So our loss was last January, and now I'm 26 weeks pregnant.
I promised myself I would never ever complain about pregnancy, no matter how sick I was, if I was miserable, if I had complications, etc. That I would be thankful for every single weird thing, gross thing, kick, etc.
But today I found myself really frustrated. I'm not feeling great and I'm super hormonal and caught myself thinking omg these next 14 weeks need to go by quickly. But I didn't really mean it. After having IF issues and a MC there is a good chance this is our one and only, and I know I'll be sad when it's over but I'm just struggling today.
Anyone else feel like this? How do you deal?
TTC: Started May 2012
Bloodwork - potential ovulation issue which seemed to be fixed by clomid.
SA - Mot (36%) and count low 9.3 mil (updated)
HSG - Oct 16 2013 - came back clear
Clomid #1 - Nov. 2013 - BFN
BFP#1 = Clomid #2, Dec. 2013 - EDD 9.9.14 Loss Jan 9
Femara #1 + Trigger (2/21) Feb. 2014 +ruptured ovarian cyst - BFN
April 2014: 50IU Follistim CD3-CD9 + 25IU CD10-CD13+CD13 trigger 1 mature follie= BFN
IUI #1: May 2014 50IU Follistim + trigger + IUI = BFN
IUI #2: June 2014 50IU Follistim + IUI (3 mil sperm)= BFN
TI #2: June 2014 50IU Follistim + Trigger = BFN
BFP#2 = IUI# 3: Aug 2014 75IU Follistim+ Trigger + IUI (2 mil sperm) EDD May 15
Love bugs unite!