I am kind of going crazy. DH and I have been TOTALLY on the fence about having a fourth child (b/c clearly, it's crazy given how nuts everything is at our house already). This was my last month to try and have a baby before turning 40, so one weekend when I was probably ovulating (not charting) we decided to give it a shot, figuring if something happens maybe it's meant to be. I said I wasn't going to be obsessing about it but of course now I am. I can test in a couple days. I'm doing that crazy over-analyzing of everything even though I have had three kids and I KNOW that there really weren't any "signs" until right when I was supposed to get my period.
Okay, that's all. Thanks for letting me tell someone. You can go back to your lives now.