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Bad news (tw, loss)

moonlady-2moonlady-2
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edited June 2016 in January 2017 Moms
Well I started spotting on Tuesday and by last night it was heavy and red and I was having (bad) cramps. Midwife had me come in this morning. She did a pelvic exam and was pretty reassuring. Then she had me go for an ultrasound for dating and to check the heartbeat.

The ultrasound tech put the probe on my tummy and moved it around a bit. Then she goes "are you sure you're pregnant? there's nothing in there" (her tone was SO RUDE!!) Cue the ugly crying. I was like yeah, I had an ultrasound at 8 weeks and we saw the heartbeat and saw it moving around. It was there. I'm so pissed about her lack of compassion. But yeah, I lost it.

Anyway it's been fun chatting with you all. I wish you and your babies nothing but the best!


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  • @moonlady ; I am so, so sorry for your loss and the ordeal that you had to go through in getting the news. All of the good vibes going your way.
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    Oh @moonlady I'm so very sorry. I know there are no words of comfort but you're in my thoughts. I will tell you that the Miscarriage/Loss board and Trying to Conceive after Loss board here on the bump are an amazing resource with some of the absolute best women contributing. Please take care of yourself. Hugs your way. 

                                        
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  • ceclarlinetloceclarlinetlo
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    I am so so sorry @moonlady - both that you lost your baby and had such an asshat of a tech. I wish I had something I could say something that would help but I know from experience there really isn't anything except this sucks and I hate it for you. My advice is to just let yourself grieve anyway that helps. Don't give in to pressure to feel a certain way or to "be over it" until you feel better. It may not seem like it now, but it will get better. 
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  • My heart breaks for you. I'm so sorry and wishing you peace as you heal emotionally and physically. :(



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  • @moonlady so very sorry for your loss, and that the U/S tech wasn't more compassionate. Thoughts and prayers are with you to help you and your loved ones during this time. 
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  • I'm so sorry
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  • @moonlady I'm so sorry :( And what an awful way for someone to deliver that news. Sending good thoughts your way, seconding @cjs260's suggestion too--the Miscarriage/Loss board is an incredible community as is TTCAL.
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  • @moonlady I am so so sorry! There's nothing I can say to make this better. Take care of yourself and I'll be keeping you in my thoughts. 
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  • I'm so sorry! 
  • I am so very sorry. So so sorry. I agree with previous posters, the ttcal and loss board are fantastic places. Thinking of you. 
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    So sorry for your loss  :'( I hope your recovery goes well. I wish you the best of luck in the fiture. Sorry you had to find out that way that's the worst.
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  • I'm so so sorry for your loss ::hugs::
  • I'm so sorry. 
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    Oh I am so, so sorry dear. And I'm so sorry you had to experience that terribly rude and cold ultrasound tech.
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  • So so sorry  :'( you're in my thoughts
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    I am so sorry 
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  • I'm so so sorry. What a terrible experience with that ultra sound tech. You are in my thoughts. 
  • i'm so sorry this happened. and i can't believe an ultrasound tech would be so insensitive.
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    Oh no, I am so sorry.  :'(

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  • I'm very sorry for your loss.



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  • I'm so sorry for your loss :cry: and for your terrible experience with that ultrasound tech

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  • @moonlady, you are in my thoughts and prayers, and I am so, so sorry you had to deal with that insensitivity this morning. May you find peace and solace in the other resources mentioned, and be kind to yourself in these days to come. xo
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  • I'm so sorry for your loss, 
  • I'm so sorry for your loss. You're in my thoughts ❤️
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  • What devastating news..  I am so sorry for your loss! I'll be praying for you to heal from this, physically and emotionally, and that you'll have lots of support & be able to find resources to help you through this difficult time.  When you're ready, report that awful tech to her superior for her demeaning and insensitive attitude.  You didn't deserve to be treated so horribly, and neither does anyone else!
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  • So sorry for your loss :(
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  • So so sorry for your loss :-( and for such a terrible technician! That is awful!
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  • @moonlady I am so very sorry for your loss. Sending you love and light in this time of darkness. 

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  • I'm so sorry for your loss and for the insensitivity of the tech. Thoughts and prayers to you *hugs*
  • I'm so sorry for your loss and having to deal with such an incredible rude person. 
  • I'm so sad for you, @moonlady :(
  • I am so, so sorry for your loss and the treatment you had to endure @moonlady. I also recommend the loss boards; the people over there are incredibly compassionate and wonderful to talk to during such a difficult time. Sending you lots of positive thoughts and hugs.
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  • xinranxinran
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    I am so so sorry. Thoughts are with you. I am sorry you had such a terrible experience finding out too. 
  • @moonlady I'm so incredibly sorry for your loss and that you had to deal with not only that but also an incredibly rude person. My thoughts and prayers are with you during this difficult time. 
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  • I'm so sorry to hear this @moonlady. You are in my thoughts. 

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  • I'm so sorry for your loss.  <3
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  • Hugs and prayers of comfort for you. I'm so sorry. 
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  • I am so sorry to hear this, and to see how you were treated. Hugs to you.
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  • I'm so sorry!! Thinking of you. And that woman should not be in her line of work. So unprofessional. Big hugs xoxo
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  • KimC85KimC85
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    I'm so sorry for your loss and the way it was communicated to you. Please take care of yourself.  
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