I'm on day 4 of stims. At my baseline u/s they saw 7 follicles and today I had my follow up u/s to see how things are progressing. I still have only 7. SEVEN. Some of you ladies here are talking about 20! Apparently my AMH is a 1, which would be great is I was 40... I'm 34
So I might end up with 6-7 eggs at the end of all this, not all of these will fertilize and not all of these will survive to day 5. And to top it off not all of them will be healthy (as will be seen with PGD). So what we can do is harvest these eggs, make embryos and freeze them and then make me do all this again...more shots and $3000 more for more meds...then send out both batches to be tested. Each batch that is sent out for testing is $5000...so we would rather freeze and get more and send together and opposed to send, get nothing viable and have to do it all over plus pay $5000 again...there is a chance, yes that there will be something viable with this first cycle...BUT that is a gamble...
on the verge of ugly crying and I don't know what to do. We were already going to be depleting our savings and now another $3000 or more on top of it? I knew this was all a possibility, but when it now looks like reality it's heartbreaking...
yay happy anniversary to us... Sorry I just needed to vent and get it out.
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Don't lose hope just yet! On my day 5 of stims I only had 1 good sized one and some others were small. There were more at my next two follow ups... my nurse said some people just start out slow. We ended up retrieving 12. I too was worried seeing so many ladies with 20-30 retrieved. Remember it is more about quality than quantity!
Hang in there. And happy anniversary!
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I understand your logic, but a high number of eggs doesn't always equal success. It really is quality over quantity. There is no way to know how many you will end up with in the end, but the hope is that they will be in the best shape and will therefore give you the best chance. There have been plenty of women on this board with a smaller amount of eggs who found success. And there have been women with 20+ eggs who don't have anything on day 5. It is not all about the number. Also, day 4 is still kind of early to make predictions.
Just take it one step at a time. It is easy to spiral and get overwhelmed thinking ahead and imagining the worst. I know because I have done it in the past. I think it's smart to prepare yourself for all of the possibilities and not hold on to false hope, but there is still plenty for you to be hopeful about. One step at a time... Best of luck with ER and we'll take it from there! You have made it this far
I totally understand how you're feeling (I went through similar struggles with my cycle), but Day 4 is way too early to give up hope. I only had 2 follicles in the mature territory until Day 8 when more started to grow. Be patient and hopefully you will get more. I got 8 at retrieval.
Unfortunately, those of us with low AMH are not going to make 20 eggs. I feel your pain. I'm 31 and it feels unfair to have so few eggs. It's very frustrating to go through all this to end up with so few embryos to work with. However, try to keep in mind there are women on this board who had only 3 eggs and still ended up KU.
Fx for you.
Official diagnosis: Unexplained IF. I am 32. I have low ovarian reserve (low AMH), and poor egg quality. I've also been diagnosed with mild glandular developmental arrest (lining problems, detected with EFT).
We are using open ID donor sperm. IUIs #1-7=BFN. IVF September 2014 antagonist protocol, 8R,5M,3F, 5 day transfer of 1 morula = BFN. IVF#2 planned for January 2015 (antagonist protocol + HGH).
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OMG, so stressful! And then add in all the hormones we are pumping in...I'm a hot mess
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TTC #1 since August 2011
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September 2012: Start IF testing
DH (32): SA is ok, slightly low morph, normal SCSA Me (32): Slightly low progesterone, hostile CM, carrier for CF, Moderately high NKC, High TNFa, heterozyogous mutated Factor XIII, and +APA
October 2012-May 2014: 4 failed IUIs, 3 failed IVFs, and 1 failed FETw/donor embryos
November 2014: IVF w/ICSI #4 Agonist/Antagonist with EPP and Prednisone, Baby Aspirin, Lovenox, and IVIG for immune issues. Converted to freeze all due to lining issues. 2 blasts frozen on day 6!
January 2015: FET #2 Cancelled due to lining issues
April 2015: FET #2.1
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It's ok to cry and freak out, I think we've all been there and done that. Just remember it's early and it's not over yet and only takes 1. Also sometimes having a good meltdown is what it takes to help give you the strength to go on, or at least that's what I need sometimes.
Good luck!!!
Best of luck to you! Please keep us posted on your progress.
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me: 39 DH: 36 dx: unexplained (ugh)
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Thank you The day is getting better
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Second, just wanted to share my experience...I had been planning an IUI cycle in July and ended up with 8 follies, so my RE switched me to IVF. That was on a Wednesday. The following Monday, I had my ER and they got 19!!! I have NO idea where there other 11 came from, but just to say, a lot of them 'hide' behind other follicles / behind the ovaries, so don't lose hope!
08/2011: Clomid 50mg, IUI --> BFN ,
10/2011: Clomid 100mg, IUI --> BFN
04/13: Clomid, IUI BFP --> MC at 6w1d
05/13: Femara 2.5mg, IUI --> BFN , 08/13: Femara 2.5mg --> BFN
03/14: Femara 5mg, IUI --> 1 follicle @ 27d --> BFP! EDD 12/02/14--> blighted ovum, missed MC 6w6d --> D&C
4/23: D&C...starting over again, with a little part of my heart broken off
7/14: Femara 5mg + brevelle + menopur + IUI --> converted to IVF, ER 7/28 --> ET cancelled due to severe OHSS.
9/20/14: Frozen Embryo Transfer --> BFP--> EDD 6/6/15 --> MC at 5w3d
10/16/14: Frozen Embryo Transfer --> BFN
2/6/15: Frozen Embryo Transfer --> BFP --> MC at 5w4d
3/20/16: PGS-tested Frozen Embryo Transfer --> BFP, Living Child born 12/1/15
6/6/17: Fresh IVF Cycle --> Severe OHSS, 5 PGS-tested embryos frozen
2/23/18: PGS-tested FET --> BFN
3/30/18: Cancelled cycle due to lining 4.2mm
BFP#1 07/01/2004 ~ EDD 03/10/2005 ~ D&C 8/1/2004 @ 5w5d
Hang in there though! Cry, go get a mani/pedi, have some ice cream, and spend some QT doing something fun with DH to take your mind off everything.
FX and ((hugs))!
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Me- 35, mild hypothyroidism
DH- 29, low count due to a chromosomal abnormality, only option is IVF/ICSI with PGD.
Married 5/13
TTC since 8/13
IVF/ICSI #1 ER 9/14 - 14R, 6M, 6F, 5 blasts off to PGD- 1 normal female, 2 balanced males
FET 12/8 of 2 frosties - 1 male/1 female - stick babies stick!
Beta #1 10dp5dt 444! Beta #2 14dp5dt 2,340! U/S 1/5-- TWINS!!! EDD 8/26/15
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BFP#1 07/01/2004 ~ EDD 03/10/2005 ~ D&C 8/1/2004 @ 5w5d
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Our Story
Me- 35, mild hypothyroidism
DH- 29, low count due to a chromosomal abnormality, only option is IVF/ICSI with PGD.
Married 5/13
TTC since 8/13
IVF/ICSI #1 ER 9/14 - 14R, 6M, 6F, 5 blasts off to PGD- 1 normal female, 2 balanced males
FET 12/8 of 2 frosties - 1 male/1 female - stick babies stick!
Beta #1 10dp5dt 444! Beta #2 14dp5dt 2,340! U/S 1/5-- TWINS!!! EDD 8/26/15
"You'll never see the rainbow if you can't survive the storm"