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Today's the day ....

mamalucy15mamalucy15 member
in Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss
today we put my little Luna to rest we are having services for her at our church and im scared to say goodbye I cried myself to sleep last night holding her little heart urn I hate waking Up and realizing everything all over again. This morning feels much harder because we say our goodbyes with the family. I know she will always be with me she's my little angel now but I just don't like feeling like after this everyone is gonna assume I'm okay or DH is okay. I'm hurting for DH his family may not show and it kills me to see him hold in his tears and sadness I hope today he gets the peace he needs. Being on this the support is amazing and has helped so much I love I can vent and no judges me or others.
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  • ceclarlinetloceclarlinetlo member
    I'm so sorry you've lost your Luna. I wish there was more I could say. You and your husband are in my thoughts.
    TW: MMC
    BFP1 12/24/14 - EDD 09/07/15 (D/C 8w1d)
    BFP2 6/12/15 - EDD 2/22/16 (D/C 10w3d)
    ———
    Diagnoses and Treatments
    PCOS (myo-inositol, excercize)
    Indeterminant levels of APS IgM antibodies (baby aspirin)
    Sub-septate uterus (hysteroscopic septoplasty 12/18/15)
    ———
    BFP3 05/02/16 EDD 01/09/17 DS born 01/05/17
    BFP4 01/28/19 EDD 10/?/19 🤞🙏

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  • adrimolinaadrimolina member
    I am so so sorry for your loss. There is truly no greater pain...Sending much love your way..

    Me: 38 DH: 42.
    Married: 9/2008.
    4/2010 - BFP (Natural)
    12/2010 - DS born.
    8/2014-TTC#2 
    10/2014 BFP
    10/2014 Confirmed MC at 5 weeks
    5/2015 BFP
    8/2015 MMC & D&C at 13 weeks  :'(
    11/2015 BFP then CP at 6 weeks.
    3/2016 Started IVF+PGS
    4/2016 ER, only 5 eggs but 3 Frozen embryos made it to freeze. Only 1 PGS normal embryo.
    DOR
    Hypothyroidism
    MTHFR
    DH Sperm with Chromosomal Issues (high % FISH)
    AMH .65
    8/2016 FET #1 BFN
    9/2016 IVF-ER #2  1 normal embryo.
    11/2016 IVF-ER #3  0 Embryos
    2/2017 FET #2 BFP CP at 6 weeks.
    5/2017  BFP Natural. 3 Betas were ok. First US 5-31-2017. Hope it sticks and is healthy!!


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