I'm having issues with bding, since for such a long time I associated bding with trying to conceive a baby. I know now that that's not going to happen and there's some 'finalization' now in that we are no longer pursuing treatments and in the process of adopting. Anyone else struggling with this? It just sucks to be reminded of my inabilities all the time. I'm growing tired of I guess still trying naturally, when I know there's a million to one chance for me to have a baby. Make sense?