I went to the ER yesterday because I had severe bleeding and cramping and found out that I had miscarried after being 8 weeks pregnant. This was my first pregnancy. The ultrasound showed no heartbeat and I broke down and fell apart right away. I was prescribed misoprostal today to help pass what's left. I'm terrified of the pain and bleeding that is to come. The cramps are almost unbearable right now.
I also just feel so heartbroken thinking about what was lost and I really don't know how to deal with this pain. I have only told my parents and brother about the pregnancy so I feel really isolated. I'm not sure if I want to share my story with friends or just deal with it on my own with my husband. I'm so scared for the next time I try to get pregnant. I could use any support or words of advice at this moment. Im still trying to come to terms with what's happening and I know it will take time.