Hello my names is Sandy and I'm pregnant with my second child. I had a friend who lost her baby at 11weeks and I went through that loss with her like it was me. It still haunts me. Everything she was feeling I felt it with her. She is in such a deep depression that she says she can't really be happy for me. I miss the old her. I am only seven weeks along but I'm so afraid of losing this baby. Everyday I think of my friend and this fear overwhelms me. I think of how she told me her breasts stopped hurting a week before she found out. I catch myself touching my breasts everyday just to make sure they are still sore. lol I know it's silly but I'm scared to get too happy. In my mind I know once I get past eleven weeks I'll be okay, but will it be???