I've been back to work for 2 weeks now. I'm an ER nurse and we have been getting a lot of really sick babies in. It breaks my heart. It used to bother me a little bit before I had Kendall, but now I'm actually getting tears in my eyes when I see them. I have to walk away when I hear their cries from being poked for blood or an IV. I have flashbacks to when Kendall was in the NICU and getting poked constantly because her IV's were going bad every day.
Everytime I get a new patient I pray it's not a baby, I'm not ready for it yet.
Re: I keep crying at work...
oh that is so touching.
hugs!
I couldn't imagine, big hugs your way.
Kerri