thank you all so much for your words of encouragement, thoughts and prayers.
They took blood at 8 am and finally called around 2 with the results. My levels were down which I expected, but it was still hard to hear. Knowing has at least let me release some of the tension I was holding.
I slept most of the day and when I woke up DH talked me into taking a shower. He washed my hair and brushed it for me (something he knew my mom used to do for me as a girl when I was sick or had a bad day) and that helped. We went to get something to eat and when I told him I wanted to wash and clean the car he didn't fight me. I think he knew that I needed to feel in control of something.
I go back to the Dr. next friday and if I'm not down to zero they will do a D/C. Although part of me wishes they would do it now so that I could just be done with it... I know that if my body can take care of it on its own that is better.
I'll keep everyone updated on our journey...
Callie
Goodbye our little love... we'll love you forever-ever
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