On Tuesday we had our annual work outing to the baseball game so even though I had to work at 4 am I still went. I got home around 10 and I tried to go to sleep but LO was up every hour so at around 1:30 I decided to give up on sleep and make myself breakfast. While I was eating I could hear the angelcare monitor going off, I figured it was just MH picking up the baby but still booked it upstairs. MH was sleeping away and I ran into her room and tapped her on the back (she's a stomach sleeper) and she gasped for air. I then woke up MH to tell him what had just happened and he came into the room saw she was ok then went back to bed. I then cried in her room until I had to go to work. On my way to work I got a flat tire which made me an hour late to open. I am now terrified to sleep and also so pissed at MH for turning off the monitor because he says that he can hear her without it! Wednesday is the only morning that I leave before she wakes up but now I will always be scared to go to work. MH said he's going to leave the monitor on but he is such a deep sleeper.
Thanks for reading for those that have made it this far! I only hope that monitor never goes off again because it was the scariest moment of my life!
Thanks everyone!! Everything has gotten better even though I am having trouble sleeping but my pedi thinks it was just an isolated incident since we went in there on Friday and everything was fine, thank god for that angel care monitor...that was money well spent!
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