So I am so excited to meet our little boy sometime in the next 8 weeks, but laying in bed tonight it's like it hit me. For the next 20 years my husband and I will not have the house to ourselves. We will be 45 when he moves out. That's halfway through our lives. Then I start having anxiety about death and it just spirals out of control. I cant get my mind to stop. What if something goes wrong during the birth and I die? What if something happens to baby? What if something we're to ever happen to my husband? Anyone else experience anxiety like this?