TTC After a Loss

=====Tuesday Crazy Train=====

Good morning! Tuesday Crazy Train is leaving the station! I will be mobile most of the day so please put a chart link in your post if you want to be stalked!

This is a thread posted daily for any of us who need to get out our frustrations about waiting to O, the 2WW, or vent about our cycles. If you find yourself checking FF obsessively, MF is getting the best of you, or you just want to pee on all things, let it out here!

In order for the conductors to be better able to help you, please make sure you either have a FF chart link in your sig, or make sure you post a link. Don't chart? You should consider it, not only will it give you a lot more insight to your cycles, but conductors will be able to answer a lot of your questions just by looking at your chart! To learn more about charting, check out the charting course that FF offers:https://www.fertilityfriend.com/courses/

The CT is not the place to post a BFP. If you have a "squinter" or if you have a line that appeared after the time frame, please do not post about it here. Take a step back from the board, test again with FMU, and good luck!

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Crazy level from 1-10:

CD/DPO:

Can I just ______ already?!:

Signs/Symptoms:

Explain your Crazy here

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  • Crazy level from 1-10: 8 or so (I think H is a bit scared....)

    CD/DPO: CD17/nada

    Can I just ______ already?!: O for Heaven's sake!? Now my timing is all screwed up. I was expecting it 2 days ago.

    Signs/Symptoms: I had some O pain and thought there was a +OPK, but maybe not.

    Explain your Crazy here: I am physically exhausted and fighting a cold as is H. We tried yesterday, but we just couldn't get into it. Now at best I can maybe get some BD in tonight. It has become a chore and I hate that.
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  • Crazy level from 1-10: 8 or so (I think H is a bit scared....)

    CD/DPO: CD17/nada

    Can I just ______ already?!: O for Heaven's sake!? Now my timing is all screwed up. I was expecting it 2 days ago.

    Signs/Symptoms: I had some O pain and thought there was a +OPK, but maybe not.

    Explain your Crazy here: I am physically exhausted and fighting a cold as is H. We tried yesterday, but we just couldn't get into it. Now at best I can maybe get some BD in tonight. It has become a chore and I hate that.
    I can't see your chart so I don't know how your timing is so far. If it is feeling like a chore, take a step back. The health of your love life, your marriage, and yourself is much more important than ED or even EOD during FW. Stock up on vitamin C and get some rest - you and your H will both appreciate it.

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  • Crazy level from 1-10: 3

    CD/DPO: CD11

    Signs/Symptoms: Pain in my right side.

    Explain your Crazy here: I had my HSG done yesterday CD10 and was in no pain until last night. When we went to bed I was in HORRIBLE pain. It hurt to pee, I felt gassy and bloated but could only burp, and I could not get comfortable. My temp this morning was WAY up. I got some pain relief from the giant Ibuprofen but I'm still uncomfortable. Dr said to call tomorrow if it continues. Should I discard my temp from this morning? It's not normal at all, but I don't want FF to freak out. What would you do? My chart for mobile.
  • Crazy level from 1-10: 8

    CD/DPO: CD 21/8DPO

    Can I just ______ already? Know already?

    Signs/Symptoms: ....still only sore boobs

    Explain your Crazy here

    I haven't had a good night sleep since I O'd. I've been waking up a couple of times during the night and my first thought is..."I hope temps don't go down when I test today"

    Hugs to everyone experiencing crazy today!

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  • @buggirl72 You are right.  DH is thankfully taking it all in stride (he's pretty laid back - unlike me).  Here's a link to my chart: https://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/5246b9  My crazy comes in because I was looking at 3x for a good chance when I thought it was going to be CD15, then 2x for CD16, and now I am down to 1x if it is today (unless we rally this evening AND it isn't too late anyway).  Sigh.  
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  • Crazy level from 1-10: 5 (not too bad today)


    CD/DPO: CD14


    Can I just ______ already?!: get any sort of darkening of OPK lines?!


    Signs/Symptoms: nada


    Explain your Crazy here: I started opks on cd10 and they have not gotten even slightly darker. I'm super frustrated even though I don't usually O until cd 20-21 (last 2 cycles were cd36 & 31). I was just hoping to see a gradually darker line over the last 4 days and nada. Fx it gets darker before I lose it

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  • Crazy level from 1-10: 3

    CD/DPO: CD11

    Signs/Symptoms: Pain in my right side.


    Explain your Crazy here: I had my HSG done yesterday CD10 and was in no pain until last night. When we went to bed I was in HORRIBLE pain. It hurt to pee, I felt gassy and bloated but could only burp, and I could not get comfortable. My temp this morning was WAY up. I got some pain relief from the giant Ibuprofen but I'm still uncomfortable. Dr said to call tomorrow if it continues. Should I discard my temp from this morning? It's not normal at all, but I don't want FF to freak out. What would you do? My chart for mobile.
    Did you call your doctor? That pain seems out of the norm for an HSG.

    I would discard your temp since it sounds like it's not accurate.

    (((Hugs))) and I hope you are feeling better.

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  • beemaya83 said:

    Crazy level from 1-10: 8

    CD/DPO: CD 21/8DPO

    Can I just ______ already? Know already?

    Signs/Symptoms: ....still only sore boobs

    Explain your Crazy here

    I haven't had a good night sleep since I O'd. I've been waking up a couple of times during the night and my first thought is..."I hope temps don't go down when I test today"

    Hugs to everyone experiencing crazy today!

    Sore boobs are a good sign! FX for you!

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  • mlal78 said:

    Good morning Bugg!

    Crazy level from 1-10:  4

    CD/DPO: 29/7

    Can I just __get to testing time____ already?!:

    Signs/Symptoms: nada.

    Explain your Crazy here: My post O temps have been super high for me, I think because I have been sick with a wicked cold.  I don't trust them, I hardly ever get temps in the 98's unless I have been drinking, so maybe I had a low grade fever?  I also am not sure of where ch's are, based on secondary signs I think they should be back at least one, maybe two days.  So basically, I am second guessing the latter half of my chart, even though it looks pretty.

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    But your chart is so pretty! Have you taken your temp during the day to see if you have a fever?

    Based of your CM, I agree with you but I say trust FF about your CHs for now and test in three days.

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  • Crazy level from 1-10: 5 (not too bad today)


    CD/DPO: CD14


    Can I just ______ already?!: get any sort of darkening of OPK lines?!


    Signs/Symptoms: nada


    Explain your Crazy here: I started opks on cd10 and they have not gotten even slightly darker. I'm super frustrated even though I don't usually O until cd 20-21 (last 2 cycles were cd36 & 31). I was just hoping to see a gradually darker line over the last 4 days and nada. Fx it gets darker before I lose it

    Try not to let the OPKs drive you crazy! It sounds like you have another week to go so not having any sort of fade-in at this point sounds normal.

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  • buggirl72 said:
    Crazy level from 1-10: 3

    CD/DPO: CD11

    Signs/Symptoms: Pain in my right side.

    Explain your Crazy here: I had my HSG done yesterday CD10 and was in no pain until last night. When we went to bed I was in HORRIBLE pain. It hurt to pee, I felt gassy and bloated but could only burp, and I could not get comfortable. My temp this morning was WAY up. I got some pain relief from the giant Ibuprofen but I'm still uncomfortable. Dr said to call tomorrow if it continues. Should I discard my temp from this morning? It's not normal at all, but I don't want FF to freak out. What would you do? My chart for mobile.
    Did you call your doctor? That pain seems out of the norm for an HSG. I would discard your temp since it sounds like it's not accurate. (((Hugs))) and I hope you are feeling better.
    Thanks @buggirl . I did call the doctor and she said if the pain persists until tomorrow I should call again. It doesn't feel "normal". But she didn't seem overly concerned. We'll see! 
  • matiekaematiekae member
    edited September 2014

    I don't usually post on here (but commonly chart stalk the TWWers!) and I'm not yet feeling super crazy, but I have a question and know many chart-savy ladies are full of information!

     I set my alarm 30 minutes early this morning as I knew we were going to DTD and I think it's less than sexy for MH to see a thermometer hanging out of my mouth.... well things didn't exactly work out as planned either way, and now I have an open circle. I was expecting a temp increase but it doesn't appear to have occurred. Could 30 minutes make that much of a difference? We will obviously try to HIO when I get home from work just in case I haven't Oed yet, but this question has been plaguing me all day!

    Here is a link to my chart:
       https://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/526770


    FX for those in the TWW! And wishing patience and perseverance for those lingering right around O like myself!

    @YorkieLove83 That sounds awful and I hope you feel better soon!! 


     

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  • matiekae said:

    I don't usually post on here (but commonly chart stalk the TWWers!) and I'm not yet feeling super crazy, but I have a question and know many chart-savy ladies are full of information!

     I set my alarm 30 minutes early this morning as I knew we were going to DTD and I think it's less than sexy for MH to see a thermometer hanging out of my mouth.... well things didn't exactly work out as planned either way, and now I have an open circle. I was expecting a temp increase but it doesn't appear to have occurred. Could 30 minutes make that much of a difference? We will obviously try to HIO when I get home from work just in case I haven't Oed yet, but this question has been plaguing me all day!

    Here is a link to my chart:
       https://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/526770


    FX for those in the TWW! And wishing patience and perseverance for those lingering right around O like myself!

    @YorkieLove83 That sounds awful and I hope you feel better soon!! 


     

    A half hour should not make that big of a difference in your temp. I think HIO tonight is a good idea to cover your bases. FX you have a temp spike tomorrow!

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  • @matiekae‌ I agree with buggy and definitely try to dtd tonight. Your temp might start spiking tomorrow and hopefully you get those crosshairs! Oh and 30 min shouldn't make much of a difference. Since I'm a little OCD I manually change the time to my regular time if the difference is 30min. I like getting closed circles.
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  • @beemaya83‌ i Don't Ever Post FromMy Phone Because It DOes StuPid Things (Like Capitalize Every Word!)... But Couldnt Wait To Tell You Thank You! I Hate Open Circles ToO, And Didnt Know I Could Edit The Time! :) ... Sorry If My Capital Letters Torment Your OCD As Bad AsThey Do Mine! Ugh!

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  • LOL @matiekae no worries, your capitalized letters do not torment me as much as the autocorrect feature on the cell phones! I'm chart stalking you and it looks like you got some "time" in yesterday...FX for you this cycle!!
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