Waiting for a Miracle

loulah

Hi..
I never posted before. I was always an observer but I think I need to hear something specifically catered to my own pain and hurt. We have been trying for ten years to get pregnant via IVF. The fifth time, I got pregnant. My HCG levels were rising and I was thrilled. At my first ultrasound (6 weeks) they couldn't find a heartbeat so they repeated a week later, still no heartbeat. They tell me that on Wednesday if they don't see a heartbeat then it is not a viable pregnancy. I have a ten percent chance.
My body is preparing me. My pregnancy symptoms are wearing off although I have to still take all my meds. Daily injections and cyclogest suppositories. Every day drags on. My heart isn't breaking, it is cracking. Breaks tend to be swift...

letyourheartbeyourguide

I'm so sorry you're going through this. Don't feel bad about asking for help or support over the coming days. Be kind to yourself and take care of yourself as best you can.

loulah

Thank you, letyourheartbeyourguide. One day at a time....

queenklau

I will be thinking and praying for You. Miracles can happen, keep us posted.

loulah

Thank you Klauerinaking. Wednesday is my ultrasound. It can't come fast enough