Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss
KingLED
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Reminders of loss.
KingLED
member
My husband and I are moving across the country on Mon. We decided, pretty much on a whim, that we needed a fresh start after everything that's happened recently. So the next day we signed our vacate notice.
This afternoon we were going through the lasts of a few piles of folders and things and h held up some lab reports from my old lab. He had no idea what it was, he just saw the logo, and said "this is trash, right? You haven't been there in forever." And I immediately lost it and started crying. It was the serial betas confirming my pregnancy last April.
It's so hard to see those reminders when I'm not expecting it. I hate to feel like I'm trying to run away from the memories of all my babies, but there are just too many reminders and memories here. I really hope starting over so far away makes moving forward a bit easier.
**Hope you guys are all doing well. Sorry I've not really been around. I'm stuck being mobile only (this has taken me far too long to write) until we find a place to live. I try to catch up when I can, but replying is spotty.
This afternoon we were going through the lasts of a few piles of folders and things and h held up some lab reports from my old lab. He had no idea what it was, he just saw the logo, and said "this is trash, right? You haven't been there in forever." And I immediately lost it and started crying. It was the serial betas confirming my pregnancy last April.
It's so hard to see those reminders when I'm not expecting it. I hate to feel like I'm trying to run away from the memories of all my babies, but there are just too many reminders and memories here. I really hope starting over so far away makes moving forward a bit easier.
**Hope you guys are all doing well. Sorry I've not really been around. I'm stuck being mobile only (this has taken me far too long to write) until we find a place to live. I try to catch up when I can, but replying is spotty.
Son: Jackson, 11/02/06, stillborn due to PPROM and IUGR. Over the next ten years we had 9 miscarriages from 8-14 weeks. On May 18, 2016 my daughter, Ridley, was born. We're OADNBC.
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Re: Reminders of loss.
Married April 9, 2011
TTC since October 2011
Me 34, DH 40
IUI #5 w/ Tamoxifen+Ovidrel+Acupuncture Oct 24, 2014-->BFP!!! EDD July 17, 2015. Panorama=low risk...and it's a GIRL!
DD born July 10, 2015
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Trying for baby #2!
IUI #1 w/ Tamoxifen+Ovidrel+Acupuncture July 10, 2017-->BFP!!! EDD Apr 2, 2018. Panorama=low risk...and another GIRL!
MC 4/23/2014
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