last week I had my second early miscarriage in 3 cycles. One was just past 4 weeks, this one was at almost 5. I’m thankful in a way it was early because it was not too painful physically. But I so wanted to have this baby and my sister is due with hers next week. I’m truly so happy for her but I’m also devastated for myself. I’m trying again right away even though I have mixed feelings about it. I know it’s not my fault but I have PTSD and I had a major flare the day before I stopped feeling pregnant, and the day after that I started bleeding. I can’t help but wonder if the feeling like my nervous system was on fire ended the pregnancy.