and @sparty18 I think you should have hedged your bets pretty well there with those two sizes!
@ljmoon6 I also prefer working with men. And I would love to be a fly on the wall with what they think... I know the first time they thought I was KU, but as that obviously wasn’t true (it’s more than a year since my first ER) then I really cannot even guess what they think...
Me 43 DH 45 Married 12/2016 TTC #1 since 04/2015 AMA, DOR (AMH 0.65, AFC 2-4) and autoimmune issues (RA, APS), low TSH, adenomyosis 7 retrievals, 3 transfers
Jun19 FET BFP, due date 7th March 2020, DD born Feb20
Sep17 IVF1 - 1ER, 1F, 1ET, BFN Nov17 IVF2 - 1ER, 0F Jan18 IVF3 - 3ER, 1F, 1ET, BFN Feb18 - second opinion and additional testing Apr18 IVF4 - cancelled (E2 too high) May/Jun18 IVF4 - 4ER, 0M, 1F, 1 frozen day 3 (not best quality) Jun/Jul18 IVF5 - 5 ER, 3M, 2F, 2 frozen day 3 (not best quality) Jul/Aug18 IVF6 - 4ER, 3M, 2F, 2 frozen day 3 (good quality) Aug/Sep18 IVF7 - cancelled (cyst) Sep/Oct18 IVF7 - 3ER, 3M, 2F, 2 frozen Day 3 (excellent quality) Oct18 IVF8 - Cancelled (cyst and too low TSH) Oct18-Jan19 bringing TSH under control Feb19 ERA and hysteroscopy Mar19 Investigation for fibroid and adenomyosis Apr19 adenomyosis confirmed, polyps removed Jun19 FET after 2 months Lupron, autoimmune protocol, transferred two day 3 frozen embryos
Sep17 - Pergoveris 10-17 Sep, Orgalutran 15-18 Sep, Ovitrelle 18 Sep, ER 20 Sep for 2 follies, 1 mature egg, fertilized, ET 1x 2d 4-cell embryo 22/09, 05/10 BFN Nov17 IVF2 - Pergoveris 2-14 Nov, Orgalutran 5-14 Nov, Ovitrelle 15 Nov, ER 17 Nov for 3 follies, 1 mature egg, did not fertilize Jan18 IVF3 - Pergoveris 30 Dec - 8 Jan, Orgalutran 5-8 Jan, Ovitrelle 9 Jan, ER 11 Jan 3 eggs, 2 mature, 1 fertilized, ET 1x 4d 12-cell embryo 15/01, 24/01 BFN May/Jun18 IVF4 - Rekovelle 25-29 May, Menogon 30May - 2Jun, Zomacton 25 27 29 31 May and 2Jun, Cetrotide 30May - 3Jun, Gonasi 3Jun, ER 5Jun 4 eggs, none mature, two matured overnight, 1 fertilized with ICSI, Frozen day 3 but not good quality Jun/Jul18 IVF5 - Rekovelle 21-24 June, Menogon 25Jun-3Jul, Puregon 4-5Jul, Zomacton 21 23 25 27 29 Jun, Cetrotide 25Jun-5Jul, Gonasi 6Jul, ER 8Jul 5 eggs, 3 mature, 2 fertilized with ICSI, 2 frozen day 3 but not good quality Jul/Aug18 IVF6 - Rekovelle 26-29 Jul, Menogon 30Jul-7Aug, Buserelin 26Jul-7Aug, Zomacton 26 28 30 Jul 1 3 Aug, Gonasi 7Aug, ER 9Aug 4 eggs, 3 mature, 2 fertilized (normal IVF), 2 frozen day 3 good quality Sep/Oct18 IVF7 - Menogon 19-30Sep, Buserelin 19-30Sep, Zomacton 19 21 23 25 27 Sep, Ovitrelle 1 Oct, ER 3 eggs, 3 mature, 2 fertilized with ICSI, 2 frozen day 3 excellent quality
Fav Quote: The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return
@emmasemm first monitoring was today. the new RE actually did my scan. Honestly I prefer it when the u/s tech does it because she narrates what she is seeing and tells me count/measurements. the REs just do there thing and I have to wait for it all to be loaded in the portal. all of that is to say. he didn't say much. just told me there were no leads which is good at day 4 of stims. waiting for the blood work. the office was a mad house this morning so I'm expecting my call to come a little later than usual today.
Well, I just got home from my RE appointment. I feel so defeated and yet it went exactly how I expected it to go. Nothing stands out to her from our labs and tests. She said we're boring health wise. Everything is normal. She also doesn't think any other tests are needed. I expected this but I was still hoping they would recommend other tests or see something wrong that we could point our finger at. Besides a few additional blood tests we'll get in the next couple weeks, looks like we'll be doing an IUI with clomid next cycle.
*TW* TTC history
Me:32 DH:31 Married: 8/2015
TTC #1: 4/2017 Testing: HSG, U/S, BW, and DH's SA all normal DX: Unexplained 8/2018: Clomid + TI = BFN 9/2018: Clomid + TI + Progesterone = BFN 11/2018: Clomid + IUI + Progesterone = BFN 12/2018: Letrozole + IUI + Progesterone \\ Cancelled due to cyst 1/2019: Letrozole + IUI + Progesterone = BFP! \\ EDD Sept 30th, 2019 10/7/2019: Healthy baby boy!
Hi ladies. The support I have received here has been overwhelming, in the best way possible. So I'm sad to say that a month or two TB break needs to happen. I so hope this doesn't look like I just came and took and went.
We had a very stressful meeting with our RE yesterday. He didn't know why we were there to see him and apparently didn't read our results. The look of shock on his face when he looked at the computer screen and the audible sound he made when he put his hand over his mouth....It just didn't seem genuine. He immediately said my eggs are probably the problem, that he has never seen this happen before after seeing A+ embryos, wouldn't tell us which were mosaic (lied saying it would say so on the report even though the report clearly says that mosaicism wasn't disclosed because of provider preference), offered a donor egg as the next step saying that it's no different from the adoption that we are so open to, and closed the meeting asking if I had any younger sisters who would be willing to give me their eggs. Obviously that is the short version, but what a completely insensitive asshole. So many tears came out of me when he said that. There was a very real and strong physical urge to get up and smack him a bunch of times. It takes a whole lot to anger me and it was what made me realize that a break from all of it is super important.
$16,000 is just gone. My heart just can't right now and my anger at God only grows. Every bit of energy needs to go to making our home an enjoyable place to be again, including getting back to myself, and my husband. And brushing my hair. Our foster to adopt orientation is scheduled for 11/7. It is time for that process. Whichever kid we are given from that will know that he/she is loved, will be protected, will be stimulated intellectually and creatively, and will be so well cared for. We may/may not go to another state/out of country to try IVF one more time. The good news is that my previous RE has given her opinion on this, that she would not even think to recommend egg donation at this point, but would instead tell us to take every supplement that has been shown to help, including she would change the protocol to something else, add DHEA and HGH, and thinks we should try again. Nobody ever told us that stimulation protocol changes could mean the difference. We wouldn't be comfortable trying again until we've had at least a couple of months of getting religious with supplements, etc.
My husband gave a sperm sample today to check for DNA fragmentation. The jerk RE told us yesterday that those results would take a month, but a Nurse told my husband today that it will take a week. We'll see. There's still a telephone appointment scheduled with Cooper Genomics on Saturday to get more information as well as ask if they recommend we both get karyotyping done on ourselves. We aren't even sure that we want to try again, but there's no way in hell I'm gonna allow any kind of a rushed process, if we do decide to. Now I totally get it why so many wait for so long in between these kinds of cycles.
I am endlessly grateful to every one of you for reaching out to me and supporting me. Honestly I love you all so much for just being here, for being willing to open up and share yourselves with so many women who are struggling too, and for being ever so willing to give the butt loads of knowledge you've acquired, in public and in private, without passing judgement. Phew! The strength, compassion, and empathy that each of you display is remarkable! I have tears. Many of you are mid cycle right now (ER/FET). Please know that I'm praying for good results across the board. You are in my heart and on my mind. If anyone wants to be FB friends or wants to exchange emails, please inbox me. And please don't ever be afraid to share good news with me just because I find myself in this spot.
People think we become mothers when we give birth but the truth is we become mothers the moment we start calling our babies to us in our thoughts, dreams and prayers. Some paths are short and some are so long that you can easily forget where you were headed.
How I feel all of the time. My 7 Year Journey ***Tw in spoiler***
IVF IVF #1 - September 2018; Follistim, Menopur, Cetrotide & Lupron/HCG combo trigger; PGS; ICSI Back on Levothyroxine FET #1 - October 2018; cancelled, all PGS aneuploid FET #1 - November 30th, transferred anyway Wondfo BFP 5dp5dt, CB Digi 6dpt, 1st Beta on 7dpt 93 2nd Beta on 10dpt 510!
TTC #1 since 2011. Tried for 5 years before we knew there was a one year rule. Diag w/MS 2016; w/PCOS & IF 2017 New RE 2018; PCOS diagnosis taken away, IF due to ovary adhesions, but prev. RE insists PCOS IF
IUI IUI #1 July 2017 w/100mg Clo+trigger; BFN; benched w/big cysts IUI #2 October 2017 w/50mg Clo+trigger; BFN; benched w/big cysts IUI #3 February 2018 w/5mg Femara+trigger; low P BFP February; mc March; Subclinical hypothyroid started Levothyroxine IUI #4 March 2018 w/7.5mg Femara+trigger; BFN Medicated cycle & TI April 2018 w/7.5mg Femara+trigger; BFN Tried several cycles on our own; all BFN
*Iurking* @suzycupcake sending you all the love and hugs as you move forward in your journey. I am in awe of your strength and courage, and I am so, SO glad our paths have crossed along the way. You have been a guiding light in my own life, and for that I will never know how to properly thank you.
TTC History:
Me: 36 MH: 39, TTC since Dec 2017
Aug '18: PCOS dx
Nov '18: MH SA - 19mil
Dec '18-Mar '19: Letrozole + TI - all BFN
Apr '19: Letrozole + TI, - BFN. Repeat SA (27mil) & DNA fragmentation test (17%)
@suzycupcake I am so very sorry that you are going through this. Our journey was very similar, but we were able to make 1 embryo, from 23 eggs. When I asked my RE what happened I never got a definitive answer. She said it was likely that my eggs were very poor quality. She also said that "if I were a lab rat, she could test the hypothesis multiple times to see if this cycle had been a fluke or if that was indeed the cause of our infertility."
The best thing we did for ourselves was decide not to be lab rats. We took all of 2018 to indulge and enjoy each other as husband and wife instead of sperm and eggs. Please take as much time as you need. The beautiful thing we found in adoption is that there is no rush. My biological clock is off, and as long as we are patient we will be parents.
Best of luck during your break, treat yourself well!
Me: 31 Husby: 36 Married May 2014 TTC # 2 Since December 2021 Baby girl W born 2/2021 Our journey so far... (tw loss & infertility)
Diagnosis: Poor Egg Quality Working with an RE since March 2016 2 failed TI cycles 3 failed IUI cycles
IVF Feb - April 2017 23 eggs collected, 20 mature, 14 fertilized with ICSI, 4 day 3 blasts, 3 day 5 blasts, 1 PGS normal Transferred 1 PGS normal embryo 4.12.17 BFP 4.21.17 MMC due to small gestational sac 6.8.17
Our adoption journey: 12.25.18 Agency picked and apps submitted! 5.1.19 Adoption on hold so we can buy a house! 1.1.20 Homestudy process started 3.14.20 First social worker visit 5.25.20 Homestudy Approved & Submitted to Agency
6.1.20 Surprise! Positive pregnancy test! Healthy baby girl born 2/10/2021
Thanks ladies. It's been a busy week at work and I've just been lurking and wishing for good news for you all. I had blood work on Wednesday and can't remember estrogen but progesterone was 35. I have beta on Monday. I feel no different than all of the other transfers. A while ago I decided when I made it through all of this and if I still didn't have a baby I would buy my dream car and move on. Well DH surprised me this week with it so at least Monday won't sting so bad. I'll probably take most of the day off but I will have to go to work in the evening. Ugh. Never a chance to process emotions.
Formally Leekat Me: 36 DH 38 Married Sept 2014 TTC Since Nov 2015 IVF Cycle 1 - 0 eggs IVF Cycle 2 - 3 embryos FET 1 (transferred 1 embryo) - BFN FET 2 (transferred 2 embryos- BFN IVF Cycle 3 - 1 embryo FET 3 (transferred 1 embryo) - BFN Donor Egg Retrieval 2/19/18 -4 embryos that didn't make it to freeze Donor Egg Retrieval 4/30/2018 - 6 eggs - 5 embryos frozen Day 3 FET 4 (with donor eggs) (transferred 1 embryo) -BETA 7/10 - BFN Hysteroscopy & Endo Scratch FET 5 (with donor eggs) (transferred 2 embryos)-BETA 9/10 - BFN Final FET (#6) (with donor eggs) (transferred 2 embryos) BETA 10/15 BFP!! EDD: June 24, 2019 Baby O born June 26, 2019
@wabash15 thanks for that info! Makes me feel better!
@LJMoon6 not having something to “fix” can be frustrating. Like, if something was wrong and could be fixed, then it’s easier to accept. Hopefully the iuis do it for you.
@suzycupcake I’m so so sorry. IF sucks-it really, truly sucks. I’ll keep you in my thoughts as you continue your journey
@suzycupcake I'm so sorry. Doctors shouldn't be allowed to be doctors if they don't know how to not be jerks to their patients. Take all the time you need. You've been so welcoming and supportive throughout my own journey here and I'm super grateful. Sending you all the hugs and so much love.
Re: IF Treatment and Testing- Week of 10/8
and @sparty18 I think you should have hedged your bets pretty well there with those two sizes!
@ljmoon6 I also prefer working with men. And I would love to be a fly on the wall with what they think... I know the first time they thought I was KU, but as that obviously wasn’t true (it’s more than a year since my first ER) then I really cannot even guess what they think...
@blackhottamales miss you old friend
@nitnat007 oh you start so soon!!!
@avrilmai how are the stims going? When is your first monitoring?
@jrm_14
Married 12/2016
TTC #1 since 04/2015
AMA, DOR (AMH 0.65, AFC 2-4) and autoimmune issues (RA, APS), low TSH, adenomyosis
7 retrievals, 3 transfers
Nov17 IVF2 - 1ER, 0F
Jan18 IVF3 - 3ER, 1F, 1ET, BFN
Feb18 - second opinion and additional testing
Apr18 IVF4 - cancelled (E2 too high)
May/Jun18 IVF4 - 4ER, 0M, 1F, 1 frozen day 3 (not best quality)
Jun/Jul18 IVF5 - 5 ER, 3M, 2F, 2 frozen day 3 (not best quality)
Jul/Aug18 IVF6 - 4ER, 3M, 2F, 2 frozen day 3 (good quality)
Aug/Sep18 IVF7 - cancelled (cyst)
Sep/Oct18 IVF7 - 3ER, 3M, 2F, 2 frozen Day 3 (excellent quality)
Oct18 IVF8 - Cancelled (cyst and too low TSH)
Oct18-Jan19 bringing TSH under control
Feb19 ERA and hysteroscopy
Mar19 Investigation for fibroid and adenomyosis
Apr19 adenomyosis confirmed, polyps removed
Jun19 FET after 2 months Lupron, autoimmune protocol, transferred two day 3 frozen embryos
Nov17 IVF2 - Pergoveris 2-14 Nov, Orgalutran 5-14 Nov, Ovitrelle 15 Nov, ER 17 Nov for 3 follies, 1 mature egg, did not fertilize
Jan18 IVF3 - Pergoveris 30 Dec - 8 Jan, Orgalutran 5-8 Jan, Ovitrelle 9 Jan, ER 11 Jan 3 eggs, 2 mature, 1 fertilized, ET 1x 4d 12-cell embryo 15/01, 24/01 BFN
May/Jun18 IVF4 - Rekovelle 25-29 May, Menogon 30May - 2Jun, Zomacton 25 27 29 31 May and 2Jun, Cetrotide 30May - 3Jun, Gonasi 3Jun, ER 5Jun 4 eggs, none mature, two matured overnight, 1 fertilized with ICSI, Frozen day 3 but not good quality
Jun/Jul18 IVF5 - Rekovelle 21-24 June, Menogon 25Jun-3Jul, Puregon 4-5Jul, Zomacton 21 23 25 27 29 Jun, Cetrotide 25Jun-5Jul, Gonasi 6Jul, ER 8Jul 5 eggs, 3 mature, 2 fertilized with ICSI, 2 frozen day 3 but not good quality
Jul/Aug18 IVF6 - Rekovelle 26-29 Jul, Menogon 30Jul-7Aug, Buserelin 26Jul-7Aug, Zomacton 26 28 30 Jul 1 3 Aug, Gonasi 7Aug, ER 9Aug 4 eggs, 3 mature, 2 fertilized (normal IVF), 2 frozen day 3 good quality
Sep/Oct18 IVF7 - Menogon 19-30Sep, Buserelin 19-30Sep, Zomacton 19 21 23 25 27 Sep, Ovitrelle 1 Oct, ER 3 eggs, 3 mature, 2 fertilized with ICSI, 2 frozen day 3 excellent quality
Fav Quote: The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return
@rallykat14 thinking of you.
@beachbunnyxo123 thinking of you too, hope things went well yesterday.
@Sparty18 FX for you.
TTC#1 10/2016
TTC/IF:included medicated cycles, IUIs and 2 rounds of IVF with 1 embryo each.
BFP finally in 12/2018
TTC#2 06/2021
planning FET
"Some days are diamonds, some days are rocks,
some doors are open, some roads are blocked"
Married: 8/2015
TTC #1: 4/2017
Testing: HSG, U/S, BW, and DH's SA all normal
DX: Unexplained
8/2018: Clomid + TI = BFN
9/2018: Clomid + TI + Progesterone = BFN
11/2018: Clomid + IUI + Progesterone = BFN
12/2018: Letrozole + IUI + Progesterone \\ Cancelled due to cyst
1/2019: Letrozole + IUI + Progesterone = BFP! \\ EDD Sept 30th, 2019
10/7/2019: Healthy baby boy!
TTC #2: 12/2020
2/2021: Letrozole + TI = BFN
3/2021: Letrozole + TI = BFN
4/2021: Surprise! Natural BFP! \\ EDD Jan 6th, 2022 \\ Chemical, betas not rising
8/2021: Letrozole + IUI + Progesterone = BFN
9/2021: Letrozole + IUI + Progesterone = BFN
10/2021: Letrozole + IUI + Progesterone = BFN
11/2021: Letrozole + IUI + Progesterone = BFP! \\ EDD July 29th, 2022
We had a very stressful meeting with our RE yesterday. He didn't know why we were there to see him and apparently didn't read our results. The look of shock on his face when he looked at the computer screen and the audible sound he made when he put his hand over his mouth....It just didn't seem genuine. He immediately said my eggs are probably the problem, that he has never seen this happen before after seeing A+ embryos, wouldn't tell us which were mosaic (lied saying it would say so on the report even though the report clearly says that mosaicism wasn't disclosed because of provider preference), offered a donor egg as the next step saying that it's no different from the adoption that we are so open to, and closed the meeting asking if I had any younger sisters who would be willing to give me their eggs. Obviously that is the short version, but what a completely insensitive asshole. So many tears came out of me when he said that. There was a very real and strong physical urge to get up and smack him a bunch of times. It takes a whole lot to anger me and it was what made me realize that a break from all of it is super important.
$16,000 is just gone. My heart just can't right now and my anger at God only grows. Every bit of energy needs to go to making our home an enjoyable place to be again, including getting back to myself, and my husband. And brushing my hair. Our foster to adopt orientation is scheduled for 11/7. It is time for that process. Whichever kid we are given from that will know that he/she is loved, will be protected, will be stimulated intellectually and creatively, and will be so well cared for. We may/may not go to another state/out of country to try IVF one more time. The good news is that my previous RE has given her opinion on this, that she would not even think to recommend egg donation at this point, but would instead tell us to take every supplement that has been shown to help, including she would change the protocol to something else, add DHEA and HGH, and thinks we should try again. Nobody ever told us that stimulation protocol changes could mean the difference. We wouldn't be comfortable trying again until we've had at least a couple of months of getting religious with supplements, etc.
My husband gave a sperm sample today to check for DNA fragmentation. The jerk RE told us yesterday that those results would take a month, but a Nurse told my husband today that it will take a week. We'll see. There's still a telephone appointment scheduled with Cooper Genomics on Saturday to get more information as well as ask if they recommend we both get karyotyping done on ourselves. We aren't even sure that we want to try again, but there's no way in hell I'm gonna allow any kind of a rushed process, if we do decide to. Now I totally get it why so many wait for so long in between these kinds of cycles.
I am endlessly grateful to every one of you for reaching out to me and supporting me. Honestly I love you all so much for just being here, for being willing to open up and share yourselves with so many women who are struggling too, and for being ever so willing to give the butt loads of knowledge you've acquired, in public and in private, without passing judgement. Phew! The strength, compassion, and empathy that each of you display is remarkable! I have tears. Many of you are mid cycle right now (ER/FET). Please know that I'm praying for good results across the board. You are in my heart and on my mind. If anyone wants to be FB friends or wants to exchange emails, please inbox me. And please don't ever be afraid to share good news with me just because I find myself in this spot.
My 7 Year Journey ***Tw in spoiler***
IVF #1 - September 2018; Follistim, Menopur, Cetrotide & Lupron/HCG combo trigger; PGS; ICSI
Back on Levothyroxine
FET #1 - October 2018; cancelled, all PGS aneuploid
FET #1 - November 30th, transferred anyway
Wondfo BFP 5dp5dt, CB Digi 6dpt,
1st Beta on 7dpt 93
2nd Beta on 10dpt 510!
TTC #1 since 2011. Tried for 5 years before we knew there was a one year rule.
Diag w/MS 2016; w/PCOS & IF 2017
New RE 2018; PCOS diagnosis taken away, IF due to ovary adhesions, but prev. RE insists PCOS IF
IUI
IUI #1 July 2017 w/100mg Clo+trigger; BFN; benched w/big cysts
IUI #2 October 2017 w/50mg Clo+trigger; BFN; benched w/big cysts
IUI #3 February 2018 w/5mg Femara+trigger; low P
BFP February; mc March; Subclinical hypothyroid started Levothyroxine
IUI #4 March 2018 w/7.5mg Femara+trigger; BFN
Medicated cycle & TI April 2018 w/7.5mg Femara+trigger; BFN
Tried several cycles on our own; all BFN
@suzycupcake sending you all the love and hugs as you move forward in your journey. I am in awe of your strength and courage, and I am so, SO glad our paths have crossed along the way. You have been a guiding light in my own life, and for that I will never know how to properly thank you.
TTC History:
Me: 36 MH: 39, TTC since Dec 2017
Aug '18: PCOS dx
Nov '18: MH SA - 19mil
Dec '18-Mar '19: Letrozole + TI - all BFN
Apr '19: Letrozole + TI, - BFN. Repeat SA (27mil) & DNA fragmentation test (17%)
Aug '19: Letrozole + HCG trigger + IUI + prog supp - BFN (MH: 16mil)
Sep '19: 2nd IUI, same protocol - BFN (MH: 16mil)
Dec '19: IVF #1 w/ICSI, PGT. 5 retrieved, 4 fertilized, 3 blasts, 3 PGT-A normal.
Mar '20: FET #1, perfect 5AA blast transferred. BFN.
Sept '20: FET #2, 5BB tsf. 9/18/20 BFP!! EDD: 5/27/21. MMC 11w
Feb ‘21: FET #3, last 6BB blast transferred. BFP, EDD 11/2/21. MC 5w3d.
May '21: IVF #2 w/ICSI, PGT. 8R, 7M, 6F, 6 blasts - 3AB, 3AB, 3BB, 4BB, 5BB, 6BA. Fresh tsf 5/13/21 - BFN.
June '21: PGT-A results = 3 abnormal, 1 low level mosaic. Referred to new REI, had consult with 2nd RE in between.
Sept '21: RPL, immune testing normal
Oct '21: IVF #3 w/IMSI, PGT. 33R, 26M, 23F, 9 blasts (7 day 6, 2 day 7). PGT-A = 5 normal, 1 mosaic
Dec '21: Positive for endometritis, RX Flagyl & Keflex
Jan '22: FET #5 - Kitchen sink immune/RIF protocol incl. PRP, intralipids, prednisone, medrol, nivestym, fragmin - CP
Feb '22: FET #6 - Kitchen sink immune/RIF protocol w/higher doses of pred & fragmin - BFN
Mar '22: Mock cycle for ERA - cancelled, repeat endometrial biopsy instead. Still positive for endometritis. RX ciprofloxacin & amoxicillin.
Apr '22: IVF #4 w/IMSI, PGT. 28R, 23M, 16F, 11 blasts. PGT-A = 6 normal.
June '22: FET #7 - Microdose lupron downreg w/kitchen sink immune/RIF protocol - double embryo transfer. BFN.
July '22: FET #8 - Mini stim w/Puregon + trigger, kitchen sink immune/RIF protocol. BFN.
Sep '22: Taking a break
Dec '22: Attempted abdominal myomectomy, fibroid too close to cervix and major blood vessels. Wasn't removed.
Feb '23: FET #9 - Modified natural w/baby asp, HCG trigger, PIO, PRP, Medrol, HCG wash, embryo glue - BFP!! EDD 11/11/23
The best thing we did for ourselves was decide not to be lab rats. We took all of 2018 to indulge and enjoy each other as husband and wife instead of sperm and eggs. Please take as much time as you need. The beautiful thing we found in adoption is that there is no rush. My biological clock is off, and as long as we are patient we will be parents.
Best of luck during your break, treat yourself well!
Married May 2014
TTC # 2 Since December 2021
Baby girl W born 2/2021
Our journey so far...
(tw loss & infertility)
Working with an RE since March 2016
2 failed TI cycles
3 failed IUI cycles
IVF Feb - April 2017
23 eggs collected, 20 mature, 14 fertilized with ICSI, 4 day 3 blasts, 3 day 5 blasts, 1 PGS normal
Transferred 1 PGS normal embryo 4.12.17
BFP 4.21.17
MMC due to small gestational sac 6.8.17
Our adoption journey:
12.25.18 Agency picked and apps submitted!
5.1.19 Adoption on hold so we can buy a house!
1.1.20 Homestudy process started
3.14.20 First social worker visit
5.25.20 Homestudy Approved & Submitted to Agency
6.1.20 Surprise! Positive pregnancy test!
Healthy baby girl born 2/10/2021
Thanks ladies. It's been a busy week at work and I've just been lurking and wishing for good news for you all. I had blood work on Wednesday and can't remember estrogen but progesterone was 35. I have beta on Monday. I feel no different than all of the other transfers.
A while ago I decided when I made it through all of this and if I still didn't have a baby I would buy my dream car and move on. Well DH surprised me this week with it so at least Monday won't sting so bad. I'll probably take most of the day off but I will have to go to work in the evening. Ugh. Never a chance to process emotions.
Me: 36 DH 38
Married Sept 2014
TTC Since Nov 2015
IVF Cycle 1 - 0 eggs
IVF Cycle 2 - 3 embryos
FET 1 (transferred 1 embryo) - BFN
FET 2 (transferred 2 embryos- BFN
IVF Cycle 3 - 1 embryo
FET 3 (transferred 1 embryo) - BFN
Donor Egg Retrieval 2/19/18 -4 embryos that didn't make it to freeze
Donor Egg Retrieval 4/30/2018 - 6 eggs - 5 embryos frozen Day 3
FET 4 (with donor eggs) (transferred 1 embryo) -BETA 7/10 - BFN
Hysteroscopy & Endo Scratch
FET 5 (with donor eggs) (transferred 2 embryos)-BETA 9/10 - BFN
Final FET (#6) (with donor eggs) (transferred 2 embryos) BETA 10/15 BFP!!
EDD: June 24, 2019 Baby O born June 26, 2019
@wabash15 thanks for that info! Makes me feel better!
@LJMoon6 not having something to “fix” can be frustrating. Like, if something was wrong and could be fixed, then it’s easier to accept. Hopefully the iuis do it for you.
@suzycupcake I’m so so sorry. IF sucks-it really, truly sucks. I’ll keep you in my thoughts as you continue your journey