Decided since it was official I would do my intro and even though this is a MC board I will warn that there are losses mentioned.
I was 7 weeks along in my first pregnancy when I began spotting. At 8 weeks 2 days I began bleeding and having cramps and I miscarried our sweet baby. My ultrasound yesterday confirmed it. I don't know how to feel honestly. I mostly feel numb. And then I feel guilty for just feeling numb.
I didn't have very much bleeding (didn't even fill a pad, was mostly when I wiped, sorry TMI) and my hormone levels are still high even though all that remains are blood clots according to the doctor, since I mc naturally. So I did a round of cytotec with severe cramping but minimal bleeding. So now I am on round two of 4 200mg tablets administered vaginally so we will see what happens. I really don't want to have a D&C on top of everything else.
Thank you for reading my story, I know it seems a bit cut and dry but I think I am just skimming the surface when it comes to everything that has happened. I think we can all agree that it is a rollercoaster. I am sorry for the loss of your sweet babes. And I hope we can all find healing somehow, someway.