Why Am I Crying? 12.28.18

deecherise

Let it go, Let it gooooo...

vvitchhazel

Ah, I see no one is crying lately. Well, I am! 

I said I was craving orange soda last night... So my husband squeezed two oranges into a glass and topped it off with a can of key lime La Croix. I cried.

I thought about how one day my kids won't want to cuddle and let me smush their faces with kisses. I cried.

My mom poked me with a squishy rubber banana in line at Hobby Lobby. I laughed so hard and then... I cried. 

I read a really great horror novel and basically cried the whole time.

Final Table on Netflix. 🤷🏻‍♀️

The My Little Pony episode about Apple Jack, Apple Blossom, and Big Mac's parents.

I. Just. Can't. Stop. Crying.

deecherise

@vvitchhazel some of the hyper-emotionality seems to be tapering off for me...but honestly, I just think I'm easily pissed off more than sad as of late. 

Things that are irritating the f**k out of me lately:

- my maternal extended family, with the exclusion of a few members

- BD's family. He wants nothing to do with our child, so I've asked him to TPR to make life easier. His family is pressuring him not to, even though I've made it crystal that I'll still give them access to the baby. I just want to be able to move when I graduate.

- The fact that I can't eat anything without feeling sick almost immediately afterwards

- The labmate from hell got reprimanded for his latest stunts, so now he spends all day glaring at me.

- The fact that things are organized here to avoid the chaos present in other boards, yet there are still people coming in and being shits about it, and they can easily go post the way they want elsewhere. 

suzycupcake

I miss my Dad. A whole big bunch. He was supposed to be here for this but he isn’t. And then I think about how that’s not true which makes me cry even more. He went when he was supposed to have gone. Crying won’t bring him back no matter how much I do it so I stop in frustration. 

deecherise

Oh @suzycupcake, I'm so sorry. Losing someone you're close to is so hard.

mrosek91

I'm at that stage where a tiny thing will set me off, and then it'll turn into full out sobbing because I can't stop crying!

Then I'll realize I'm crying because I can't stop crying, and it makes this vicious loop.

suzycupcake

I'm looking at creative social media pregnancy announcements. We haven't done that yet because I'm afraid to. The ones other people have done are making me super emotional. 

jessica1hhs

I cried like a baby on my way to work the other day.. bc an n'sync song came on🤦‍♀️

Amdogger82

Lost it in the parking lot at work hearing this story about two immigrant girls singing at the inauguration of Maine's first female governor. https://http//www.mainepublic.org/post/video-girls-who-sang-girl-fire-mills-inauguration-call-experience-unforgettable

goldfishcraker

I was a little weirded out that I haven't been crying all the time with this pregnancy yet. (Super irritable, but no tears)
Then today at dinner, I bawled because I opened a can of beans, and apparently already had leftover beans in the fridge.
It was the end of the world guys...

zamoraspin

I had a dream that my sister made me cry (not at all like her). When I woke up I was actually crying and was sad all morning.