I'm pissed today. And my heart is heavy for our group. Seeing some of these amazing ladies get kicked when they're down makes me see red. So this edition of PMS Thursday is a rant edition. Feel free to let it allllllll out.
P- what made you want to face punch someone this week? (P is for punch)
M- what helps you calm your mind when you are seething? (M is for maybe I'll just lose my shit right now)
S- what would you like to say (without consequence naturally) to (insert offender here) when they do/say/act in their douchbaggery ways? (S is for STFU)
(And if his post offends anyone I'm sorry, really. I dug deep and couldn't bring myself to come up with anything uplifting and motivational.)
Me: 36, DH: 36
DH's SA = normal
1 tube only wonder
AFC 3-5, AMH 0.30
BFP #1 3/29/11. EDD 12/4/11... Missed m/c 5/9/11. Cytotec fail. D&C 5/17/11.
BFP #2 7/5/11. EDD 3/14/12... Our rainbow Kellen born 3/14/12 via c/s.
BFP #3 5/30/13. EDD 2/8/14... 6wk u/s HB 126. 8wk u/s lost HB. D&C 7/12/13.
BFP #4 2/18/14. EDD 10/30/14... Ruptured ectopic with L tube removed & D&C 3/7/14.
BFP #5 7/27/14. EDD 4/9/15... m/c @ 5w4d.
IVF #1 Oct 2014 - antagonist protocol: 9R, 7M, 5F. 3dt of 3 Grade 2 embies. BFN.
IVF #2 Jan 2015 cancelled due to dominant follicle. Converted to IUI #1. BFFN
IVF #2.1 March 2015 cancelled due to dominant follicle.
BFP #6 (SUPRISE!) 3/19/15. EDD 11/30/15... CP at 4w2d.
IUI #2: Clomid + Follistim = 3 follies. BFN.
IVF #2.2 May 2015 - horrible response to micro lupron flare protocol: 3R, 3M, 3F. 3dt of 2 Grade 3 embies. BFFN.
BFP #7 (beyond surprised again!) 4/26/16. EDD 1/5/17. beautiful betas!!!! and then near-fatal hemorrhagic corpus luteum. turns out baby was ectopic after all; another lap 5/6 (@24dpo)
the universe can fuck off.
overly paranoid and delusional that every one is out to get you."
all AL welcome. TTC #2 for 43 44 months.