hi everyone. I'm back. I left 11/11 when I got my BFP. I didn't mention then because I know although we all want each other to leave this forum, it's hard to watch others leave and not us too. Anyway, after a week of terrible times, we lost baby at 9 weeks. This was my first pregnancy, and so my first loss. My emotions are all over the place. I need to cry and ask questions and talk about my experience while I was pregnant for those frightening 5 weeks... But first I'd like to say hi, and that after sampling 2 boards while pregnant, it scared me to see that there are some tough cookies out there on these forums. I didn't experience anything personally, but just reading through questions and answers, YIKES!! Anyway, I wish everyone a happy holiday season. I'll come back soon to read through what you've all been up to. Love and peace! Meghan
Married April 13, 2013
TTC #1
38 years old
1st BFP 11/11/14 (EDD 7/24/14)
1st loss 12/22/14
Off Loestrin FE 24 since 6/9/14
Irregular, short LP, low progesterone
Diagnosed with PCOS Feb 2015
Started IVF April 2014
1st retrieval May 2015 - 30 retrieved, 29 fertilized, 1 normal
2nd retrieval June 2015 - 27 retrieved, 22 fertiziled, 1 normal
I'm so so sorry for your loss. We are here for all your venting/question needs. Unfortunately many of us have suffered losses so we understand, at least I do. I hate to have to welcome you back but I'm glad you are here if it will help you get through this difficult time. Join in whenever you feel comfortable. I know I took a step back after my losses. Hugs to you.
Welcome back, but sorry you had to come back. That really sucks.
This is a really supportive group. I'm irritated irl with bfps sometimes, but I'm always excited to see someone in here get one after knowing all they've been through. It gives me hope.
me:41 dh:43
Off Mirena Nov 2013, On Nuvaring end of Jan, Back off Sept 2014. Never ending cycle starting end of Sept...
11/14 Provera failed... cycle continues
12/14 High FSH (57 "midcycle") OBGYN had no clue... about anything
01/15 More lab results coming back from RE. U/S showed small (1")cyst on left ovary, thin lining, and couldn't locate right ovary so possibly straight to DE and IVF
Occassionally mess with the chart below to see "what if" and learn (not to make it pretty but because FF stays drunk with me).
I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my first pregnancy back in March. I know how you feel and how things are different after (as Hooligans said, many of us do). Please don't hesitate to ask if you need support or have questions. We are here.
TTCAL January Siggy Challenge: Animals in the Snow
I'm so so so sorry to hear about your loss. It's never an easy thing to go through. Like others have said, there are many of us who have been there, so don't hesitate to reach out if you have any questions or need any support whatsoever. The hardest thing about a mc is if you feel like you have no one else who understands and can relate so you try to go through it all on your own, so please reach out if you're feeling that way.
And yah, there's a lot of really rough and tumble ladies on some of those other boards, it really makes me appreciate the ladies here. Our AMA shows our maturity
I really hate these posts. Im so so so sorry for your loss.
Im a recent return as well.
My experience is that this is almost the only place I get to vent and cry and get support......the only other place i get support from is my mother in law really. So this place has been a life saver.
Re: I'm back (warning, loss)
Married April 13, 2013
ALL WELCOME
We are here for all your venting/question needs. Unfortunately many of us have suffered losses so we understand, at least I do.
I hate to have to welcome you back but I'm glad you are here if it will help you get through this difficult time.
Join in whenever you feel comfortable. I know I took a step back after my losses.
Hugs to you.
Me:39, DH:40
DD born 8/96, DS born 8/04
TTC#3
NTNP since 2006, active trying 1/13
Natural M/C 3/13 at 7 weeks
CP 2/14
All welcome
This is a really supportive group. I'm irritated irl with bfps sometimes, but I'm always excited to see someone in here get one after knowing all they've been through. It gives me hope.
My Ovulation Chart
My Ovulation Chart
I hope you find the support here as I have. Wonderful group of ladies!
*hugs*
Me: 41, DH: 45
DD, 6/15/2013
TTC #2 beginning January 2014
AMH 1.05; FSH range 7-11
July 2014: IUI #1. Follistim + Pregnyl. 2 follicles--BFN
September 2014: IUI #2. Follistim + Pregnyl + Ganirelix + Crinone. 4(?) follicles--BFN
October 2014: IUI #3. More Follistim + More Ganirelix + Pregnyl + Crinone. 4 follicles--BFP! Beta #1=10 Beta #2=33 Beta #3=97 Beta #4=158. M/C 11/1/14
December 2014: IVF #1. Microdose Lupron protocol. 9R, 9M, 9F. 3 5-day blasts transferred 12/15. BFFN.
August 2015: IVF #3. 14R, 13M, 11F. Froze 5 blasts for CCS testing. 3 normals. FET planned for 10/2015.
My Ovulation Chart
BFP- 10-16-14 EDD 6/13/15: MC 12-1-14
TTC #1 with IUI and donor sperm
First IUI May, 2014, Clomid + Trigger = BFN
Second IUI July, 2014, Clomid + Trigger = BFN
Third IUI Dec, 2014, Femara + Follistim + Trigger = BFN
Fourth IUI Feb 2015, Femara + Follistim + Trigger = C/P
I'm very sorry for your loss. I hope you find the comfort and support you need here.
Take care of yourself.
Me(38)PCOS/Hypothyroid DH(43)Low T/ED
MMC at 10 weeks 03/2011 DD born 01/2012 TTC #2 since 04/2014
BFP 8/26/2016
"It is better to light a candle than curse the darkness." - Eleanor Roosevelt