Angela814

belle204

Hey. I just saw your question in my post from earlier. It's really every type of engineering you can imagine but mainly aerospace (NASA and a military arsenal are here) and electrical. There are also several biomedical engineering companies I believe.

I have a Public Relations degree so I'm looking for something dealing with that or marketing, event planning, etc. A lot of those position around here with the larger companies are hard to come by b/c people tend to stay in them a while or they want so many years of experience. I'm not confident enough to delve into sales with the economy the way it is. I don't know.... this has just deflated me and I'm worn out.

I saw your post about the bfps and I understand (sort of) where you're coming from. I always wanted to have kids 2 or 3 years apart. My middle sister and I are 3 years apart and it's always worked fairly well. My youngest is 8 years younger and she's always been like my baby but the age diff. kind of sucks now. The way things are going there's just no way I'm going to have anymore anytime soon, if at all. It makes me sad to watch everyone else moving on and knowing I'm prob. done. I just don't want there to be such a huge gap between A and another child and I don't really want to start over years down the road. That's prob. silly but it's the way I feel.

Angela814

You know, if DH hadn't gotten a promotion, I would have been all set to move somewhere warm.  I'm sick of winter and cold.  I thought about doing aerospace engineering so I could go into space one day.

I will keep my eyes open for jobs for you.  It's tough when the type of job you want is so limited where you live.  It's also tough to stay confident when you're interviewing and not hearing anything back or not even able to find anything to apply to.  You can have all of my remaining luck now.  I don't know how much that helps since I've never really been lucky.

I think the thing with not being able to have another child yet is that it's just so far out of the plans I had for my life.  Everything was so completely perfect before I got laid off.  I was at the point at that job that I was confident and really thought I would be able to handle another child with that career.  Then poof.  It was all gone.  I think all we can do is try to be happy with where we are in our lives and keep an open mind about the future.  You might have another child in the future.  Who knows, I might have 3 or 4 after this.  I'm only too old if I feel too old, right?

 

belle204

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belle204

That was from Amarah. ;-)

Honestly, if I didn't have her I would be so gone. I had just made the decision to get myself together and move when I got pregnant. I totally had my life planned out and it has not gone accordingly... but that's life.

Thanks for the leftover luck. I need all I can get. I hope everything goes well with the new job and you love it.

Yes, we might both have more. I've learned never say never. And, if I'm only as old as I feel then I must be about 60. Omg. The body is breaking down.

Alright, got to go. Clingy kid alert.