***General TW that this thread can and will mention MC and loss.***
This
is a place for those of us who have already started TTC, but have hit a
roadblock and are delaying for whatever reason. You can express your
thoughts, feelings, and frustrations on not TTC and connect with others
who are in the same boat. TTC can be a long journey, and having to wait
makes it feel even longer- even if it is for a good reason. Feel free
to resurrect this thread at any point in the week if you have something
to say, and treat this like an ongoing conversation.
Benched = involuntarily not NTNP/TTC and are "out of the game," usually due to medical reasons TTA
= avoiding pregnancy by using protection or FAM, usually for
non-health-related reasons
__________________________________________________________________ Its the end of August! Another month down!!!!
Are you benched or TTA?
What brings you here?
How long do you think you'll be here?
How have things been going?
Any R/R/CS?
GTKY: Would this be ok? How about never have I ever. If you have done it, please 'love it'.
What brings you here? Waiting till vacation so no MS
How long do you think you'll be here? Until Sept 10th so 1 1/2 more weeks!!!!!!
How have things been going? I'm SO excited. IM SO EXCITED (and kind of terrified)
Any R/R/CS? I
just finished a long vacation weekend that was amazing and now I am
back at work. I have issues in that a) I want to never have to work
again but b) we need to be rich enough that we can both quit our jobs
and just travel together...basically, I want a Kennedy lifestyle but on a
beer budget. FACK.
GTKY: Would this be ok? How about never have I ever. If you have done it, please 'love it'.
Are you benched or TTA? Benched What brings you here? D&C June 28th. Still no AF. How long do you think you'll be here? Hopefully only another week. How have things been going? I started Provera a few days ago. Had a little spotting and now just having the worst cramps of my life non stop. Any R/R/CS? CRAMPS. GTKY: Would this be ok? How about never have I ever. If you have done it, please 'love it'
What brings you here? Travel to active zika virus transmission area
How long do you think you'll be here? 4 more weeks
How have things been going? It has been going fast. I am sure these next few weeks will fly by. I am really excited to be done with condoms as well.
Any R/R/CS? I was upset that my pregnant friend was complaining about how her baby wouldn't stop moving around. We would have been due about 10 days apart, so that wasn't nice to hear.
GTKY: Would this be ok? How about never have I ever. If you have done it, please 'love it'
How long do you think you'll be here? A cycle, which isn't real for me.... So until a doctor gives me Provera. Hopefully no more than 2 months
How have things been going? Eh. They're going.
Any R/R/CS? Other than the nurse at my REs asking if I was coming to get my ultrasound.... Things have been fine. I'm just ready for my body to normalize so I can start treatment again.
GTKY: Would this be ok? How about never have I ever. If you have done it, please 'love it'.
What brings you here? travel to a place with active Zika
How long do you think you'll be here? until next FW depending on if I can start payroll deductions for short term disability when I'm TTA
How have things been going? Definitely got some baby fever! DH would wait forever to ensure a healthy baby and I just want to get started.
Any R/R/CS? Nope, finally ovulated yesterday. Now I have no place to go since I'm not in TWW.
GTKY: Would this be ok? How about never have I ever. If you have done it, please 'love it'.
Never have I ever been to a professional sporting event.
It's funny how it's the little things in life that mean the most...not where you live, or what you drive, or the price tag on your clothes... There's no dollar sign on a piece of mind, this I've come to know! *ZBB*
What brings you here? mc on 8/4, avoiding for a few months
How long do you think you'll be here? I was looking at my calendar and based on my OLD cycles (not sure if they'll change after the mc - will be due for AF next week, so we'll see) we will probably start early December. I think I'll miss my November window based on work travel.
How have things been going? Keepin busy
Any R/R/CS? I thought i was being healthy by ordering a veggie and hummus wrap for lunch. A glimpse at the nutritional panel later informed me that was NOT the case. Stupid Togo's....
GTKY: Would this be ok? How about never have I ever. If you have done it, please 'love it'.
*TW - Loss* (Is this necessary within this thread since the first post already covers it or...? IDK.)
Are you benched or TTA? Benched
What brings you here? MMC - 8/16
How long do you think you'll be here? Until my next period. Not sure when that might happen. Two weeks later and still spotting. A week ago HCG was down to 373. Yesterday was a squinter so it seems like things should start moving forward sooner rather than later. I don't know. I hate feeling like I have zero clue when anything might happen. First and foremost for TTC but also because I have a 9-day work trip coming up and I'd like to know how to plan. I'm headed to a kind of grueling show and I've seen some bad stories about the first period after a MC.
How have things been going? I'm a lot better than last week. But then I feel like a horrible person for feeling better. So it's a bit of a roller coaster. And it's hard because the non-carrying partner just doesn't understand. H isn't reminded of it every time he goes to the bathroom. He isn't reminded of it when he pauses to consider the safety of a food item and remembers it's a moot point. And, one of my earliest symptoms was a strange lingering scent in my nose and to a lesser extent, taste in my mouth. Some people call it metallic, I don't know that that was it but in the beginning, when it meant good things, it was kind of fun and strange. It came back last week as the hormones went down and it was a constant, now painful, reminder.
Any R/R/CS? I've started temping some now just to see if I can figure out where things are at. But, while it's something I'm absolutely willing to do for TTC, it was glorious to quit temping and it's hard to get back into the habit.
GTKY: Would this be ok? How about never have I ever. If you have done it, please 'love it'. Never have I ever... ridden a camel.
@kiwi2628 I highly recommend the flight lines in Vegas, out at Bootleg canyon. I was freaked out but H wanted to do it so I sucked it up...and loved it.
@mrs35 We went on a Holland America cruise to Alaska last year. It was another one of those things I was not super into but H really wanted to do it so we went and it was awesome. Of course we lucked out with beautiful weather but we had a great time. I think the biggest thing is finding the company that matches what you're looking for. We weren't looking for a big party boat which is good because we would have been disappointed. We also weren't looking for one that had a bunch of stuff for kids. There weren't a lot of younger couples on the ship and maybe only 20 or so kids. It was mostly the retiree set. Which worked for us!
Me: 34 DH: 38 Married: June 2011 TTC since Feb 2016 BFP#1: 7/7/16 MMC: 8/16/16 BFP#2: 5/8/17 - CP BFP#3: 6/27/17 EDD: 3/10/18
Are you benched or TTA? Benched What brings you here? D&C August 8 How long do you think you'll be here? Uh.. no O yet.. so... at least 2-3 more weeks How have things been going? Good.. just confused why I haven't O'd yet. Not really, I know ovulating is actually pretty unusual after this. My HCG was at 100,000 and I had a bunch of bleeding issues afterwards.. no wonder my body doesn't want to be ready to move on yet! Any R/R/CS? CD 26 and no sign of O despite watery and EWCM galore. GTKY: Would this be ok? How about never have I ever. If you have done it, please 'love it'. never have I ever gotten a tattoo
Me: 27 years old DH: 27 years old Type 1 Diabetes since 2001, MTHFR hetero A1298T Dogs: Raider 4 yrs, Dex 4 yrs
Married in July 2014
TTC #1 since late Feb 2016
BFP #1 3/29/16 MMC: 5/5/16 BFP #2 7/6/16 SCH, D&C 8/4/16 BFP #3 12/26/16 EDD: 9/6/17 My Chart / My Diabetes/Pregnancy Blog My Type 1/TTC/Pregnancy Podcast: Juicebox Podcast Episode 118 A1Cs: 1/12/16 6.7% 5/25/16 6.0% 11/2/16 6.1% 3/22/16 5.8% 4/27/17 5.4% 6/13/17 5.3% "Sugar Fancy Tutu"
@Kiki75 @mokay19 Oh my goodness. I am so, so very sorry ladies. I didn't even realize until I saw someone's reply to Kiki's undergrad checkin. I have no words. ... only love and koala hugs... <3 eta @jmn1985 @mrs35 <img src="https://farm3.staticflickr.com/2663/3705124555_b7d066dd69_z.jpg?zz=1" alt="">
@BusinessWife Thank you. I certainly recommend against it. I could use a lot of non-Bump-friendly terms for it but, you know. It just sucks much on so many levels. I knew the stats but I still really thought we would be walking out of the doctor's office with cute little US pictures. But, I have to say, as far as process and recovery goes, I'm so thankful it is going as smoothly as it appears to be. Just did what I hope is my last blood draw today.
ETA: I love the never have I ever GTKY but it also meant that I couldn't love-tit hug everyone. So ...
Me: 34 DH: 38 Married: June 2011 TTC since Feb 2016 BFP#1: 7/7/16 MMC: 8/16/16 BFP#2: 5/8/17 - CP BFP#3: 6/27/17 EDD: 3/10/18
So after more EWCM, FF moved ovulation to two days later like I thought. Andddd DH wants to wait one more month since Zika has now been reported in our second travel destination. That means possibly end of October or beginning of November due to my long cycles. I'm pretty upset. I told him I want him to have a SA if he wants to wait since he saw a doc about 6 months ago due to pain in the balls when running. (They had him wear tighty whiteys instead of boxer briefs and checkups were normal. Side note: his job requires him to wear a harness when he gets a call. It chafes enough for him to lose some hair on his legs, so who knows what happens elsewhere.) He agreed, but it's not like he's making any appointments. I also asked him to start taking the vitamins I got him and he hasn't. I'm a little frustrated. Anyway, I have had so much "activity" in my Fallopian tubes area over the last few weeks that I just want a break. I don't know if it was a bunch of follicles growing on both sides or what or if that can even be felt. But it makes me wonder if something else is going on. I would say I'm more uncomfortable and not really in pain. We have a family history of cysts and my sister was just in the hospital on Thursday for one. Maybe I'm going BSC while TTA!
It's funny how it's the little things in life that mean the most...not where you live, or what you drive, or the price tag on your clothes... There's no dollar sign on a piece of mind, this I've come to know! *ZBB*
Re: Benched/TTA Weekly Thread 8/29
What brings you here? Waiting till vacation so no MS
How long do you think you'll be here? Until Sept 10th so 1 1/2 more weeks!!!!!!
How have things been going? I'm SO excited. IM SO EXCITED (and kind of terrified)
Any R/R/CS? I just finished a long vacation weekend that was amazing and now I am back at work. I have issues in that a) I want to never have to work again but b) we need to be rich enough that we can both quit our jobs and just travel together...basically, I want a Kennedy lifestyle but on a beer budget. FACK.
GTKY: Would this be ok? How about never have I ever. If you have done it, please 'love it'.
Starting- never have I ever gone zip-lining
Benched
What brings you here?
D&C June 28th. Still no AF.
How long do you think you'll be here?
Hopefully only another week.
How have things been going?
I started Provera a few days ago. Had a little spotting and now just having the worst cramps of my life non stop.
Any R/R/CS?
CRAMPS.
GTKY: Would this be ok? How about never have I ever. If you have done it, please 'love it'
Never have I ever been on a cruise!
What brings you here? Travel to active zika virus transmission area
How long do you think you'll be here? 4 more weeks
How have things been going? It has been going fast. I am sure these next few weeks will fly by. I am really excited to be done with condoms as well.
Any R/R/CS?
I was upset that my pregnant friend was complaining about how her baby wouldn't stop moving around. We would have been due about 10 days apart, so that wasn't nice to hear.
GTKY: Would this be ok? How about never have I ever. If you have done it, please 'love it'
Never have I ever gone skydiving.
DD 1 10/2012
CP 9/2013
DD 2 6/2014
CP 3/2016
BFP 12/8/2016
Are you benched or TTA? Benched
What brings you here? NMC on 8/20, confirmed 8/21
How long do you think you'll be here? A cycle, which isn't real for me.... So until a doctor gives me Provera. Hopefully no more than 2 months
How have things been going? Eh. They're going.
Any R/R/CS? Other than the nurse at my REs asking if I was coming to get my ultrasound.... Things have been fine. I'm just ready for my body to normalize so I can start treatment again.
GTKY: Would this be ok? How about never have I ever. If you have done it, please 'love it'.
Never have I ever gone snorkeling.
What brings you here? travel to a place with active Zika
How long do you think you'll be here?
until next FW depending on if I can start payroll deductions for short term disability when I'm TTA
How have things been going? Definitely got some baby fever! DH would wait forever to ensure a healthy baby and I just want to get started.
Any R/R/CS? Nope, finally ovulated yesterday. Now I have no place to go since I'm not in TWW.
GTKY: Would this be ok? How about never have I ever. If you have done it, please 'love it'.
Never have I ever been to a professional sporting event.
TTC 9/2016 BFP 12/9/16 EDD 8/21/17 NMC 1/8/16 at 7w6d
TTC 2/2017 BFP 3/6/17 EDD 11/17/17 DS born 11/25/17 via ECS
TTC 12/2018 BFP 6/2/19 EDD 2/12/20 NMC / BO at 7 weeks, low progesterone
TTC 7/2019 BFP 8/21/19 EDD 4/22/20 CP at 5 weeks
TTC 8/19 IUI #1 w/ Clomid + Ovidrel + progesterone BFN, IUI 2 and 3 w/ Letrozole + Ovidrel + progesterone,
IUI 4 Follistim + Ovidrel + progesterone BFP 1/9/20 EDD 9/18/20
AMA, ITP in pregnancy, vWD type II - low Factor VIII, unexplained RPL and secondary infertility
What brings you here? mc on 8/4, avoiding for a few months
How long do you think you'll be here?
I was looking at my calendar and based on my OLD cycles (not sure if they'll change after the mc - will be due for AF next week, so we'll see) we will probably start early December. I think I'll miss my November window based on work travel.
How have things been going? Keepin busy
Any R/R/CS? I thought i was being healthy by ordering a veggie and hummus wrap for lunch. A glimpse at the nutritional panel later informed me that was NOT the case. Stupid Togo's....
GTKY: Would this be ok? How about never have I ever. If you have done it, please 'love it'.
Never have I ever been to Mexico.
Me: 35 | DH: 38
Met: 2007
Married: 2013
BFP #1: 06/21/16 MMC: 08/04/16
BFP #2: 01/08/17 DD: 09/23/17
BFP #3: 06/10/20 EDD: 02/11/2021
Are you benched or TTA? Benched
What brings you here? MMC - 8/16
How long do you think you'll be here? Until my next period. Not sure when that might happen. Two weeks later and still spotting. A week ago HCG was down to 373. Yesterday was a squinter so it seems like things should start moving forward sooner rather than later. I don't know. I hate feeling like I have zero clue when anything might happen. First and foremost for TTC but also because I have a 9-day work trip coming up and I'd like to know how to plan. I'm headed to a kind of grueling show and I've seen some bad stories about the first period after a MC.
How have things been going? I'm a lot better than last week. But then I feel like a horrible person for feeling better. So it's a bit of a roller coaster. And it's hard because the non-carrying partner just doesn't understand. H isn't reminded of it every time he goes to the bathroom. He isn't reminded of it when he pauses to consider the safety of a food item and remembers it's a moot point. And, one of my earliest symptoms was a strange lingering scent in my nose and to a lesser extent, taste in my mouth. Some people call it metallic, I don't know that that was it but in the beginning, when it meant good things, it was kind of fun and strange. It came back last week as the hormones went down and it was a constant, now painful, reminder.
Any R/R/CS? I've started temping some now just to see if I can figure out where things are at. But, while it's something I'm absolutely willing to do for TTC, it was glorious to quit temping and it's hard to get back into the habit.
GTKY: Would this be ok? How about never have I ever. If you have done it, please 'love it'.
Never have I ever... ridden a camel.
@kiwi2628 I highly recommend the flight lines in Vegas, out at Bootleg canyon. I was freaked out but H wanted to do it so I sucked it up...and loved it.
@mrs35 We went on a Holland America cruise to Alaska last year. It was another one of those things I was not super into but H really wanted to do it so we went and it was awesome. Of course we lucked out with beautiful weather but we had a great time. I think the biggest thing is finding the company that matches what you're looking for. We weren't looking for a big party boat which is good because we would have been disappointed. We also weren't looking for one that had a bunch of stuff for kids. There weren't a lot of younger couples on the ship and maybe only 20 or so kids. It was mostly the retiree set. Which worked for us!
Married: June 2011
TTC since Feb 2016
BFP#1: 7/7/16 MMC: 8/16/16
BFP#2: 5/8/17 - CP
BFP#3: 6/27/17 EDD: 3/10/18
Benched
What brings you here?
D&C August 8
How long do you think you'll be here?
Uh.. no O yet.. so... at least 2-3 more weeks
How have things been going?
Good.. just confused why I haven't O'd yet. Not really, I know ovulating is actually pretty unusual after this. My HCG was at 100,000 and I had a bunch of bleeding issues afterwards.. no wonder my body doesn't want to be ready to move on yet!
Any R/R/CS?
CD 26 and no sign of O despite watery and EWCM galore.
GTKY: Would this be ok? How about never have I ever. If you have done it, please 'love it'.
never have I ever gotten a tattoo
Type 1 Diabetes since 2001, MTHFR hetero A1298T
Dogs: Raider 4 yrs, Dex 4 yrs
BFP #2 7/6/16 SCH, D&C 8/4/16
BFP #3 12/26/16 EDD: 9/6/17
My Chart / My Diabetes/Pregnancy Blog
My Type 1/TTC/Pregnancy Podcast:
Juicebox Podcast Episode 118
A1Cs:
1/12/16 6.7%
5/25/16 6.0%
11/2/16 6.1%
3/22/16 5.8%
4/27/17 5.4%
6/13/17 5.3%
"Sugar Fancy Tutu"
<img src="https://farm3.staticflickr.com/2663/3705124555_b7d066dd69_z.jpg?zz=1" alt="">
Me: 29 DH: 35
Married: 9/29/12
DS #1: 3/8/15ETA: I love the never have I ever GTKY but it also meant that I couldn't love-tit hug everyone. So ...
Married: June 2011
TTC since Feb 2016
BFP#1: 7/7/16 MMC: 8/16/16
BFP#2: 5/8/17 - CP
BFP#3: 6/27/17 EDD: 3/10/18
TTC 9/2016 BFP 12/9/16 EDD 8/21/17 NMC 1/8/16 at 7w6d
TTC 2/2017 BFP 3/6/17 EDD 11/17/17 DS born 11/25/17 via ECS
TTC 12/2018 BFP 6/2/19 EDD 2/12/20 NMC / BO at 7 weeks, low progesterone
TTC 7/2019 BFP 8/21/19 EDD 4/22/20 CP at 5 weeks
TTC 8/19 IUI #1 w/ Clomid + Ovidrel + progesterone BFN, IUI 2 and 3 w/ Letrozole + Ovidrel + progesterone,
IUI 4 Follistim + Ovidrel + progesterone BFP 1/9/20 EDD 9/18/20
AMA, ITP in pregnancy, vWD type II - low Factor VIII, unexplained RPL and secondary infertility