ETA to sound less whiny
@ttcbabyodo Of course, because Bog Monsters are the best!!! Sending you extra hugs - anything in specific making you feel that way?
I put this in the TTCAL thread/board, but I had to have a procedure done yesterday to remove the remaining tissue from my uterus (a couple of large clots). It was just supposed to a follow-up US because I was still cramping & bleeding, so I hadn't asked MH to go along with me. They said I could either do the in-room procedure where they suction out the clots, or schedule a D&C. I went with the in-room since I didn't have someone to drive me home. I was sitting alone in the room and had a mini-breakdown waiting for them to prep for the procedure. It went smoothly, and I feel much better today, but it was not pleasant.
Then, this morning, I wake up to a message from my bank's fraud department. Someone had gotten a hold of my debit card number and ran up a bunch of charges totalling nearly $1,000. And since today is the 1st, we have bills due. But, thankfully we have enough in savings to cover everything until my bank reverses the charges (1-2 business days).
Then, almost as soon as I got off the phone with the bank, a close coworker of mine at my internship told me she's 4 wks 5 days pregnant. Back when I was pregnant, she had talked to me about starting to TTC once her husband got home from deployment, so I gave her a bunch of tips on what to do (download FF, start tracking BBT & CM, taking PNVs, etc). So, I knew they were trying, but she literally got KU on their first try. I tried not to let it affect me, but it did. And when I told MH how I was handling it (because he asked) he was kind of a dillhole about it. He asked me why I was sad, that their journey is not our journey, and I literally wanted to go off on him and be like, "I just had my uterus vacuumed out yesterday, so let me be sad about this, okay?!"
I just want to go home and sleep.
Me: 32 MH: 36
TTC since Dec 2017
Aug '18: PCOS dx
Nov '18: SA - 19mil
Dec '18: Letrozole + TI - BFN
Jan '19: 30lb total weight loss since Aug '18. Natural monitored cycle + TI - BFN
Feb & Mar '19: Letrozole + TI, BFN
Apr '19: Letrozole + TI, - BFN. Repeat SA (27mil) & DNA fragmentation test (17%)
May '19: Natural cycle. MH reaches 50lb weight loss since Jan '19. BFN.
Aug '19: Letrozole + HCG trigger + IUI + prog supp - BFN (MH: 16mil)
Sep '19: 2nd IUI, same protocol. (MH: 16mil)
@bluetickgal I never understand why people get so snippy about that rule. I get really irked when people are all like but that doesn't bother meeeeee. It's about the community, not you!The chick who posted in the grad check in thread back in September is an excellent example of why the rule is so important.That was a warning I do not regret getting for telling her off.