**Dirty lurker/siggy warning** @sheknows6 I am so, so very sorry for your loss; I can't even imagine. I hope you have some sort of support system around you now to help offer even small sliver of comfort right now. You will be in my thoughts.
*lurking* @sheknows6 I am at a loss for words. All of my love and thoughts as you navigate this incredibly difficult time. If there is anything you need please do not hesitate to reach out. So many hugs, creepy and internet love-filled.
I'm so heartbroken for you. There are no words to express the depth of this aching darkness, but know that you have a whole group of people from around the world sending you love and support.
me 30; DH 35 TTC since May 2014. Aug 2014 BFP, EDD April 22, 2015. Low progesterone, started suppositories. Loss at 5w6d. Nov 19, 2015 BFP at 13 dpo, EDD July 29, 2016. MMC discovered 12/29 (9+4). Natural miscarriage 1/16 (12+1). AMH results 0.42, 1.2; FSH 12.1, AFC 10, dx DOR. RPL testing results normal. Nurse recommended progesterone suppositories in TWW. Clomid + trigger + TI cycle August 2016 - failed. Thin lining. Femara + trigger + TI cycle December 2016 - failed. Thin lining. Short LP (8 days). Acupuncture & Chinese herbs starting January 2017, lengthened LP to 10 days
I am so so sorry to read this @sheknows6. I wish I had something more poignant to say but thoughts, prayers and condolences are with you. Please be well and don't forget to take care of yourself through all of this.
Me:31 ~ DH: 28
Swiped Right: 6/2014 Married: 9/2016 TTC # 1: 11/2016 BFP: 5/2017 Baby Boy: 1/2018 Link to FF Charts
@sheknows6 I am so sorry for your loss. I might be a lurker, but I am still here with the community for you. Please take care of yourself. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.
**TW in Spoiler**
https://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/683816 BFP 6/30/16, MC 8/21/16 BFP 05/04/17, 5/10/17 Emergency LAP due to ectopic. Right tube removed. BFP 07/12/17, ECDD 03/25/18 - Silver Orion Born 3/23/18 BFP 09/30/19, EDD 06/11/20
My heart is so full of comfort reading these from you ladies.
A friend of mine in real life started a gofundme since they've ruled his death a suicide and nothing I bought for us will pay out- I really don't know how @antoto found me, but girl I fell on the floor bawling when I saw your message.
Thank you. Thank you so much. I can't explain how much this outpouring of love means to me, you all are so amazing and I love each one of you.
I will be back. I am seeking counseling and I will be letting people help me. I know I can't bear this alone.
@sheknows6 I'm so glad that our support is helpful We are all thinking of you all the time. I was only able to find your GFM because SO many women on this board want to help you so much and a few others found it and shared it with me. You are loved very much.
I am so glad to hear you are planning on counseling. Book that right now. I can't say much more because I'm at a trade show for work so I gotta keep it together but...
Me: 34 DH: 38 Married: June 2011 TTC since Feb 2016 BFP#1: 7/7/16 MMC: 8/16/16 BFP#2: 5/8/17 - CP BFP#3: 6/27/17 EDD: 3/10/18
Words cannot express how sorry I am for your loss. I've never been through what you're going through so I won't pretend to know how you're feeling. Like some others have said please don't feel like you need to leave the board if you find some comfort here. You do what you need to do to get through this. You wouldn't be the only lady who is TTA for awhile and still posting here. A couple of other ladies have posted here during long periods of TTA so no one is going to give you a hard time about doing so. Of course if you find it too difficult I'm sure everyone would totally understand. You do what's right for you and whatever brings you some modicum of comfort.
There isn't anything I can say that will make this tragedy better for you. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Me: 28 Husband: 31 TTC#1: January 2015- September 2016 Infertility, Recurrent Pregnancy Loss Rainbow baby born June 6, 2017 ❤️
I know we didn't interact much, but I am so terribly sorry for your loss. I'm glad that it appears you have a good support system IRL and are seeking counseling. Asking for help when you need it is nothing to be ashamed of. You are obviously a quite loved member of the community and will always have a home here whenever you need something. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. I wish there was more that I could do to help ease your pain, but I am extremely glad that you're going to seek counseling. It doesn't make you weak, and please never feel that it does. It takes a strong person to realize they need help to get through such a tragedy.
We are here for you, and we will all be keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. *hugs*
I'm so deeply sorry for your loss. Know that you are in my thoughts, and that you will always have support from the ladies in this community if you need it. Take care of yourself.
Wow, that is a terrible thing to have to endure and I'm so sorry you're having to face this. I hope you're able to find some strength in those around you and eventually find peace.
Me: 33 DH: 34 DS1: March 18, 2016 DS2: due June 7, 2018
I wish that there was more that I could say to you beyond that I am so incredibly sorry for your loss and that I'll be thinking of you. I am so glad to hear that you have a strong IRL support system, but know that we will always be here when you are ready. **hugs**
I'm only seeing this now. .. apologies. .. I don't know you, but I'm in tears right now. I'm so sorry for your loss. Big hugs. And Strongs for whatever your results are tomorrow xxxxx
I'm only seeing this now. .. apologies. .. I don't know you, but I'm in tears right now. I'm so sorry for your loss. Big hugs. And Strongs for whatever your final results are.
I'm so incredibly sorry for you loss I can't even begin to imagine what you must be feeling right now. Sending all the prayers and love your way. I sincerely hope that you are able to find peace and heal in time
October 2017 May siggy challenge - Parenting fails
@sheknows6 OMG.... I have no words to help or comfort you... This is surely the stuff of nightmares. Please make sure to get help when you need it. Have family come and stay with you if you can. So so sorry.
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@sheknows6 I am so, so very sorry for your loss; I can't even imagine. I hope you have some sort of support system around you now to help offer even small sliver of comfort right now. You will be in my thoughts.
@sheknows6 I am at a loss for words. All of my love and thoughts as you navigate this incredibly difficult time. If there is anything you need please do not hesitate to reach out. So many hugs, creepy and internet love-filled.
TTC since May 2014.
Aug 2014 BFP, EDD April 22, 2015. Low progesterone, started suppositories. Loss at 5w6d.
Nov 19, 2015 BFP at 13 dpo, EDD July 29, 2016. MMC discovered 12/29 (9+4). Natural miscarriage 1/16 (12+1).
AMH results 0.42, 1.2; FSH 12.1, AFC 10, dx DOR.
RPL testing results normal. Nurse recommended progesterone suppositories in TWW.
Clomid + trigger + TI cycle August 2016 - failed. Thin lining.
Femara + trigger + TI cycle December 2016 - failed. Thin lining.
Short LP (8 days).
Acupuncture & Chinese herbs starting January 2017, lengthened LP to 10 days
Summer 2016 LFAF awards:
Winter 2016/2017 LFAF awards:
Married: 9/2016
TTC # 1: 11/2016
BFP: 5/2017
Baby Boy: 1/2018
Link to FF Charts
**TW in Spoiler**
BFP 6/30/16, MC 8/21/16
BFP 05/04/17, 5/10/17 Emergency LAP due to ectopic. Right tube removed.
BFP 07/12/17, ECDD 03/25/18 - Silver Orion Born 3/23/18
BFP 09/30/19, EDD 06/11/20
ntnp #2 . summer 2018
*siggy warning*
ttc#1 . jul 2015
mmc . mar 2016 | 6w2d
dx PCOS (non-IR) / subclinical hypothyroidism . summer 2016
tx metformin, levothyroxine, LP progesterone, femara + trigger + ti . fall/winter 2016
BFP! . jan 2017
DD . oct 2017
A friend of mine in real life started a gofundme since they've ruled his death a suicide and nothing I bought for us will pay out- I really don't know how @antoto found me, but girl I fell on the floor bawling when I saw your message.
Thank you. Thank you so much. I can't explain how much this outpouring of love means to me, you all are so amazing and I love each one of you.
I will be back. I am seeking counseling and I will be letting people help me. I know I can't bear this alone.
still no bfp but I'm holding out hope
DD born: 3/31/19
Married: June 2011
TTC since Feb 2016
BFP#1: 7/7/16 MMC: 8/16/16
BFP#2: 5/8/17 - CP
BFP#3: 6/27/17 EDD: 3/10/18
Stalk my chart
Words cannot express how sorry I am for your loss. I've never been through what you're going through so I won't pretend to know how you're feeling. Like some others have said please don't feel like you need to leave the board if you find some comfort here. You do what you need to do to get through this. You wouldn't be the only lady who is TTA for awhile and still posting here. A couple of other ladies have posted here during long periods of TTA so no one is going to give you a hard time about doing so. Of course if you find it too difficult I'm sure everyone would totally understand. You do what's right for you and whatever brings you some modicum of comfort.
There isn't anything I can say that will make this tragedy better for you. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.
TTC#1: January 2015- September 2016
Infertility, Recurrent Pregnancy Loss
Rainbow baby born June 6, 2017 ❤️
Baby #2 due June 12, 2018
Together: 11/2008, married: 3/2014
DH: Type 1 Diabetes, (dx 4/15) Celiac Disease (dx 11/14), Treatment induced Neuropathy of Diabetes (dx 7/15)
DH SA: 11/16: low count and low motility
DH SA: 12/16: borderline low, count and motility
1/20/17: BFP, 1/24/17: CP
5/17:low AMH (0.89)
6/17: first IUI cycle, 50 mg clomid + ovidrel + IUI: 2 follies, BFN (count 58 million, 97% motility)
7/17: second IUI, 2.5 letrozole, OPK, IUI: 1 follie, BFN (count 9.5 million swimming- dont know percentage)
8/17: third IUI, 5.0 letrozole,
Low progesterone
Baby boy born 01/2016
Currently: NTNP
SD: 21 & SS: 17
BFP #2 6/3/2020
*Trigger Warning*
Me: 28 DH: 35
Dx PCOS May 2015
Baby #1 due 12/7/17
We are here for you, and we will all be keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. *hugs*
Me: 30 | DH: 34 | DSS: 14 | DS: 4
PG #2, EDD 10/12/2023
DS2: EDD- 09.08.17
Me: 33 DH: 34
DS1: March 18, 2016
DS2: due June 7, 2018
I wish that there was more that I could say to you beyond that I am so incredibly sorry for your loss and that I'll be thinking of you. I am so glad to hear that you have a strong IRL support system, but know that we will always be here when you are ready. **hugs**
Me: 29 DH: 31
Married 10/13/12
TTC Since 8/2016
Me 38
DH 31
Married 2012
Me 38
DH 31
Married 2012
Pregnancy #2-Due 8/24/17 MMC-01/09/17
DD-Due 10/24/17
DD - 12/28/17
TTC #2 3/2019
BFP 5/2019 || MC - D&C 5/2019
BFP 2/2020 || EDD 10/10/2020