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Me: 33 DH: 31
DS: 5 years old
TTC #2 since August 2015
July 2016: Testing cycle with 100 mg Clomid = BFN
August 2016: 50 mg Clomid + IUI = BFN
October 2016: IVF#1 - 13 retrieved / 12 mature /  9 fertilized / 2 blasts
November 2016: FET#1 = chemical
January 2017: FET#2 = chemical
March 2017: IVF#2 - 18 retrieved / 18 mature / 16 fertilized / 5 blasts
April 24, 2017: FET#3 - BFN
May 24, 2017: FET#4 - BFP! - Beta #1 151 - Beta #2 503 - Due date 2/9/18
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  • I have a ton of laundry to do.  I hate doing laundry.
    Married 5/21/2011
    DD 1 10/2012
    CP 9/2013
    DD 2 6/2014
    CP 3/2016        
     BFP 12/8/2016        
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    picklespleaseHurricaneAmeliamomstahpbeary67
  • Happy Birthday @clover28 !!

    I work for a garden center/greenhouse/gift shop that is open year round. Spring is our absolute busiest time of the year. It's nonstop from open until close. It's family run. My boss and her husband are part owners with her brother and his wife. My boss' husband is rough around the edges to begin with but in the spring he is absolutely awful. Barking at people, snapping left and right.  The older he gets the more forgetful he gets and it gets taken out on us. I've gotten to the point where I will just give him the stink eye, and he won't try it with me. But I hate how he talks to the seasonal workers. Also the older he gets, the less he can handle the rush, so he's running around like a chicken with his head cut off, trying to do everything while we're all trying to shield him from it. Also, it's Monday. I'm just waiting for July to hit. That's when we slow down a bit and I can go back to working only Tuesday-Friday! 
    Me: 30 MH: 31
    9/15 - Married! / TTC # 1
    4/16 - Non-Insulin Resistant PCOS / hsg = clear tubes/ SA = normal 
    5/16 - Letrozole 7.5mg + IUI = BFN
    6/16 - Letrozole 7.5mg + IUI = BFN
    7/16 - Letrozole 7.5mg + IUI = BFN
    8/16 - Letrozole 7.5mg + IUI = BFN
    9/16 - Gonal-f 150iu + IUI = BFN
    10/16 - Gonal-f 75iu, Menopur 75iu, Prednisone, Low Dose Naltrexone + IUI = BFN
    Break 
    4/17 - BFP Natural Cycle before IVF
    EDD: 1/6/18
    Baby Boy Born: 12/14/17


    beary67
  • Happy birthday @clover28!!!!!!!!!!!



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    Started TTC #1 November 2015
    BFP 6/10/2016 - EDD 2/22/2017


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    picklespleasebeary67
  • Happy Birthday @clover28!!!!

    It's just Monday...counting down to 4pm when I get home.  But then I have to go to physical therapy for my ankle which I don't want to do. 
    beary67
  • rls71407 said:
    Happy Birthday @clover28!!!!

    It's just Monday...counting down to 4pm when I get home.  But then I have to go to physical therapy for my ankle which I don't want to do. 

    This is me...I made a new screen name.  



    Me: 32 DH: 31
    Married:  July 14, 2007
    TTC #1:  January 2008
    Surprise BFP:  November 2009
    DD Born: July 10, 2010
    TTC #2:  April 2016
    CP:  September 2016
    Chart Stalk Me




    beary67
  • It's Monday, I'm tired, and we have family coming into town this weekend which is stressing me out because the house is currently a disaster. Also, it's cloudy and gloomy where I am today. 
    Me: 29 | DH: 31
    TTC Since: Nov. 2015
    Dx: PCOS
    Clomid + Ovidrel, Round I: BFN
    Clomid + Ovidrel, Round II: BFN
    Clomid+Ovidrel, Round III: BFP! 7/5/16


    beary67
  • Happy Birthday @clover28 !!



    DS: June 2008
    Married: July 2015
    BFP: 5/20/16  |  EDD: 1/28/17  |  Twin boys born 1/16/17
    beary67
  • Happy Birthday, @clover28 !!!!!!!!!
    About me:
    TTC#1: October 2015
    dx: PCOS & MFI
    IUI #1 w/Femara + Ovidrel June 2016 ~ BFP
    July 2016: Blighted Ovum
    IUI #2 w/Femara + Ovidrel September 2016 ~BFN
    IUI #3 w/Femara + Ovidrel October 2016 ~BFN
    IUI #4 w/Femara + Ovidrel November 2016 ~BFN
    IVF with ICSI January 2017 ~BFN
    FET February 2017 ~BFN
    IVF with ICSI March 2017 ~BFP--Twins Due 12/8/17
    Team Blue X 2!
  • I snoozed and missed my workout this morning and was going to put it off until tonight but forget we have plans for the Hawks game so won't be working out and I feel gross and I have a beach vacay in 3 weeks and would like to look somewhat decent in a bikini and waiting for CD1 to just come already. Overall I'm tired and just want to put my head down and sleep. BLAH MONDAYS
    beary67
  • Happy birthday @clover28 !
    Married 2/12/2015
    PCOS Dx June 2016
    BFP #1 8/4/2015, MMC 9/24/2015
     DD 2/13/2017 
    BFP #3 8/24/2017, MC 9/20/2017
    BFP #4 11/14/2017, CP
    BFP #5 1/5/2018, MC/BO 2/17/2018
    BFP #6 7/15/2018, CP
    BFP #7 12/15/2018, EDD 8/28/2019
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    beary67
  • happy bday @clover28 !



    Me:  30
    DH:  32
    Together since 2007
    Happily Ever After 4.30.2015
    Expecting Babe #1 11.13.2017
    beary67
  • **TW**
    SO long, sorry.
    This is probably more of a TW, but I'm gonna B*h about it, so it works. The last several months I have worked in the nursery at church at the earliest service. I've worked nursery since I was in high school, but when I moved to this church I hadn't really gotten involved. So I finally started up again and have loved every agonizing moment of lovin' on those babies. Well it's a pretty bug church so there are actually four of us in the nursery. We were chatting as we started the diaper routine and I was rocking one of the fussier babies. One of them mentioned how I was always so good with that particular baby (She has a very extensive medical history and is always crying). She said that I would make a good mommy. I've gotten pretty good at not totally breaking down when someone says that, so I just said thanks and tried to move on. But of course everyone started talking about their own babies and they asked about me. Well, I am a pretty open person so I just told them the truth. We've been tryin for almost 2 years, have had 3 losses, but we are exploring our options of medical assistance and adoption at this time. They were all pretty sweet about it. now Fast forward to later in the afternoon.Before I left church, the lady in charge of organizing all the kids' services asked me to her office. Apparently one of the girls told her she didn't think I should be working in the nursery since I was doing it for selfish reasons since I can't have a baby, and I am a "risk.". Like... WTF? I don't know which one said that but I was really upset. Anyway, the director was cool with me after I explained everything, but seriously? That's so messed up.

    tl;dr Apparently if you suffer from infertility/losses, you can't ever work with children because you're a "risk."
    TTC #1 since September 2014
    Diagnoses: RPL, Endometriosis, MFI (count, morph, DNI, DNAS, multiple bilateral subclinical varicoceles), low progesterone
    Check out my Infertility blog 
    Check out my Infertility Instagram

    Loss History (TW):
    BFP: 3 May 2015, loss confirmed 4 June 2015
    BFP: 15 August 2015, loss confirmed 23 August 2015
    BFP: 16 November 2015, loss confirmed 22 November 2015
    BFP: 18 July 2016, loss confirmed same day
    BFP: 04 March 2018, loss confirmed 23 March 2018
    BFP: 12 June 2018, TWINS; D&C 06 July 2018
    TTC History (TW):
    3 losses in 2015
    Met with OBGYN in January 2016
    Me: all clear, H: OAT
    November 2016: HSG = All Clear!
    January 2017: H tested again,  High DNA fragmentation and stainability
    February 2017: Clomid + TI + Progesterone = BFN
    March 2017: Clomid + HCG + IUI + Progesterone = SA/wash: zero count on attempt #1, <1,000 on attempt #2= BFN
    Varicocele Embolization- 5 May 17
    December 2017 SA: Zero improvement after embolization
    January IVF- 25 retrieved, 11 mature, 8 fertilized, 3 frozen day fives (3AA, 3AA, 3AA), 1 frozen day 6 (5BB), 1 frozen day 7 (3CC)
    Three PGS normal (3AA, 3AA, 5BB), one inconclusive (3AA)
    FET #1: 27 February 2018, 3AA & 5BB, one stuck! BFP 04 March 2018.... Loss confirmed 23 March 2018
    May 2018: SHG/SIS = all clear "beautiful uterus"
    FET #2: 04 June 2018, 3AA PGS normal embryo, 3AA PGS hatching inconclusive embryo. 
    BFP: 12 June 2018, EDD 20 February 2019
    Ultrasound, 25 June 2018: There are two
    Lost Baby A 02 July 2018
    Baby B not growing, D&C 06 July 2018
    Laparoscopy, hysteroscopy, chromotubation: 23 July 2018: blocked right tube, heavily inflamed, covered in endo. Removed right tube. Removed more endo from uterus, tubes, ovaries. Endo remains on bladder and bowel. 
    Next Up:
    TTC Naturally, possibly IUIs for remainder of 2018. 
    ER#2 ~Jan 2019
            

  • Happy Birthday @Clover28!

    My MBF is that I spent the weekend scrubbing two bathrooms to perfection, cleaning the kitchen top to bottom, weeding the gardens, cleaning the floors (I HATE cleaning floors), doing three loads of laundry and ironing... and H complains/teases me Sunday night that the "nursery" is still full of stuff from when we moved to the house in September.  Sorry I have no free time to clean it, and no reason to get a rush on it.
    beary67
  •  @clover28 Happy Birthday! I hope that the sun peaks out for you a little today.

    I ate my feelings all weekend and now I feel like a bloated sea lion. I need to get back into the game.



    Also, H and I got in a small argument last night about TTC. I tried telling him how I was feeling and how I maybe want to take a little break and just focus on my career more and not think about babies so much. I swear he did not hear a word I said and took everything so personal. He acted like I told him I never want to have kids with him. I get it is hard on both of us, but common man! The more I thought about it, I don't really want to take a break, I am just super emotional, but he would not let it go. 



    10/2/10  <3
    Me:29 H: 31
    TTC#1: Aug 2015
    https://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/5e3072

             

    beary67
  • @MommyForTheFirstTime that is so horrible. I can't believe that someone would go behind your back and say something like that! What does she mean by "risk" that you're going to steal someone's baby and then what? Show up with it at church and pretend that it's your own?! It's really sad to me that someone could be so cruel and uncaring. You opened up to her and that's what she decided the take away was?! I'm sorry you had to experience that. 
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    beary67virginiaham
  • @MooFish2364 - I was really hurt by what she did. I got the vibe too that she though I was going to steal a baby. Um, no? I was already irritated because after I opened up one of the girls started complaining about how she can't have kids because she has slightly irregular periods... but she has never tried to have kids, and she's never been told by a doctor that she can't. I got the vibe she wanted attention... sorry, IF/loss isn't something you go through for attention. Sheesh. And then the whole "risk" thing happened. What is wrong with these people? I am so upset by it. 
    TTC #1 since September 2014
    Diagnoses: RPL, Endometriosis, MFI (count, morph, DNI, DNAS, multiple bilateral subclinical varicoceles), low progesterone
    Check out my Infertility blog 
    Check out my Infertility Instagram

    Loss History (TW):
    BFP: 3 May 2015, loss confirmed 4 June 2015
    BFP: 15 August 2015, loss confirmed 23 August 2015
    BFP: 16 November 2015, loss confirmed 22 November 2015
    BFP: 18 July 2016, loss confirmed same day
    BFP: 04 March 2018, loss confirmed 23 March 2018
    BFP: 12 June 2018, TWINS; D&C 06 July 2018
    TTC History (TW):
    3 losses in 2015
    Met with OBGYN in January 2016
    Me: all clear, H: OAT
    November 2016: HSG = All Clear!
    January 2017: H tested again,  High DNA fragmentation and stainability
    February 2017: Clomid + TI + Progesterone = BFN
    March 2017: Clomid + HCG + IUI + Progesterone = SA/wash: zero count on attempt #1, <1,000 on attempt #2= BFN
    Varicocele Embolization- 5 May 17
    December 2017 SA: Zero improvement after embolization
    January IVF- 25 retrieved, 11 mature, 8 fertilized, 3 frozen day fives (3AA, 3AA, 3AA), 1 frozen day 6 (5BB), 1 frozen day 7 (3CC)
    Three PGS normal (3AA, 3AA, 5BB), one inconclusive (3AA)
    FET #1: 27 February 2018, 3AA & 5BB, one stuck! BFP 04 March 2018.... Loss confirmed 23 March 2018
    May 2018: SHG/SIS = all clear "beautiful uterus"
    FET #2: 04 June 2018, 3AA PGS normal embryo, 3AA PGS hatching inconclusive embryo. 
    BFP: 12 June 2018, EDD 20 February 2019
    Ultrasound, 25 June 2018: There are two
    Lost Baby A 02 July 2018
    Baby B not growing, D&C 06 July 2018
    Laparoscopy, hysteroscopy, chromotubation: 23 July 2018: blocked right tube, heavily inflamed, covered in endo. Removed right tube. Removed more endo from uterus, tubes, ovaries. Endo remains on bladder and bowel. 
    Next Up:
    TTC Naturally, possibly IUIs for remainder of 2018. 
    ER#2 ~Jan 2019
            

    beary67virginiaham
  • Happy birthday @clover28!

    Started TTGP September 2015

    PCOS dx: April 2016
    HSG: May 2016 (clear) 
    First Medicated Cycle: June 2016 - BFN
    Second Medicated Cycle + IUI: July 2016- BFP! 
    Welcome DD, E! April 2017 

    WILL START TFAS APRIL 2019

    beary67
  • @MommyForTheFirstTime WTF?? That is the most insane and insanely insensitive thing I have heard in a long while.  Struggling with infertility does not equal snatching babies in any logic.  How rude.

    @PepperAT I understand where you're coming from on both levels.  My H has an issue with "listening to respond instead of listening to understand".  And I'm trying to take a step back from being so obsessively focused on TTC because it's been a rough road and it's making me a mess.  Not taking a break from actually TTC, just making sure getting pregnant isn't my sole source of happiness.  Sometimes trying to have a baby is hard, and you're allowed to be frustrated.
    momstahpbeary67virginiaham
  • MrsBinPAMrsBinPA
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    edited April 2016
    @MommyForTheFirstTime that made my stomach turn.  As a fellow RPL X3 I am horribly offended for you.  HORRIBLY.  If anyone did that to me I would have a very hard time keeping my cool.
    ****TW****

    Me: 39 DH: 40
    Married: 12/6/2014

    BFP#1: 1/20/15      MC: 2/14/15
    BFP#2: 10/28/15    MC: 11/24/15
    BFP#3:  3/20/16     MC: 4/26/16
    BFP#4:  7/15/16     DD: 3/18/17
    BFP#5:  5/1/18     EDD: 1/12/19
    Babysizer Geeky Pregnancy Tracker


    momstahpbeary67virginiaham
  • @MommyForTheFirstTime I am so sorry you had to deal with such an asshat!!!  How stupid!!! I would have a hard time holding back on someone like that...
    TTC #1 - December 2015
    Me:31 H:31
    DX: MFI - 1% Morph 
    12/16 -IVF #1 - Antagonist Protocol w/ Lupron trigger
    ER - 11 retrieved- 9 mature - 7 fertilized - 3 sent for PGS on day 5 - No normals (1 XXX Embryo - may use in future)
    3/17 - IVF #2 - Antagonist Protocol w/ HCG trigger
    ER- 13 retrieved - 11 mature - 8 fertilized - 2 sent for PGS on day 5 -2 Normal
    FET #1 - 5/16/17 - BFP! - Beta #1 5/25 - 156 - Beta #2 5/30 - 2562 - Beta #3 6/1 - 5191!




    beary67
  • edited April 2016
    @housewifehobbyist & @Zoey1019 & @MonaLisaRalphio@MrsBinPA - thanks for your support, guys. It's definitely made me rethink being as open as I am. Here I am, trying to open a dialogue about the hardships people like us face, since no one talks about it, and this is what I get slapped with. I guess it just goes to show how much more people need to be educated. 
    Sorry, MrsBinPA, for your losses. I see one was very recent- I hate that. I also hate that we can empathize with each other. I truly wish you hadn't been through the same. 
    ETA Zoey & MonaLisa.
    TTC #1 since September 2014
    Diagnoses: RPL, Endometriosis, MFI (count, morph, DNI, DNAS, multiple bilateral subclinical varicoceles), low progesterone
    Check out my Infertility blog 
    Check out my Infertility Instagram

    Loss History (TW):
    BFP: 3 May 2015, loss confirmed 4 June 2015
    BFP: 15 August 2015, loss confirmed 23 August 2015
    BFP: 16 November 2015, loss confirmed 22 November 2015
    BFP: 18 July 2016, loss confirmed same day
    BFP: 04 March 2018, loss confirmed 23 March 2018
    BFP: 12 June 2018, TWINS; D&C 06 July 2018
    TTC History (TW):
    3 losses in 2015
    Met with OBGYN in January 2016
    Me: all clear, H: OAT
    November 2016: HSG = All Clear!
    January 2017: H tested again,  High DNA fragmentation and stainability
    February 2017: Clomid + TI + Progesterone = BFN
    March 2017: Clomid + HCG + IUI + Progesterone = SA/wash: zero count on attempt #1, <1,000 on attempt #2= BFN
    Varicocele Embolization- 5 May 17
    December 2017 SA: Zero improvement after embolization
    January IVF- 25 retrieved, 11 mature, 8 fertilized, 3 frozen day fives (3AA, 3AA, 3AA), 1 frozen day 6 (5BB), 1 frozen day 7 (3CC)
    Three PGS normal (3AA, 3AA, 5BB), one inconclusive (3AA)
    FET #1: 27 February 2018, 3AA & 5BB, one stuck! BFP 04 March 2018.... Loss confirmed 23 March 2018
    May 2018: SHG/SIS = all clear "beautiful uterus"
    FET #2: 04 June 2018, 3AA PGS normal embryo, 3AA PGS hatching inconclusive embryo. 
    BFP: 12 June 2018, EDD 20 February 2019
    Ultrasound, 25 June 2018: There are two
    Lost Baby A 02 July 2018
    Baby B not growing, D&C 06 July 2018
    Laparoscopy, hysteroscopy, chromotubation: 23 July 2018: blocked right tube, heavily inflamed, covered in endo. Removed right tube. Removed more endo from uterus, tubes, ovaries. Endo remains on bladder and bowel. 
    Next Up:
    TTC Naturally, possibly IUIs for remainder of 2018. 
    ER#2 ~Jan 2019
            

    MonaLisaRalphiobeary67virginiahamhunnybunny17
  • This was me this morning....



    Ugh. I'm ready for the day to be over already and it's just starting. 

    Married 07.21.07
    DS#1 01.23.09
    DS#2 08.01.11
    TTC#3  08.31.15
    Laparoscopy/Hysteroscopy/HSG 05.16.17
    Hysteroscopy 10.04.17 10.05.17
    RE 02.01.18
    Plan of Care appt: 02.16.18
    SA: Great!
    dx: PCOS - IR
    Next steps: Metformin, Femara

    beary67
  •  @MommyForTheFirstTime  OMG! I cannot believe that she would do/say that. That is beyond insane and you have every right to be upset. How unsettling. I am completely offended and upset for you. I don't know what I would do if something like that happened to me. I am glad to hear the director was understanding, but that other girl needs to GTFO.

     @housewifehobbyist  Thanks and yes! That quote perfectly sums up my H. He just doesn't understand. He later told me it is hard for him too and that made me feel bad, but he still doesn't hear what I am saying.
    Also, A+ for doing all that cleaning! I need to get on that too. Maybe your H can work on that extra room, if it is bugging him so much. ;)

    10/2/10  <3
    Me:29 H: 31
    TTC#1: Aug 2015
    https://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/5e3072

             

    housewifehobbyistbeary67
  • question for you ladies....if I quote something with a picture (of a dreaded pee stick), is that a do or don't. I know we like to quote things so that others can see what is frowned upon, but the pee stick is still in my quote.... :cry: 
    TTC #1 - December 2015
    Me:31 H:31
    DX: MFI - 1% Morph 
    12/16 -IVF #1 - Antagonist Protocol w/ Lupron trigger
    ER - 11 retrieved- 9 mature - 7 fertilized - 3 sent for PGS on day 5 - No normals (1 XXX Embryo - may use in future)
    3/17 - IVF #2 - Antagonist Protocol w/ HCG trigger
    ER- 13 retrieved - 11 mature - 8 fertilized - 2 sent for PGS on day 5 -2 Normal
    FET #1 - 5/16/17 - BFP! - Beta #1 5/25 - 156 - Beta #2 5/30 - 2562 - Beta #3 6/1 - 5191!




  • @MommyForTheFirstTime , I am at a loss for words. What a completely ridiculous thing to say. I am sorry:(


    Me: 34 DH: 36
    TTC#2 September 2015
    DD #1 born July 2014
    Clomid 50 mg x2 months- no ovulation
    Clomid 100mg x 2 months- confirmed ovulation first month, BFN
    beary67virginiaham
  • @MommyForTheFirstTime yes I'm still in the midst of it but just needed to return back here and continue to give & receive support as it really helps me to cope.   The empathy of others like you are a big part of that.
    ****TW****

    Me: 39 DH: 40
    Married: 12/6/2014

    BFP#1: 1/20/15      MC: 2/14/15
    BFP#2: 10/28/15    MC: 11/24/15
    BFP#3:  3/20/16     MC: 4/26/16
    BFP#4:  7/15/16     DD: 3/18/17
    BFP#5:  5/1/18     EDD: 1/12/19
    Babysizer Geeky Pregnancy Tracker


    Zoey1019loveinakbeary67virginiaham
  • @MommyForTheFirstTime that is horrible and totally uncalled for!! My heart is hurting for you. Hugs. 

    Married 07.21.07
    DS#1 01.23.09
    DS#2 08.01.11
    TTC#3  08.31.15
    Laparoscopy/Hysteroscopy/HSG 05.16.17
    Hysteroscopy 10.04.17 10.05.17
    RE 02.01.18
    Plan of Care appt: 02.16.18
    SA: Great!
    dx: PCOS - IR
    Next steps: Metformin, Femara

    beary67
  • @MommyForTheFirstTime what an awful thing to say to someone.  You were being honest with people and there is nothing wrong with that.  That just set me on fire.  I'm so angry for you.  



    Me: 32 DH: 31
    Married:  July 14, 2007
    TTC #1:  January 2008
    Surprise BFP:  November 2009
    DD Born: July 10, 2010
    TTC #2:  April 2016
    CP:  September 2016
    Chart Stalk Me




    MrsBinPAbeary67
  • @MrsBinPA I'm so sorry for your loss.  I just had my second earlier this month and I can't imagine what you're going through.  Feel free to PM me if you need additional support!
    MrsBinPAbeary67virginiaham
  • @MrsBinPA  I'm so sorry for your loss.   I can't imagine the heart ache you are going through.  



    Me: 32 DH: 31
    Married:  July 14, 2007
    TTC #1:  January 2008
    Surprise BFP:  November 2009
    DD Born: July 10, 2010
    TTC #2:  April 2016
    CP:  September 2016
    Chart Stalk Me




    MrsBinPAbeary67
  • Happy birthday @clover28! Yay!
    beary67
  • My MBF is this... I have always had very mild periods.  My PMS symptoms are usually worse than my actual period symptoms... but today, I am in agony with the cramping... I have no idea why.. I also feel very sick which, is also not the norm... WTH body?! Making this cycle count? Thanks.
    Me:  30
    DH:  32
    Together since 2007
    Happily Ever After 4.30.2015
    Expecting Babe #1 11.13.2017
    beary67
  • @mommyforthefirsttime what a bunch of crap... they should be praising you for being so good with the children!  That makes me so angry... *hugs*
    Me:  30
    DH:  32
    Together since 2007
    Happily Ever After 4.30.2015
    Expecting Babe #1 11.13.2017
    beary67
  • @MommyForTheFirstTime What a miserable person that has to be to say/do something like that! So sorry you had to deal with that. ((hugs))
    Married 2/12/2015
    PCOS Dx June 2016
    BFP #1 8/4/2015, MMC 9/24/2015
     DD 2/13/2017 
    BFP #3 8/24/2017, MC 9/20/2017
    BFP #4 11/14/2017, CP
    BFP #5 1/5/2018, MC/BO 2/17/2018
    BFP #6 7/15/2018, CP
    BFP #7 12/15/2018, EDD 8/28/2019
    Babysizer Cravings Pregnancy  Baby Tracker


    beary67
  • @MommyForTheFirstTime - What. The. Hell? What is wrong with people?! I am so sorry that you had to go through that, not just the twat who decided you were a "risk," but also for your losses. I hate how mean and heartless women can be to one another! Hugs to you!

    @MrsBinPA- I am so sorry for your loss! Oh, that makes me so sad! :( 

    What a shitty Monday. Hugs to all who need them! 

    Started TTGP September 2015

    PCOS dx: April 2016
    HSG: May 2016 (clear) 
    First Medicated Cycle: June 2016 - BFN
    Second Medicated Cycle + IUI: July 2016- BFP! 
    Welcome DD, E! April 2017 

    WILL START TFAS APRIL 2019

    MrsBinPAbeary67
  • edited April 2016
    Guys. You have no idea.
    I was telling my work friends about it this morning because they all know everything about my losses and all that (kinda hard to hide when the m/c starts at work...), but anyway there is a relatively new girl that was with the group of us as I was talking about it and I think this is the first she heard of my "issues." Anyway, she was one of "those people" and kept saying things like, "well maybe you should relax a little" and "oh, you're only 25, you have time." So, as we are breaking up to go and actually do our job, she said "well maybe this is God's way of saying you'd make a bad mom, so maybe you should just stop trying and listen to Him."
    Like. Wow. 
    What a flipping great week so far. 
    Edit because Mobile sucks
    TTC #1 since September 2014
    Diagnoses: RPL, Endometriosis, MFI (count, morph, DNI, DNAS, multiple bilateral subclinical varicoceles), low progesterone
    Check out my Infertility blog 
    Check out my Infertility Instagram

    Loss History (TW):
    BFP: 3 May 2015, loss confirmed 4 June 2015
    BFP: 15 August 2015, loss confirmed 23 August 2015
    BFP: 16 November 2015, loss confirmed 22 November 2015
    BFP: 18 July 2016, loss confirmed same day
    BFP: 04 March 2018, loss confirmed 23 March 2018
    BFP: 12 June 2018, TWINS; D&C 06 July 2018
    TTC History (TW):
    3 losses in 2015
    Met with OBGYN in January 2016
    Me: all clear, H: OAT
    November 2016: HSG = All Clear!
    January 2017: H tested again,  High DNA fragmentation and stainability
    February 2017: Clomid + TI + Progesterone = BFN
    March 2017: Clomid + HCG + IUI + Progesterone = SA/wash: zero count on attempt #1, <1,000 on attempt #2= BFN
    Varicocele Embolization- 5 May 17
    December 2017 SA: Zero improvement after embolization
    January IVF- 25 retrieved, 11 mature, 8 fertilized, 3 frozen day fives (3AA, 3AA, 3AA), 1 frozen day 6 (5BB), 1 frozen day 7 (3CC)
    Three PGS normal (3AA, 3AA, 5BB), one inconclusive (3AA)
    FET #1: 27 February 2018, 3AA & 5BB, one stuck! BFP 04 March 2018.... Loss confirmed 23 March 2018
    May 2018: SHG/SIS = all clear "beautiful uterus"
    FET #2: 04 June 2018, 3AA PGS normal embryo, 3AA PGS hatching inconclusive embryo. 
    BFP: 12 June 2018, EDD 20 February 2019
    Ultrasound, 25 June 2018: There are two
    Lost Baby A 02 July 2018
    Baby B not growing, D&C 06 July 2018
    Laparoscopy, hysteroscopy, chromotubation: 23 July 2018: blocked right tube, heavily inflamed, covered in endo. Removed right tube. Removed more endo from uterus, tubes, ovaries. Endo remains on bladder and bowel. 
    Next Up:
    TTC Naturally, possibly IUIs for remainder of 2018. 
    ER#2 ~Jan 2019
            

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