I suppose I should give a proper introduction. I am here after my first MMC 3/31. DH and I found out there wasn't a heartbeat at 10 weeks and baby only developed through about 8 weeks. 2 days later, 4/2, I had a D&C.
Things just happened in a such a weird way. The day i found out I was pregnant, I saved a kid from committing suicide by choking himself with a shoelace at my school. I had to cut it off with scissors and watched his face turn from bluish red to pink all over again.
Everyone was so excited about the pregnancy, that's what made it so hard. We wanted a baby so badly. The past few months have been very rough for me. I have sought counseling because of the immense depression and anxiety that this has given me.
Although I've had a rough time lately, my husband and I have decided to slowly start trying.
I am so sorry for everyone's losses. It is rough and every reminder is hard to take, but we will all get through this.
Me: 28 DH: 29
TTC: March 2015
Confirmed MMC: 3-31-16
TTCAL: May 2016
IUI: 5/13/17-Femara and Trigger, POAS 5/27/17 BFP 5/27/17