-hours kid. I love him to death but I just want to lay on a beach towel for the entire day.

    * And my BIG confession. I think I want to get back together with my ex-boyfriend (M). I really like this new guy, but seeing each other once every two weeks just isn't cutting it. We're slowly falling into the friend zone. I've been thinking about M a lot lately, and I miss him terribly. He's just a commitment-phobe and I'd forever be scared he's going to just break up with me again. What do you girls think???

    * I'm afraid to tell best friend about this because she'd just say if we get back together, he's just going to break my heart again. But he contacted me yesterday after I spent the weekend missing him and I'm trying not to take it as a sign.

    Ugh ...

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  • *the last day at the crazy babysitter's is thursday. i'm very excited about this and even moreso since a sweet lady at church offered to watch luke as often as we need her.

    *dd woke up an hour early this morning. when i got out of the shower i could hear her SCREAMING, even over the fan in the bathroom. she usually doesn't start screaming unless she's been awake and hungry for at least 15 minutes. that means she was crying/screaming the entire time i was in the shower. if i could hear it over the vent then dh could hear her from just down the hall and he didn't go get her. i get that he's not a morning person, but come on!

    *i watched a few episodes of friends last night and laughed hysterically. they were funny, but nothing i would usually laugh so hard at. they just struck me funny for some reason. dh thought i was being weird.

    *we watched wanted last night and the whole time i was jealous of angelina jolie and her rockin' body.

  • *DH and I haven't had sex for over 2 weeks.

    *I haven't gotten my period recently, but can't remember when I got it last.  I don't think I've gotten it since I stopped taking the BCP...I'm horrible at remembering these things.  

    *I had a brief moment this morning when I kinda wished that I was pregnant again....it passed pretty quickly.

  • **I'm irritated that my neighbor is only worried about herself.  I watch her son during the week and on Friday I was in the hospital for dehydration from m/s.  I've been soooo sick.  I'm miserable.  Her response was "I'm so worried about (her baby)."  Grrr.  Thanks a lot.  I'm sorry you don't have a back up sitter, but I didn't exactly plan to be pregnant OR sick.

    **I wish my mom was here.  I really, really wish I lived close to my family right now.  I know that if my mom weren't the sole caregiver for my grandma (thanks selfish aunt!) she would be here right now and my kids would be in matching outfits, the house would be clean, and DD would have gone to ballet this morning.  I feel like an awful mom right now, and I want my mommy.  :(

    DD1 - 12.25.05
    (m/c 1.17.07, m/c 5.15.07)
    DS - 03.15.08
    DD2 - 12.03.09
    DD3 - 3.28.11
  • **Oh and I feel like a total loser that my baby is such an old guy in the sleepless babies club.  Sad
    DD1 - 12.25.05
    (m/c 1.17.07, m/c 5.15.07)
    DS - 03.15.08
    DD2 - 12.03.09
    DD3 - 3.28.11
  • imageSpartanGirl:
    **Oh and I feel like a total loser that my baby is such an old guy in the sleepless babies club.  Sad

    You're not a loser! I love you and am glad to be part of any club you are in. Unfortunately, for your sake, I wish you didn't have to be in the club. :(

  • imageSueball1:

    imageSpartanGirl:
    **Oh and I feel like a total loser that my baby is such an old guy in the sleepless babies club.  Sad

    You're not a loser! I love you and am glad to be part of any club you are in. Unfortunately, for your sake, I wish you didn't have to be in the club. :(

    Aw.  Thank you.  You have no idea how much that made my day.  Embarrassed

    DD1 - 12.25.05
    (m/c 1.17.07, m/c 5.15.07)
    DS - 03.15.08
    DD2 - 12.03.09
    DD3 - 3.28.11
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