Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss

Introduction

I've gone to type my intro a couple times and just can't seem to figure out what to say. DH and I have been TTC for 19 months and had our first IVF cycle and it unfortunately ended in a chemical pregnancy/miscarriage.

 I took several HPT and they all came back positive but the day of my first beta the line suddenly got lighter.  I instantly knew this wasn't good.  Our first beta was 54 and then our second fell slightly to 51 but they said there was still a chance and to come back.  So I went in Saturday and my beta was 27 so we were for sure losing our pregnancy. I go back in on Friday to see where my HCG level is and then we will see what happens from there. 

I feel guilty being so upset over something that hardly even started but it just really impacted me a lot more than I thought it would.  I'm thankful that we have frozen embryos to use for future cycles but I still can't help but morn the loss of this embryo of ours. 

I'm sorry that any of us have to be here. :(  





Me 36 DH 34 - Married May 2010
DX: PCOS/Unexplained Infertility/MTHFR Mutation
TTC since December 2014
Fresh Transfer: Gonal, Menopur, Cetrotide. ~ Chemical Pregnancy :(  
FET #1: 1st Beta- 3,792~ 2nd Beta- 4,227~ BFP ~ Miscarriage at 8 weeks :( 
FET #2: 1st Beta 207~2nd Beta 235~ BFP~ Miscarriage at 6 weeks :(
FET #3: 1st Beta 18~ 2nd Beta 44~BFP~ Miscarriage 5 weeks :(
FET #4: 1st Beta 50~ 2nd Beta 97.7~ Miscarriage 6 weeks 5 days :(
FET#5: 1st Beta 29~ 2nd Beta 109~ 3rd Beta 227~ 4th Beta 661~ Miscarriage 5 weeks 3 days 
Miracle Natural BFP Estimated Due Date June 2019~ God is good 
2 snow babies 






Re: Introduction

  • I'm so sorry for your loss and this time for sure is a difficult one. The women on here are great and we are all here for support. I too had a CP and it's really such a high to low experience. You get all this joy and excitement of picturing your future to have it quickly come crashing down. Just remember to give yourself time to emotionally cope and reach out to all your closest friends and family because you truly will need them. I found that positive affirmations helped me and the support from the community. You are never alone just remember that. I'll be thinking of you today during this tough time and I'm sending all my positive thoughts <3@Worldtravler0522
  • @HowlCircus thank you for the words of encouragement.  I'm happy to have found a group for support.  

    Me 36 DH 34 - Married May 2010
    DX: PCOS/Unexplained Infertility/MTHFR Mutation
    TTC since December 2014
    Fresh Transfer: Gonal, Menopur, Cetrotide. ~ Chemical Pregnancy :(  
    FET #1: 1st Beta- 3,792~ 2nd Beta- 4,227~ BFP ~ Miscarriage at 8 weeks :( 
    FET #2: 1st Beta 207~2nd Beta 235~ BFP~ Miscarriage at 6 weeks :(
    FET #3: 1st Beta 18~ 2nd Beta 44~BFP~ Miscarriage 5 weeks :(
    FET #4: 1st Beta 50~ 2nd Beta 97.7~ Miscarriage 6 weeks 5 days :(
    FET#5: 1st Beta 29~ 2nd Beta 109~ 3rd Beta 227~ 4th Beta 661~ Miscarriage 5 weeks 3 days 
    Miracle Natural BFP Estimated Due Date June 2019~ God is good 
    2 snow babies 






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  • I am sorry for your loss @Worldtravler0522.  I also was working with an RE when I got pregnant, and so far I've had 2 losses (including 1 chemical pregnancy) from IUIs.  Hugs.  I hope you find support in this community, the ladies here are amazing.   
    About me:
    /loss mentioned/
    TTC#1 July 2014
    dx: MFI (morphology)
    IUI #1 w/Clomid + Ovidrel Sept. 2015 ~ BFN
    IUI #2 w/Clomid + Ovidrel Halloween 2015 ~ BFN
    IUI #3 w/Clomid + Ovidrel Thanksgiving 2015 ~ BFP!!
    hb 146 bpm at 7w5d
    1/28/16 ~ began to say goodbye to our beautiful baby at 11w 
    d&c, followed by cytotec
    TTCAL April 2016
    IUI #4 w/Clomid + Ovidrel Apr. 2016 ~ BFN
    IUI #5 w/Clomid + Ovidrel ~ CP
    IUI#6 w/Clomid + Ovidrel ~ BFN
  • I am so sorry for your loss. I'm keeping you in my thoughts tonight and hope you find some comfort in this group. 
    About me:
    TTC#1: October 2015
    dx: PCOS & MFI
    IUI #1 w/Femara + Ovidrel June 2016 ~ BFP
    July 2016: Blighted Ovum
    IUI #2 w/Femara + Ovidrel September 2016 ~BFN
    IUI #3 w/Femara + Ovidrel October 2016 ~BFN
    IUI #4 w/Femara + Ovidrel November 2016 ~BFN
    IVF with ICSI January 2017 ~BFN
    FET February 2017 ~BFN
    IVF with ICSI March 2017 ~BFP--Twins Due 12/8/17
    Team Blue X 2!
  • I'm so sorry for your loss. Don't discount how you're feeling because it "hardly even started"- a loss is a loss.  <3 
  • I am sorry for your los
  • Thank you ladies.  I'm sad any of us have to be here but happy to have found a community.  

    Me 36 DH 34 - Married May 2010
    DX: PCOS/Unexplained Infertility/MTHFR Mutation
    TTC since December 2014
    Fresh Transfer: Gonal, Menopur, Cetrotide. ~ Chemical Pregnancy :(  
    FET #1: 1st Beta- 3,792~ 2nd Beta- 4,227~ BFP ~ Miscarriage at 8 weeks :( 
    FET #2: 1st Beta 207~2nd Beta 235~ BFP~ Miscarriage at 6 weeks :(
    FET #3: 1st Beta 18~ 2nd Beta 44~BFP~ Miscarriage 5 weeks :(
    FET #4: 1st Beta 50~ 2nd Beta 97.7~ Miscarriage 6 weeks 5 days :(
    FET#5: 1st Beta 29~ 2nd Beta 109~ 3rd Beta 227~ 4th Beta 661~ Miscarriage 5 weeks 3 days 
    Miracle Natural BFP Estimated Due Date June 2019~ God is good 
    2 snow babies 






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    I'm ver sorry for your loss and pray you can find peace. Hugs. 
    I'm 29, husband is 30
    Together since 2006
    Married 01.17.15  <3

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  • I am so sorry for your loss. A loss is a loss so please don't feel guilty about your feelings. 
    This board is very supportive and helpful. I hope it helps you!

    Emily   
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