Im scared. Ive never imagined my self with 1 child. Now here i am with 7th on the way. It feels so unreal. Like im in a dream. I miscarried before my fifth and also before the 6. Im scared something bad will happen again. Im scared im going to wipe blood evert time i go use the bathroom. I feel like im just waiting for something bad to happen.i hate this and My apt is not until the 15th.