Soooooo scared.............sorry so long

adrianne and josh

Ok so I haven't posted anything in a very long time.  But I came here to get some help.  So here it goes:

We tried again this month for baby.  All the signs are there to be pg, but you know in the small print it is always well it could also be PMS.  So AF is due today.  Typically 1 -2 before AF I get spotting and mild cramps and bb's are a little sore.

Mon and Tues I had a few mild cramps, bb's by the end of the day felt like 5 lb. bowling balls and were sore.  Wed and Thurs no mold cramps and no spotting.  All week I have been ready to go to bed by 3pm.  So this am when AF didn't show up, I got butterflies in my stomach, but then that stupid little devil popped up and said don't believe it your not pg.

I know that I should be driving myself to the store and picking up a pg test, but I am soooooooo scared to see the negative and to see the positive.  I know this all sounds so crazy.  I want to sooooo badly to see the positive and I want everything to be ok.  But I am scared as hell.

 TIA for listening to my craziness

alwyzbsy

I'm sorry for your loss.  Being scared is normal, however, if I were you I would run out and buy a HPT to either use now, or wait until tomorrow with FMU.  Good luck!

kristinem17

Hello there

It is ok to be scared and nervous - I think not knowing is the worst.

You could very well be pregnant or AF could be late...

I would definitely pick up a HPT and test in the morning if AF hasn't shown by then.

Good luck

Nicolina08

**crossing fingers for you**