++Evening Confessions++

perfectpeach

And go TTCAL!!!!!

perfectpeach

+ I'm feeling nostalgic about confessions tonight......May used to do them on TTCAL, then I took over, then I passed it on to TonyaG (who just got her BFP) so I wanted to make sure that they're still going on

+ I love you all *hugs*

JenyM

confession-

i may or may not totally flip out crying tomorrow if I don't get a peak or a positive opk. luckily i'm working from home.

i know i may O later but have this fear that i won't O anymore... ever. 

 

jen-dale

I feel a little crazy about TTC lately. I get so excited and then so down. It's starting to freak me out a bit. I thought the Dr mandated "prevention" this month would make me relax but I am still trying to plan out FWP for next month.

And I know I O, and I know I got pg once. But I have this fear that I won't anymore. ever. (adapted from jenym pp)

eschall

I pigged out on dinner. What else was I to do though, my kids didn't care for it and eggs don't make good leftovers. 

JenyM

jen-dale:

And I know I O, and I know I got pg once. But I have this fear that I won't anymore. ever. (adapted from jenym pp)

LOL- we can not let the fear take over

 

mrsfarmer0711

*My boss sent out an email about too many people taking off on Fridays, and I'm debating calling in sick tomorrow just to spite him!

*I reported someone tonight to the bump gods for the first time ever.

*I think the CBEFM people are scamming us... they just program it to give us highs so we'll fwp alot, therefore, increasing our chances.

 

 

jen-dale

mrsfarmer0711:

*I think the CBEFM people are scamming us... they just program it to give us highs so we'll fwp alot, therefore, increasing our chances.

 

clearly designed by a man

Mrs.EmmaLouise

** I hate drama on the PL boards so much.  I always miss it, and its too late for me to add my two cents, Idont want to stir the pot again.  So if we could please just have no drama while i'm at work- I would appreciate it.

**I wrote my letter of resignation today, and when I went to turn it in my boss's boss was like, we all need to have a meeting to work this out.  I am intregued, but brining my letter to the meeting for when they dont fix the problem.

**I am reporting my work to OSHA and CDC for every violating I have ever seen, and was told "its ok" even if I stay to work there.

**I came home crying every day afte work this week, and I am afraid I need to be on antidepressnats again, but I cant TTC while taking them.

**I was hoping when I stopped the antidepressants the world would be just as beautful as it was before the m/c.  Its not.  Its not by a lot, and I am so angry that it will never be like that again.

**I want to see my therapist,  but shes on vacation!  Has anyone seen the movie "What about Bob?"

**I am so angry that I am admiting my depression, after I was supposed to be 'fixed'.

** I might spit on my boss's face tomorrow when I give her my letter of resignation, but I dont want to go to jail either.... Choices.

**Its ridiculous that I have this many confessions, will someone please just put me in the straight jacket already!!

jen-dale

((BIGHUGS)) to MsEmma. I totally understand how you feel. I recently was trying to decide if I needed to be on the anti-anxiety/anti-depressants. I decided I was NOT taking proper care of myself. Not physically, but mentally. Spiritually really. I am trying to be better to myself.

I love "What About Bob". And crappy situations at work can really mess with your head outside of work. Don't let that happen. Be strong. Follow your heart!

Mrs.EmmaLouise

jen-dale:

((BIGHUGS)) to MsEmma. I totally understand how you feel. I recently was trying to decide if I needed to be on the anti-anxiety/anti-depressants. I decided I was NOT taking proper care of myself. Not physically, but mentally. Spiritually really. I am trying to be better to myself.

I love "What About Bob". And crappy situations at work can really mess with your head outside of work. Don't let that happen. Be strong. Follow your heart!

Thanks Jen- I needed that!

wewillservehim

Mrs.EmmaLouise:

**I want to see my therapist,  but shes on vacation!  Has anyone seen the movie "What about Bob?"

I love that movie, big hugs to you!

-I have been craving something sweet so much lately that my giant bag of chocolate chips is open and I haven't used any for baking...