Ok so I have finally found the time to respond to this stuff that's going on. I've been sobusy sorting all of my medications that I've scarcely had time to keep uptoday.
Blondie, regarding your FFC, honestly I think you are full of it. However ifyou're not, no I didn't get joy out of reading that you cried. But I reallydon't care either. I can honestly say I have no emotion about you plowingthrough a box of kleenex.
See here's the story for all you people that don't know what this is all about.What Blondie isn't admitting to is how she acted when she was un-banned fromchat. After going on and on over here at the boards about how chat is forlosers and that she couldn't care less about it she finally works things outwith SM and is allowed back in chat. The very first time she comes back to chatshe makes snide remarks about her 'miraculous' un-banning. Then said a fewother shiitty things. I let it go, its chat and we all try to get along inthere. Hell, in subsequent chats I was nice to her and if I was tempted to saysomething nasty I either kept my mouth shut or I didn't say it so the wholeroom could see.
And on that point, let me clue you
all in on something. Whether youparticipate in chat or not don't think for a second that other people who mayor may not be your 'friends' on these boards aren't talking about you. Justbecause you don't see it doesn't mean it doesn't happen. Sometimes its mean,sometimes it nice, sometimes its 'I usually like so and so but they bug metoday.' Stop acting like you don't do it. Oh and if somebody feels the need toassure you that they have not said a peep about you, they are LYING. I wont outanybody but some of you from chat are straight up fibbing about who you haveand have not talked about.
Anyway, last night Blondie comes in and says something that was snarky. Whenshe is told why its not funny she gives a half-assed apology followed by moreflippant remarks. I made a comment about it and we both dropped it. Then a fewminutes later she makes another nasty comment to the same person. That is whenI went off on her. It was enough.
What you all don't seem to understand is that this is not one night of a few?snarky comments. This is a culmination of incidents in chat wherepreviously I had said nothing at all. There are people in chat that I don'tnecessarily enjoy but I am nice to them or ignore them when they come in. Theonly other person I recall being nasty too is CameraPerson because she was notbeing nice to another chatter. And FWIW I was not the only one that got on CP's@ss. Even that was resolved and she's welcome to come back as far as I know.
You all can dislike me, be mad at me, think I'm crazy whatever, I couldn't givetwo shiits. I know what really happened. I also know that the confrontationsthat I've had with people on these boards are not unwarranted attacks. In thegrand scheme of things, I do far less ?calling out? then other people here andrarely do I C&P an asinine topic from one board to snark it on another. (Infact I don't remember doing that at all but I could be wrong.) There are only ahandful of times where I have been the first one to say something on a topic.While you may not pay attention to my posts, on the whole I am civil to people.I don't fault people for being friends with others either. If I just so happento not like you and somebody you are friends with, well then maybe its causeyou both like to hang around ass_holes. There's nothing I can do about that.However for the most part I am at the very least civil to
most people.
I don?t give a shiit if you like me or not but don?t lie about me either ormake generalizations, because its the same thing. In addition to that don?tmake up shiit about me off board either (again, not naming names but you knowwho you are). I didn?t hack into your blog, your email, your CM group. I canbarely remember the password for my blog; I?m certainly not going to take thetime to figure out your passwords.I just don?t care that much. And I don?t know any of your paltry private infoother than what you put on your once PUBLIC BLOG, dumbass.
I'll tell you all what I told Del Fuckoff when she IMd to tell me what a meanieI am. If you dontlike it, I dont know what to tell you.
I haven?t put a spin on anything and if you want the truth then I suggest youask me. Because I am probably one of the only people on here that does notwant, need or have an AE. Obviously if I have beef with you I will tell you.And blondie whatever you c&p?d from chat, bring it on. I?ve got nothing tohide nor do I feel bad about anything I?ve said.
Long story short, I?ll continue to say whatever the fvck I want to when I wantto say it. If you don?t like it, avoid my posts. If you want to start shiit,bring it on. As long as I have time I will gladly tell you what a moron youare. If you don?t like the way I ?talk?, fvck it. I like it and I?m the onlyperson that I need to care about here.
And my day is over and I am going home. You?ll have to forgive me if I don?treply to posts right away. We have plans tonight but I?ll be back when I can.?
Re: Blondie and everyone else....
Wow. I don't have time to read this, and I don't think I will this a.m. I don't see how this post is necessary given how I reacted last night. But, thanks for airing it all out for everyone to see.
You are swell.
wow. have i stumbled into the "real life" forum? this is still the internet, right?
Anyone else having flash backs to the junior high counselor's office?
I'm still confused. But then again I don't care. But then again again, I did read her whole long ass post. hmmm?
Can't we all just get along?
Also, there are two sides to every story. I did not air my side out on TN. I have more couth than that. When I was UPSET last night, and CRYING, I called my friends. I can't help that I share info with my friends...and one of them witnessed the entire thing in Chatz last night. What ever other people found out about last nights events, may have come from other people that were in chat last night and saw it.
Seriously? I am about to go jump off of a cliff....
over the internet?
you are just as guilty of cyber-bullying as anyone.
Look, I understand you are upset over what you perceive to be comments directed at your chatz chat, MB. But was this post really necessary? I didn't have a clue what went on over there (and, honestly, still don't) and had no idea you were even involved. I'm sure many others on here didn't either.
This post just makes you look like a mean and frustrated person.
Big brother and sister are excited to meet the new baby! It's a GIRL!
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~ E ~ 7/2010
Afuckingmen, sister!
If anything that is said on the internet makes you upset/cry, I think it's time to step back.....
It's getting wayy to personal on here over this chat nonsense....
Ditto!
Blondie, I suggest that you call a councilor and get some real help if chicks in the internet are making you contemplate suicide. You should probably quit visiting the boards if they are getting to you that much and take a break.
i think she was being sarcastic...
Saw my therapist at lunch, but thanks for all your concern.
And yes, I was kidding...but for real, I am upset by all of this. But, not THAT upset. Trust me.
I agree too. I am at the computer PUMPING 2 hours per day and only have enough time to read all this drama, not get involved in it. Even though I'm sure it would be tons of fun. But seriously, how do all of you do it? Do you sleep ever?
please clarify what u r hoping for...
That she leaves the nest and takes her passive agressive bs to a shrink
For real? You are a hateful and mean person, LOTR. But I already knew that.
Good heavens...some of you have some serious issues...wishing suicide on someone? FFS. That is effed.
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Didn't wish suicide on you. Wished counceling. read again. You are such a fucking_ passive aggressive drama queen.
Huh? Are you talking about me?? I never said that, LOTR. I don't know where you got that from.
your denial is cute.
Someone called your baby gollum? That's f'd up!
thanks. for a minute i thot u were wishing she'd kill herself... whew!