Today I am 18 weeks. We found out 6 weeks ago that our son had downs and most likely a major heart defect that would take his life. We have less than a week to go before he has congestive heart failure.
I can't believe I am searching funeral costs as I sit here tonight.
My son doesn't even have a name.
I can't bear to pick one.
I know he will die any day, and I know I need to be ready, but how can you ever be ready for something like this.