appointments bring me to tears

Angelina08m

So I had a rough early pregnancy I was told I was going to lose the baby and didn't thank god then two days later I was told they couldn't find the baby and I was having an ectopic pregnancy and rushed into surgery. They still found no baby but found a 8 cm cyst abd removed it. We were still unsure if I was pregnant and finally we saw baby on ultrasound and Baby has been fine since then but now every time I go to the doctor or get an ultra sound I am so scared all I want to do is.cry. I want to enjoy all this because I'm so grateful but I'm so scared. I have an appointment at 10 and it's only 0630 here and I'm laying here fighting tears thinking about it. Ugh anyone have any advice ?


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kac22

I'm so sorry you're feeling this way Try and think of the appointments as a good thing, a chance to check up on your LO and make sure everything is still doing great. They can actually really put your mind at ease! Good luck today! ((hugs))

Hawk&Eye

Wow girly, you've been through so much. You and baby are already incredible fighters! Take one day at a time. I pray the hardest part is over for you and the rest of your appointments are smooth sailing.

staccajaye

FX for your appointment today... And remember you are Pregnant

Angelina08m

Thanks guys he normally goes but today I get lab results and a pap eek. So it's just me. I will let u know how it goes thanks for the support it means allot. I am 13 weeks tomorrow

Edit : forgot to say how far along I am

rivers714

Fx everything is wonderful today

tinalovescauliflower

I feel the same way before every appointment. You're not alone, brave mama!

samiamagirl

Hoping everything goes great today! That's what you need the most to help: a series of good appointments. Once you have a couple of those under your belt hopefully you can start going in with the normal appointment anxiety the rest of us have.

lgsdesigner

Appointments are scary, but they are also happy knowing you are expecting. Just try to enjoy every day the best you can. GL on your appt!

Courtney1741

Fx that you have a wonderful apt! I am so sorry that you had to go through so much at the beginning of your pregnancy!  What a roller coaster you have been on!  Having had 3 previous losses I understand your anxiety for appointments.  I just repeat mantras in my head (Today I am pregnant and I love my baby) over and over again and try and do breathing excercises and yoga.  I know it sounds cheesy but it was really helped me! Good luck today!

Angelina08m

Ok guys just got home thank u for all the support baby was fine we got a video