My baby left last night...

ceheinz

I am supposed to be 5w2d today but I began bleeding yesterday. It wasn't gushing blood and I wasn't doubled over in pain, just jelly-like blood and only when I went to the bathroom. My cramps were moderate. I called my doctor and he said it's very common and to just plan for a period, maybe heavier. Throughout the night I remember my cramps getting worse and all I could think was my body is flushing my baby out. I could feel the squeezing. When I woke up and went to the bathroom, I saw tissue in the toilet and I knew. My bleeding has still remained moderate and jelly-like. I tried to remain optimistic before my appt this morning but sure enough my beta dropped to 12. It wasn't real that I was pregnant, and now it's surreal that I'm not. It's true that no one knows until they've gone through it. This is one of the worst feelings I've felt. I wish the best to everyone else going through this, I wouldn't wish it upon my worst enemy.

SonyaL9

Hi, I am so so sorry for your loss!
My pregnancy wasn't planned and I've shocked myself by how sad and emotionally draining I've found the whole thing, to just go from being so excited, shocked and elated to that emptiness hitting me like a ton of bricks was horrendous. Hope the physical process passes quickly for you and you are surrounded by lots of support from loved ones xx

nram25

It really is a terrible thing. I'm sorry for your lost and hope that you recover well.