First Day

Monkeybuttwhat

Someone is taking care of DD other then DH ar me. He is OOT and I am at work. The ILs are at my house. Atleast they are at my house where she has everything she could need or want. This is going to be a long day of me not calling every min. I am going to try and behave and not call at all.  

BrookeNicole09

I'm leaving S for the first time on Monday for my pp appointment. I know my MIL can handle him and all, but I'm still kinda scared. Or maybe scared isn't the word, but you know. Apprehensive maybe?

Monkeybuttwhat

I think the thing that gets you is knowing their life goes on with out you. They dont need you. I guess I didnt relaize I have been home with her or DH has nonstop since no one would ever sit for us anyways so it was kind of not really scary just like you said worrisome or something. I know she raised DH he is fine etc. I think is just that I know exactly what she wants when she gets upset how she wants to be held etc and they wont know and she will be upset longer. Nothing I can do lol I just try to make every second she has to cry less and less. It will be ok. I judt need to sit here and drink my coffee lol *looks at phone for missed calls*

Oh Brooke PP appt already omg!!

far_more_than_rubies

I think the best way to describe it is that you worry that if something happens YOU won't be there and that's almost like a paralyzing feeling.