Hi ladies. So I'm having a difficult time with something. In a previous post, I wrote about how the day I knew I was miscarrying was the same day I had an important job interview. One that I've waited for for years. Go figure both would happen on the same day. Having to do that interview knowing something was wrong and that I didn't feel pregnant anymore was the hardest thing I've ever had to do.
It turns out that I ended up getting the job but can't help feeling guilty for being a little excited that I got it. It's been three weeks now that I've miscarried and my emotions are all over the place. I ended up losing something important but gained something important too. I feel devastated and sad but happy at the same time. It's so bittersweet but I can't help feel super guilty :-(