TTC after 35

I'm back (warning, loss)

mcodea88mcodea88 member
edited December 2014 in TTC after 35
hi everyone. I'm back. I left 11/11 when I got my BFP. I didn't mention then because I know although we all want each other to leave this forum, it's hard to watch others leave and not us too. Anyway, after a week of terrible times, we lost baby at 9 weeks. This was my first pregnancy, and so my first loss. My emotions are all over the place. I need to cry and ask questions and talk about my experience while I was pregnant for those frightening 5 weeks... But first I'd like to say hi, and that after sampling 2 boards while pregnant, it scared me to see that there are some tough cookies out there on these forums. I didn't experience anything personally, but just reading through questions and answers, YIKES!!
Anyway, I wish everyone a happy holiday season. I'll come back soon to read through what you've all been up to.
Love and peace!
Meghan

Married April 13, 2013

TTC #1
38 years old
1st BFP 11/11/14 (EDD 7/24/14)
1st loss 12/22/14
Off Loestrin FE 24 since 6/9/14
Irregular, short LP, low progesterone
Diagnosed with PCOS Feb 2015
Started IVF April 2014
1st retrieval May 2015 - 30 retrieved, 29 fertilized, 1 normal
2nd retrieval June 2015 - 27 retrieved, 22 fertiziled, 1 normal
Implantation date August 12, 2015
BFP 8/24/2015

ALL WELCOME

Re: I'm back (warning, loss)

  • Omg sorry a few typos, damn iPhone!

    Married April 13, 2013

    TTC #1
    38 years old
    1st BFP 11/11/14 (EDD 7/24/14)
    1st loss 12/22/14
    Off Loestrin FE 24 since 6/9/14
    Irregular, short LP, low progesterone
    Diagnosed with PCOS Feb 2015
    Started IVF April 2014
    1st retrieval May 2015 - 30 retrieved, 29 fertilized, 1 normal
    2nd retrieval June 2015 - 27 retrieved, 22 fertiziled, 1 normal
    Implantation date August 12, 2015
    BFP 8/24/2015

    ALL WELCOME

  • I'm so so sorry for your loss.
    We are here for all your venting/question needs. Unfortunately many of us have suffered losses so we understand, at least I do.
    I hate to have to welcome you back but I'm glad you are here if it will help you get through this difficult time.
    Join in whenever you feel comfortable. I know I took a step back after my losses.
    Hugs to you.

      Me:39, DH:40

    DD born 8/96, DS born 8/04

    TTC#3

    NTNP since 2006, active trying 1/13

    Natural M/C 3/13 at 7 weeks

    CP 2/14

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    All welcome

    betch78URMySunshine77
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  • Welcome back, but sorry you had to come back. That really sucks.

    This is a really supportive group. I'm irritated irl with bfps sometimes, but I'm always excited to see someone in here get one after knowing all they've been through. It gives me hope.
    me:41   dh:43 
    Off Mirena Nov 2013, On Nuvaring end of Jan, Back off Sept 2014.  Never ending cycle starting end of Sept... 
    11/14 Provera failed... cycle continues 
    12/14 High FSH (57 "midcycle")  OBGYN had no clue... about anything 
    01/15 More lab results coming back from RE. U/S showed small (1")cyst on left ovary, thin lining, and couldn't locate right ovary so  possibly straight to DE and IVF 

    Occassionally mess with the chart below to see "what if" and learn (not to make it pretty but because FF stays drunk with me).  

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    CML11Nikolie93URMySunshine77
  • I'm sorry you find yourself back here. I hope your find support and the ability to vent when needed. Hugs to you!
  • I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my first pregnancy back in March. I know how you feel and how things are different after (as Hooligans said, many of us do). Please don't hesitate to ask if you need support or have questions. We are here.
    TTCAL January Siggy Challenge: Animals in the Snow

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    About Me: 

    AMA 35 :  DH 33
    BFP#1 1/26/14 (EDD: 10/7/14).  MMC 3/10/14 D&C 3/14/14
    RE Consult 11/3/14 - AMH 2.25 "great" . FSH 7.10 . Low Vitamin D
    Myomectomy 12/17/14.  Benched until March.

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    My Ovulation Chart
  • I'm so sorry for your loss. This board is a safe place for questions and support.
  • I'm sorry for your loss. I hope you find support here.
    36, DH 31 TTC #1 since we got married, July 2014. http://FertilityFriend.com/home/522fa4/
  • I'm so sorry for your loss.
    *** Child & current pregnancy mentioned ***
    Me - 41 (PCOS), Hubby - 43 (healthy)
    7/2013 - Sweet baby girl born (Clomid + TI)
    3/2014 - TTC #2, return to RE 7/2014
    12/2015: IVF #1 transferred two great looking embryos - BFP!
    First ultrasound: TWO beautiful little heartbeats!!
    Harmony: negative; level 2: babies look great and are boy/girl! :) 
  • I'm so sorry for your loss but welcome.

    I hope you find the support here as I have. Wonderful group of ladies!

    *hugs*
    I am not sure how to say this without getting a "solicitation" warning so I guess I just say that I am not longer active on THIS site. 



  • I hate to see back here for that reason. I'm so sorry for your loss!
                                     *******SIGGY WARNING/Chlidren mentioned***********

                                                         ME: 41 ----- DH: 43
                                                       MARRIED: 5/3/14
                                                   DS,17   DD,16   DD,12   DS,10
                                                               TR: 4-2-12
                                             TTC our 1st love child! No luck so far! 
                                    
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    Nikolie93betch78URMySunshine77
  • So sorry for your loss.  Welcome back. I had a loss in 2009 at 8 wks.  
  • I'm very sorry for your loss, but welcome back.
    *****Signature/Ticker Warning******

    Me: 41, DH: 45
    DD, 6/15/2013
    TTC #2 beginning January 2014
    AMH 1.05; FSH range 7-11

    July 2014: IUI #1.  Follistim + Pregnyl.  2 follicles--BFN
    September 2014: IUI #2.  Follistim + Pregnyl + Ganirelix + Crinone.  4(?) follicles--BFN
    October 2014: IUI #3.  More Follistim + More Ganirelix + Pregnyl + Crinone.  4 follicles--BFP!  Beta #1=10 Beta #2=33 Beta #3=97 Beta #4=158.  M/C 11/1/14
    December 2014: IVF #1.  Microdose Lupron protocol.  9R, 9M, 9F.  3 5-day blasts transferred 12/15. BFFN.
    April 2015: IVF #2.  Microdose Lupron protocol.  16R, 15M, 12F. Transferred 2 5-day blasts 4/12 and froze 4--BFP!  M/C 5/25/15
    August 2015: IVF #3.  14R, 13M, 11F.  Froze 5 blasts for CCS testing.  3 normals.  FET planned for 10/2015.



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  • I really hate these posts. Im so so so sorry for your loss. 

    Im a recent return as well. 
    My experience is that this is almost the only place I get to vent and cry and get support......the only other place i get support from is my mother in law really. So this place has been a life saver. 
    SIGGY WARNING
    Me 38   DH 34
    married 05-21-11 
    started TTC right away






    BFP- 10-16-14 EDD 6/13/15: MC 12-1-14 
    mcodea88URMySunshine77
  • I'm so sorry for your loss. These ladies are great for support and wisdom. 
    ****Loss Mentioned***
    Me: 41 Him: 41
    TTC since December 2013
    HSG 9/18/14 = Tubes open but T shaped uterus
    IUI #1... 1/6/2015 + 50mg Clomid = BFN
    IUI #2... 1/29 & 30/2015 + 50mg Clomid +Tigger +Progesterone = BFN
    3/14 BFFP! Natural w/acupuncture & herbs only
    EDD = 11/22/15;  No heartbeat = 7/21/15
    Cooper Midnight Johnson born sleeping 7/25/2015



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  • So sorry for your loss!
    41 & single; DX:  PCOS
    TTC #1 with IUI and donor sperm
    First IUI May, 2014, Clomid + Trigger = BFN
    Second IUI July, 2014, Clomid + Trigger = BFN
    Third IUI Dec, 2014, Femara + Follistim + Trigger = BFN
    Fourth IUI Feb 2015, Femara + Follistim + Trigger = C/P :(

  • I'm so sorry for your loss!
  • I'm very sorry for your loss. I hope you find the comfort and support you need here.

    Take care of yourself.


    {Age 36 TTC Baby #2}



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  • Hugs! I'm hurting for you. There's nothing like having joy and excitement ripped away. We are here for you! Prayers and hugs for healing.
    **child mentioned**
    Me(38)PCOS/Hypothyroid   DH(43)Low T/ED
    MMC at 10 weeks 03/2011 DD born 01/2012   TTC #2 since 04/2014
    BFP 8/26/2016


  • I am so so sorry for your loss.
    **Losses Mentioned**
    Me 41, DH 38 
    TTC #1 since 9/2014 AMH 3.68, FSH 6.6
    IUI#1 12-02-2015 Letrozol, Gonal-F, Pregnyl, Acupuncture, BFP 12-17-2015 beta 1=72, beta 2=64, beta 3=10 MC 12-20-14 
    IUI#2 01-08-2015 Letrozol, Gonal-F, Pregnyl, Acupuncture, BFP 01-23-2015 beta 1=151, beta 2=450, beta 3=6524, beta 4= 29380 u/s at 7w5d baby with heartbeat measuring 6w2d. u/s 2-24 gestational sac only, beta 59400 MC 2-24-15 @ 8w6d D&C 2-27-15. Pathology results 47XX +20

    Diagnosis AMA and compound heterozygous MTHFR
  • I'm sorry for your loss. Welcome back.
    Nicole  
    NYC
    39 y/o DH 45 
    Married in April 2014 
    TTC since May 2014
    Oct 2014: RE Consultation
    Nov 2014: Submucosal fibroid removed
    Dec 2014: Letrozole CD 3-7. IUI canceled. BFN
    Jan 2015: Letrozole CD 3-7. Ovridel HSG Trigger. IUI#1 BFN
    IUI#2 next
  • I am so sorry for all that you've been through
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  • I am so sorry for your loss. Hope the New Year brings you peace and happiness!
  • So sorry for your loss. 
    Me (42) w/ partner for 16+ years
    TTC #1: 11/2012 - 9/2013; 6/2014 - present
    Follistim + TI (3x): All BFNs
    Follistim + IUI (1x): BFN 
    IVF #1: 17 retrieved,15 fertilized, Day 3: 15, Day 5/6: 3 biopsied
    Result; 1 frozen blast (inconclusive PGS results)
    IVF #2; ER: 6/22 16 retrieved, 6/25: 5 transferred (CP), 2 frozen
    FET 9/17: BFN
    Current FET -- Transferred 2 day-3 embryos - BFN

  • I am so sorry for your loss. We are here for you as much as we can support you.

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