I just ate a fluffer nutter in my bathroom, while hiding from DS.
He child is obsessed with bread and we are out of his safe bread, he would have thrown a massive fit if he knew I had some.
DS took a late nap today so I took that as an opportunity to eat a lot of chocolate covered raisins. If I eat them when he's around he always begs for them. Eating them while he's asleep = more for me and I don't feel bad because I'm telling him no.
I am fully considering peeing my pants and saying my water broke so I can leave work and start my maternity leave a day early. DD caught a cold and was up a lot last night, so I'm just tired and over it.
I'm going to buy ALL the Target clothes this weekend. I can't wait. They are having a really great Cartwheel sale on women's clothing and I really like their basic t-shirts and workout clothes. I shouldn't be this excited about buying new T's and sports bras, but I really am.
I should look into this. My basic tshirts and camisoles are old and beat up. I hate spending a lot of money on stuff like that, so I've been putting it off. I've had some for like ten years. :P
My kid hasn't napped at all today. He was up until midnight last night after an unsuccessful attempt at night weaning. Never have I felt more like I made a big mistake becoming a mom. I'm tired and angry.
I just started a job earlier in the week and I'm already thinking of leaving. I got a call for an interview at the hospital today, I've been waiting months for this and of course it happens right after I take another job. I feel like I don't really click with the dentist I'm working for which is anther reason the hospital is more appealing. I feel so bad if I leave, but I would only e part time at the hospital and making the same amount... Win.
My kid hasn't napped at all today. He was up until midnight last night after an unsuccessful attempt at night weaning. Never have I felt more like I made a big mistake becoming a mom. I'm tired and angry.
I've been there. I've been there so many times. You're a good mama. HUGS
Yes. This. So much this.
Thank you ladies really. I always feel guilty later for feeling like that. Or like something is wrong with me. Sometimes I feel like motherhood has brought out the worst in me. I feel like a miser hoarding every minute of me time I can get. But then I feel bad about it at the same time. Ugh.
DH had gotten DD from daycare the last two days. So I get home about 4min sooner. I totally told DS that I wanted alone time. I sat in the bedroom with the lights off...it was awesome
Also AF+healthy eating+1st week of school+running = me in the grocery store buying cookie dough and ice cream.
Diet Fail
Me too this week. I had AF+migraine+ ds having ear infection. I ate almost an entire batch of chocolate chip cookies and a bag of Reese's miniatures almost by myself.
I'm putting off grocery shopping today because I don't want to change out of my yoga pants (but also can't quite bring myself to wear them to the store)
please yoga pants would be a step up from what I was wearing yesterday.
I've been giving DH a lot of attitude lately and justifying it by saying I'm irritable being in the last few weeks of a pregnancy. In reality, I've only felt extra irritable a couple times. Every other time when normally I would've held back or phrased something nicer, I was just snarky because I have pregnancy to blame it on. To his credit, most of the time he takes it and doesn't get super annoyed with me like I deserve.
PCOS with long, irregular cycles First round of Clomid in May 2012= BFP #1, DD born January 2013 BFP #2 in January 2014, DS born September 2014
I went to Wal-mart today because it's the only place near me that carries scrubs and I need new ones for work. My daughter lost her shoe somewhere in there and my son peed on the floor. It was a total fucking nightmare.
Took my dudes to see a 3D movie at the cheap theater. Simon might have maybe drank a whole diet dr pepper and Jamie might have eaten five Oreos, perhaps.......
*Spontaneous* OHSS diagnosed 08.06.2012 Right ovary removed 09.04.2012 via vertical laparotomy Essure implant placed on remaining tube 06.13.2013; successful followup scan 09.30.2013
I'm putting off grocery shopping today because I don't want to change out of my yoga pants (but also can't quite bring myself to wear them to the store)
please yoga pants would be a step up from what I was wearing yesterday.
I wore my cozy maternity shorts to the grocery store yesterday. I don't typically wear them out of the house but I was too tired to care plus I was just grabbing a few things.
When DH got home from work that evening he asked if I was wearing his boxer-briefs LOLOLOL
I probably would wear them to the grocery store - except so many nosy people know me there. And I'm just vain enough not to wear my too big, stretched out, well loved yoga pants to be commented on.
I hate prego jeans. I'm too picky, we don't work well together. Actually, I don't know if jeans and I work well together anymore period... I finally got a maxi skirt with the roll down waist so I can essentially wear yoga pants anywhere. but, like I said, I was too lazy and it wasn't like we're starving anyways. Who needs bread? I should just get some better fitting yoga pants, ha.
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A maternity maxi skirt is the best thing to ever happen. I am not a fan of jeans in general. If I could, I would wear a dress everyday. I'm able to do it during the summer but winter gets dicey since it's cold. BUT a good maternity maxi never fails.
I had one from Old Navy during my first pregnancy that was life-changing. Tuesdays are my least favorite day of the week. That is a tangent for another day. But anyways, when I was pregnant the first time around I was teaching and I wore that damn maxi skirt every Tuesday. I called it my Tuesday Skirt. I love that thing. It's the one piece of maternity clothing I held on to. (I still wear it sometimes.)
Re: FFFC
I like cookies.
I like cookies.
Thank you ladies really. I always feel guilty later for feeling like that. Or like something is wrong with me. Sometimes I feel like motherhood has brought out the worst in me. I feel like a miser hoarding every minute of me time I can get. But then I feel bad about it at the same time. Ugh.
I like cookies.
AF+healthy eating+1st week of school+running = me in the grocery store buying cookie dough and ice cream.
Diet Fail
First round of Clomid in May 2012= BFP #1, DD born January 2013
BFP #2 in January 2014, DS born September 2014
Oh man that's rough! Hugs to you!
Right ovary removed 09.04.2012 via vertical laparotomy
Essure implant placed on remaining tube 06.13.2013; successful followup scan 09.30.2013
I probably would wear them to the grocery store - except so many nosy people know me there. And I'm just vain enough not to wear my too big, stretched out, well loved yoga pants to be commented on.
A
A maternity maxi skirt is the best thing to ever happen. I am not a fan of jeans in general. If I could, I would wear a dress everyday. I'm able to do it during the summer but winter gets dicey since it's cold. BUT a good maternity maxi never fails.
I had one from Old Navy during my first pregnancy that was life-changing. Tuesdays are my least favorite day of the week. That is a tangent for another day. But anyways, when I was pregnant the first time around I was teaching and I wore that damn maxi skirt every Tuesday. I called it my Tuesday Skirt. I love that thing. It's the one piece of maternity clothing I held on to. (I still wear it sometimes.)