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Rach4185
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Our big day
Rach4185
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well our results will be in tmw . Are we pregnant or not ? I remember almost a year ago on march 31st 2016 the day before my birthday when we found out for the first time ever that I was pregnant after IVF I will never forget that moment or the way I felt that day , then not too long after on April 29th we went in for our 8 week ultrasound and my heart was ripped from my chest when I heard we lost our baby.
Tmw morning I go in for bloodwork and will know tmw afternoon if I am pregnant , I don't know how to even react because of fear. I am terrified I am excited to know and I do have faith that everything will be ok this time but how do you balance the excitement the fear , the emotion ? I keep asking myself this . I'm just trying to stay relaxed stop thinking about all my symptoms and enjoy my day tmw knowing god has a plan and is with me
Tmw morning I go in for bloodwork and will know tmw afternoon if I am pregnant , I don't know how to even react because of fear. I am terrified I am excited to know and I do have faith that everything will be ok this time but how do you balance the excitement the fear , the emotion ? I keep asking myself this . I'm just trying to stay relaxed stop thinking about all my symptoms and enjoy my day tmw knowing god has a plan and is with me
Re: Our big day
---Trigger warning---
TTC since April 2013
Two cancelled IUIs in Aug and Sept '15 due to low motility/count
IVF round 1: January 2016
ER: February 17, 2016; 9 retrieved, 7 mature, 7 fertilized
Day 5 Blastocysts: 5 BB, 1 AB, all normal from PGS
FET date: May 11, '16; transferred 1 AB embryo
First beta: May 23, '16: 998!! Second: May 25, '16: 1648
EDD: January 27, 2017
IVF#1 Sep 2016 (4 eggs retrieved, 2 matured, 0 transferred due to DNA breakdown)
IVF#2 Nov 2016: Estrogen & Ganirelix. Stimming: Loprun, Follistim, Menopur. (7 eggs retrieved. 3 matured. 0 transferred due to PGD results)
IVF#3 Feb 2017: Estrogen priming. Menopur, Follistim and HGH
CP #1- due April 2017 lost 5.5 weeks
cp #2- due May 2017 lost at 4.5 weeks
iUI #1- BFN
IUI #2-BFN
IVF#1- transfer 2- BFP! Due October 2017 c/p#3 lost at 3.5 weeks