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Re: WTO Weekend 9/11-9/12
Month/Cycle: 11/11 (make a wish?)
WAYDTGKU: bbt, cm, opks, cinnamon, metformin for me, vit e and c for him
R/R: Blugh cramps. Blugh work this weekend. Blugh homework this weekend. Just blugh. As expected, period arrived this morning, so at least I can put that mess of a cycle behind me. Part of me is a bit bummed that it wasn't a "BFP on the cycle you thought went wrong!", even if I logically knew it wouldn't be.
CS/Q: not yetGTKY: What superstition(s) do you follow even if you don't 100% believe in it? Picking up heads-up pennies "(though this has morphed more into associating them with a late family member), and leaving heads-down ones. Also making a wish at 11:11, on a shooting star, and/or on the first star I see at night.
So apparently my failed cycles ticking into the double digits is hitting me harder than I expected . And/or it's the straw breaking the camels back on top of the giant financial shadow hanging over us, and school being way more stressful than expected this semester, and overall feeling like I'm a failure and like my sister is living the life I was supposed to have, and also feeling guilty for feeling that way. So yeah, it's super fun having a breakdown on my way to work. At least maybe work will be busy and distracting.
I just need a hug.
*Edit for a posting fail*