I posted an intro a little bit after Thanksgiving (when we found out about our loss). As of right now, I tried to do the M/C naturally, which didn't work, took the pill to help the process speed up which also didn't work, and just had a D & C a little over a week ago. I went to the doctors on Friday, and the doctor is nervous because I am still bleeding and still passing tissue and said that I might need to go through another D and C because she is unsure if everything has passed...
The thought of having to go through this again is completely terrifying!!! I feel like all I want to do is move on but the past 4 weeks have not allowed me to do so. With the holiday right around the corner, I am finding myself withdraw from those around me....I don't want the holiday to come now (even though we are hosting both sides of the family). My doctor said that because of the holiday we would have to wait until next week until we can do anything. Having no control over my body right now is extremely upsetting, and with this worry in the back of my mind I am having such a difficult time trying to think of anything else.
I just want it to be over