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Baby blues and twins

my babies are 11 days old and amazing. I love them to pieces and have had lots of help but I just feel so overwhelmed and having anxiety and crying etc... I know this is somewhat normal postpartum but just wondering how you ladies have dealt with it.
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Me:36 DH:38 TTC#1 since 4/2012
Me DX: Hashimotos,Hypothyroid, DOR, MTHFR,  DH: normal

 IUI #1-#4 BFNs and a few cancelled cycles in the mix.
- poor responder
***Suprise BFP on 6/13/13. Natural MC @6wks 3days
IVF#1 and 2- Cancelled due to no response on max stimms
FET 5/20- BFP
1st Beta- 641
2nd beta- 2166
Sono- TWINS!!!!
Two Boys! Born January 2015 @36 weeks.  Healthy and no NICU!  So blessed!



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Re: Baby blues and twins

  • Those early days are so incredibly hard. I didn't have PPD with the twins but in retrospect, I think I did have it with DS 1. It's really hard to tease out what is a normal reaction to an incredibly stressful situation versus baby blues/PPD - that line is pretty blurry. 

    I don't know if this will help you, but the thing that got me through the early days with the twins was the perspective that I had gained from DS1. I knew that "this" was temporary, that the work and sleepless nights we put in right now start paying off with those first smiles around 2 months, and then in fits and starts until they really get fun at around 6 months or so. (Really a year for us, but every baby/family is different.) When you're in it, your only job is survival and it's OK to feel like crap most of the time! 

    The other thing that helped us was formula feeding from the beginning. I spent the first week of my DS's life in a lactation clinic and my supply never came close to sustaining him, so this time I decided to EFF. I realize this is not for everyone, but for me this was the best decision and made things so much easier. 

    If you have a postpartum visit coming up, definitely discuss your concerns and symptoms with your OB. I have a couple of friends who took antidepressants in the early months with the blessing of their midwives/OBs and they tell me it really helped and that they were able to wean off fairly quickly.

    Hang in there!
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  • I would send an email/call your OB so you can have the conversation with them on what is normal and what you may need assistance for.

    It is incredibly hard with twins at first. Once you get more sleep it does get easier. But like Monday I didn't get much sleep the night before and I was a zombie all day. Once DH got home I took a nap and immediately felt 100 times better.

    Be nice to yourself and don't stress about what doesn't get done that day. Just enjoy those babies.
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    DS-Born 7/27/11 After 2 years of IF we have our little man
    TTC#2 January 2013
    11 Medicated cycles gave us
    B/G Twins born 10/8/14 @ 32 weeks
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  • Like the pp's said, talk to your doctor, however the 1st few weeks with twins are freaking hard.   I don't think that I had ppd, but I was sleep-deprived, hungry, and totally overwhelmed.  I think I cried almost everyday, and I had a very short fuse with my husband.  I found that whenever I had some sleep and a good meal, I was in a better position to manage things.  If I had it to do over again, I would have enlisted more help from my relatives and asked them to spend more time taking care of me so that I could take care of my babies.  



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  • Awh hang in there. Like the other ladies said, the first few weeks were really hard. My babies will be 7 weeks on Monday, and it seems to have gotten so much better since the beginning.

    Do you have some help? We were lucky that my mom was able to stay with us for awhile. She really helped wrangle DD1 during the day so i could nap if I needed too.

    Just remember this phase doesn't last forever.

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    New RE, 3 failed IUI's moving to IVF with ICSI
    IVF#1 BFP EDD 1/10/13
    Beta#1 51  Beta #2 148
    A/S 8/20/13 Team Pink
    Induced week 39 due to severe GD
    Baby girl born 1/4/13

           TTC #2 2 failed IUI's moving on to FET 3/2014
    ET 3/25 
    Beta #1 127
    Beta #2 845
    U/s 4/22 It's TWINS!!
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  • Do you have help or anyone who can come help occasionally? I have moments where I feel like crying but then I remember that it's okay to ask for help and I wake DH up and have him help with a baby while I get myself together. I also have my grandmother in town right now who can help with certain tasks. I don't think I'd be as calm as I am without asking for help. The twins are a month old now and have been home for 11 days and I too feel overwhelmed. Creepy Internet hugs to you.
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  • I think every new mom (and especially every new mom of twins) feels overwhelmed and cries. That doesn't mean  you shouldn't mention it to your dr for possible treatment of PPA or PPD which can be real and scary and needs attention. "Hanging in there" isn't the right course of action if you are truly suffering from a post-partum disorder. Like others mentioned, accept any and all help and definitely talk with your doctor. Hugs!

    Age: 35 TTC since 2005, MFI & DOR 

    IVF #1 Sep '11 - canceled poor response

     IVF #2 Nov '11  8R/8M/4F 3dt x2 - chemical

    IVF #3 April '12  11R/6M/4F 3dt x2 - m/c

    FET #1 Aug 2012  3dt x2 - BFN

    **new RE**

     IVF #4 Jan '13 BFN 11R/6M/6F 5dt x2 - BFN

     IVF #5 July '13 16R/10M/10F 5dt x2 + 1 frostie

    9dp5dt Beta 1 = 344!! 16dp5dt. Beta 2 = 4822 7wk u/s= 2 heartbeats!

    Twin girls! 3/6/14

     

  • Thanks ladies... I have a doctors appointment this week and will talk to my doctor. I have great support from family and friends. I am very open about my feelings with my husband and my mother and they are being very supportive. I think part of it is that I had been on bedrest for so long (since 27 weeks) so I feel very trapped at home and like my life is stuck in this very weird place. I know this will end. I know my body has just been through something very traumatic as well and needs time to heal.
    ***siggy/ticker warning***

    Me:36 DH:38 TTC#1 since 4/2012
    Me DX: Hashimotos,Hypothyroid, DOR, MTHFR,  DH: normal

     IUI #1-#4 BFNs and a few cancelled cycles in the mix.
    - poor responder
    ***Suprise BFP on 6/13/13. Natural MC @6wks 3days
    IVF#1 and 2- Cancelled due to no response on max stimms
    FET 5/20- BFP
    1st Beta- 641
    2nd beta- 2166
    Sono- TWINS!!!!
    Two Boys! Born January 2015 @36 weeks.  Healthy and no NICU!  So blessed!



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  • BTW, @ksgsmu and @peaceofkia and any other mom's of newborn multiples, big hugs to all of you.  Those first few weeks are mind-boggling.

    Also, @peaceofkia, your LO's are adorable.

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