Intro

mkfish31

Hey everyone. I have also been lurking for a few weeks and have finally decided to officially join you ladies, that is if you'll have me. Seems like a great group of girls!

Quick background about me:
Me:27 DH: 35 married: 3.5 yrs
Occupation: physician assistant

Pregnant for the first time in Feb of this year. Lost my sweetheart March 22 at home(8weeks.) Had D&C for retained poc. Waited one cycle and got pregnant again in May. Lost my second little darling July 1st- missed MC at 7 weeks. Had another d&c. Just want to be able to talk to others about what I'm going through. No one around me seems to understand why I'm so depressed, angry, jealous, bitter.. Etc. Thanks for taking the time to read this. Looking forward to getting to know you all.

rslh10

So sorry for your losses. Welcome to the board

Also, you can take your loss warning out of your title. We are a loss board, it is expected again, welcome lady.

stinybean

I'm sorry for you losses. Welcome to the board.

rubysi

Welcome. I am sorry for your loss.

[Deleted User]

So sorry for your losses. We all understand the pain you're going through and as much as it sucks that we're all here, you're in great company. The women of this board are amazingly supportive and informative. ((Hugs)) welcome to the board!

meredithcarole

So sorry for your losses. Welcome.

rmpar29

I'm so very sorry for your losses.  Welcome to the board.

ctk181

I'm so sorry for your losses. Welcome to the board.

Cheetara2

Sorry for your losses. 

sassygirl51486

I am so sorry for what you've had to go through. I couldnt imagine having this happen twice but you will come out stronger in the end!

purplehaze11

I'm sorry for your losses. I'm just coming off my second loss too, and the feelings of anger/jealousy etc are all in spades here, you are definitely not alone.

Km380

I'm sorry for your losses. Welcome to the board

SuzyHomemaker07

I'm sorry for your losses. I've had 2 as well and am waiting to try again. It sucks!! What has your dr said?

mrsjg2013

I'm so sorry for your losses.  I've had multiple as well as I've never been in this much emotional pain in my life.  No way would I have understood how it felt until I lived it- so don't feel bad/guilty/sorry for your emotions, it's very natural.  Big ((HUGS)) to you as you heal.

mpiemont

So sorry for your losses. Welcome to a great group!!

mkfish31

@SuzyHomemaker07‌ My doctor ran a bunch of tests - all of which came back normal. I did not have the first baby tested but my second I did and the chromosomes were all normal as well. So she has given me the green light to go ahead but has not given me much more direction with anything. Nor has she offered much in the way of other possibilities for my MC. I did not do any imaging to look for a uterine septum, so I'm just hoping I don't have one. I have thought about going to an RE but i haven't pulled the trigger yet. I will def be on baby aspirin and progesterone next time. What about you? Any known cause for your losses?

mkfish31

Thank you all for your kind words. So thankful to know you all feel these same emotions. I'm sure you all would agree this has been one of the most traumatic times in our life and has changed us forever. Hoping for a better 2015.

Elliecat17

Welcome to the board. I'm sorry you are here, but I am glad you have found us! This is a really great and supportive place. Don't worry too much about the anger and jealousy, I know I have felt them. But this is the best place to heal and be with people who understand! 

tigerlynx31413

I am so sorry for your losses! I hope you find comfort here. There are several ladies with multiple losses who understand your emotions! Big hugs!

alleycat39

So very sorry for your losses. I think many of us here can relate to your feelings and how not many people in our real lives understand. This board has been so wonderful for that reason, in addition to many others.

LittleMrsW

I'm so sorry for your losses. Welcome to the board.

jjbmstinco

I'm so sorry for your losses. Welcome to the board.  Everyone here is kindhearted and extremely supportive.

CandST2014

I'm sorry for your losses. I definitely empathize with the feelings you are having. I hope you find some comfort here.

alm288

I'm very sorry for your losses. I hope you find the support you are looking for here. This board has been a great place for me to give and receive support. Welcome.

ellebelle2384

So sorry for your losses.  I think we all understand the feelings you are describing.  Hope the board is a good outlet for you to connect and express yourself.  Welcome to the board.