Before I start this rant, I want to make something extremely clear: I would never, EVER wish anything negative on anyone's pregnancy or child or overall well being. Ok? Ok.
Well, last cycle, our first ttc, we ended up with a bfp. It ended a week later in a cp. it was awful, and so miserable. What makes it worse is when I see people posting on Facebook about accidentally getting pregnant. I saw one post in particular that was a picture of a sonogram with the caption "wasn't too happy about this but it is what it is" And I just couldn't understand that! And it's her second child! Why do people like that get happy, healthy pregnancies but my fiancé and I truly want a baby have to suffer a loss? I want everyone to have healthy pregnancies when they want to have a baby, but it just seems so unfair when I see people just a happening to fall pregnant and there are so many actively trying to get pregnant and can't or suffer losses. I'm just so bitter, and so jealous. I'm sure I'm not the only one that feels that way but I just needed to express myself. When I saw that one sonogram it just sent me into a rage!
Ok, rant over. Thanks for listening TTGP
Married July 19, 2014.
Inherited one stepson, so excited to continue our family!
BFP#1: June 15, 2014. MC June 20, 2014.
BFP#2: July 11, 2014. MMC July 27, 2014. Naturally passed tissue August 5, 2014.
BFP#3: October 29, 2014.
EDD: July 8, 2015 *Stick baby stick!*