All the people on FB these days. The drama, the name calling, the announcements, the nonsensical so-called political arguments. I have no problem with rational, well researched, fact based political debate and discussions. However, the rude, disrespectful, empty rhetoric is exhausting and saddens me. I don't want to get political here at all, this is a "safe space" for all of us, but as people we have to better than what I am witnessing on FB these days. We have to treat each other better, don't we? I just can't and I want to TP everyone on FB today. That is all. Oh wait, that's not all, the stupid email I got today. That person deserves a TP too. They say no question is stupid, but the truth is, some questions are truly stupid. Sorry, not sorry.
The violence in my city is astounding. **TW murder** In the last two weeks we have had a bunch of random acts of violence, then on Tuesday a bus driver was stabbed and he died. And now a child was abducted by her mother and is missing. What the actual hell .
The clients who brought their 6 week old puppy in to see me. They have had him for a week. 5 weeks old is WAY too early to be taken from the mother !!!!! Be prepared to have a f*d up dog.
Me 27 DF 44 TTC post VR Sept 21/16 SA 6 weeks post op 50.7 mil count 40% motility
My TP today is to myself.....because...as @wabash15 noted....I'm back.
**TW**
Woke up this morning to a lot of bleeding, so it's definitely a CP. Joy. I already had a doctor's appointment today, so I went. They took my blood just to see where my HCG levels are and they will call tomorrow with those results. But my doctor said unless they are unusually high (which would mean it's a molar pregnancy), she'll likely tell me to just POAS until it's negative (which I find funny...try and turn the stick negative? Isn't that the opposite of how life is supposed to work?).
I asked a zillion questions, but she's confident this isn't a sign of any larger issue (because its three very different types of miscarriages). Just to be safe, they'll have me take aspirin and progesterone if/when I get my next bfp.
**END TW *
So I'm back.
Hope it's cool I posted here. Starting its own thread felt to speshul snowflak for me and writing and intro felt weird too...
** December BMB Siggy Challenge - Animals in Pools **
Me: 31+ H: 32 TTC Since 11/2015 #1 - MMC 6.5 weeks (2/16); #2 - MC due to cystic hygroma at 20 weeks (10/16); #3 CP (2/17); #4 - Due 12.16.17
@Tennis11785 I'm sooo sorry you are back here. Glad your doctor is onboard with you taking the asprin and progesterone next time though. Ugh, hugs girl.
@Tennis11785 Shit. I'm so sorry to see this my friend. What a mindf- for you...again.
It may be too soon and you don't want to think about it yet, but I definitely think you should ask for the genetic screening you and I were talking about recently. It may be revealing. Hugs
@Tennis11785 Shit. I'm so sorry to see this my friend. What a mindf- for you...again.
It may be too soon and you don't want to think about it yet, but I definitely think you should ask for the genetic screening you and I were talking about recently. It may be revealing. Hugs
Also it goes without saying that I'm happy to talk about genetic testing if it's helpful or just to vent
Me: 35 DH: 34 Married 07/2012 DD born 07/2014 DD2 born 10/2018 DS born 10/2022
IF history: TTC #2 since January 2016 June-Aug 2017: 3 IUIs w/Clomid = BFN Sept 2017: Dx w/Endometriosis Oct 2017: IUI w/Letrozole = BFN Nov 2017: IUI w/Letrozole = BFN Dec 2017: pre-IVF testing Jan-Feb 2018: IVF--17 eggs retrieved, 13 fertilized, 9 frozen and 1 transferred on 2/10 = BFP on 2/19!!! EDD 10/29/2018 FET Oct 2021: BFP on 10/31! MC at 5 weeks FET Feb 2022: BFP on 2/15! EDD 10/29/22
@tennis11785 I hope it's not molar. They would definitely need to do something then and not just leave it. This just sucks.
It's funny how it's the little things in life that mean the most...not where you live, or what you drive, or the price tag on your clothes... There's no dollar sign on a piece of mind, this I've come to know! *ZBB*
Re: TP Thursday
DSS born 01/2016
TTC since 01/2017
Letrozole + TI = BFP 01/30/2018 | EDD 10/11/2018
Married: 04/05/15
TTC since: 02/16/16
Me 27 DF 44
TTC post VR Sept 21/16
SA 6 weeks post op 50.7 mil count 40% motility
Diagnosed : unexplained infertility
6 rounds of IUI and a MC 2/2014, rainbow twins 4/2015
TTC #3 5/2016
Restarted Fertility tx
IUI 2 rounds, baby girl 12/17
**TW**
Woke up this morning to a lot of bleeding, so it's definitely a CP. Joy. I already had a doctor's appointment today, so I went. They took my blood just to see where my HCG levels are and they will call tomorrow with those results. But my doctor said unless they are unusually high (which would mean it's a molar pregnancy), she'll likely tell me to just POAS until it's negative (which I find funny...try and turn the stick negative? Isn't that the opposite of how life is supposed to work?).
I asked a zillion questions, but she's confident this isn't a sign of any larger issue (because its three very different types of miscarriages). Just to be safe, they'll have me take aspirin and progesterone if/when I get my next bfp.
**END TW *
So I'm back.
Hope it's cool I posted here. Starting its own thread felt to speshul snowflak for me and writing and intro felt weird too...
** December BMB Siggy Challenge - Animals in Pools **
Me: 31+ H: 32
TTC Since 11/2015
#1 - MMC 6.5 weeks (2/16); #2 - MC due to cystic hygroma at 20 weeks (10/16); #3 CP (2/17); #4 - Due 12.16.17
TTC#1 10/2016
TTC/IF:included medicated cycles, IUIs and 2 rounds of IVF with 1 embryo each.
BFP finally in 12/2018
TTC#2 06/2021
planning FET
"Some days are diamonds, some days are rocks,
some doors are open, some roads are blocked"
Today really is a total TP for grads... wtf.
Married: October 2009
TTC#1: August 2016
DD Born 10/20/17
Married 9/2015
TTC #1 6/2016
Dx Unexplained IF 6/2017
Clomid + Ovidrel + IUI 7/2017 - Cancelled (overstimulated)
Letrozole + Ovidrel + IUI #1 - BFN
Letrozole + Ovidrel + IUI #2 -BFN
Letrozole + Ovidrel + IUI#3 - BFP! EDD July 15 2018
Baby Girl H - July 22 2018
It may be too soon and you don't want to think about it yet, but I definitely think you should ask for the genetic screening you and I were talking about recently. It may be revealing. Hugs
** December BMB Siggy Challenge - Animals in Pools **
Me: 31+ H: 32
TTC Since 11/2015
#1 - MMC 6.5 weeks (2/16); #2 - MC due to cystic hygroma at 20 weeks (10/16); #3 CP (2/17); #4 - Due 12.16.17
Married 07/2012
DD born 07/2014
DD2 born 10/2018
DS born 10/2022
IF history:
TTC #2 since January 2016
June-Aug 2017: 3 IUIs w/Clomid = BFN
Sept 2017: Dx w/Endometriosis
Oct 2017: IUI w/Letrozole = BFN
Nov 2017: IUI w/Letrozole = BFN
Dec 2017: pre-IVF testing
Jan-Feb 2018: IVF--17 eggs retrieved, 13 fertilized, 9 frozen and 1 transferred on 2/10 = BFP on 2/19!!! EDD 10/29/2018
FET Oct 2021: BFP on 10/31! MC at 5 weeks
FET Feb 2022: BFP on 2/15! EDD 10/29/22
Dating since: 11/17/2001
Married: 9/26/2009
TTC: June 2016
EDD: 5/14/2018
Together: 11/2008, married: 3/2014
DH: Type 1 Diabetes, (dx 4/15) Celiac Disease (dx 11/14), Treatment induced Neuropathy of Diabetes (dx 7/15)
DH SA: 11/16: low count and low motility
DH SA: 12/16: borderline low, count and motility
1/20/17: BFP, 1/24/17: CP
5/17:low AMH (0.89)
6/17: first IUI cycle, 50 mg clomid + ovidrel + IUI: 2 follies, BFN (count 58 million, 97% motility)
7/17: second IUI, 2.5 letrozole, OPK, IUI: 1 follie, BFN (count 9.5 million swimming- dont know percentage)
8/17: third IUI, 5.0 letrozole,
Me 27 DF 44
TTC post VR Sept 21/16
SA 6 weeks post op 50.7 mil count 40% motility
Me: 28 DH: 35
Dx PCOS May 2015
Baby #1 due 12/7/17
TTC 9/2016 BFP 12/9/16 EDD 8/21/17 NMC 1/8/16 at 7w6d
TTC 2/2017 BFP 3/6/17 EDD 11/17/17 DS born 11/25/17 via ECS
TTC 12/2018 BFP 6/2/19 EDD 2/12/20 NMC / BO at 7 weeks, low progesterone
TTC 7/2019 BFP 8/21/19 EDD 4/22/20 CP at 5 weeks
TTC 8/19 IUI #1 w/ Clomid + Ovidrel + progesterone BFN, IUI 2 and 3 w/ Letrozole + Ovidrel + progesterone,
IUI 4 Follistim + Ovidrel + progesterone BFP 1/9/20 EDD 9/18/20
AMA, ITP in pregnancy, vWD type II - low Factor VIII, unexplained RPL and secondary infertility