So I'm going to a neighborhood function tonight but after 7 days of stims none of my regular pants fit. Even my fat jeans are a no-go. It's a little early to get away with capris and I'm pretty sure that I'm not 16 and therefore unable to wear leggings with just a shirt over them. I've tried every possible rationalization in my head for wearing workout clothes but none of them seem plausible. "Just came from the gym" makes me seem gross, and "leaving here to go to the gym later" makes me seem bizarre, especially because I'm not exactly looking super fit these days! I'm grateful to have gotten this far in my cycle, don't get me wrong, I'm just having an "in the closet" (literally and figuratively) FUIF moment right now.
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2013: BFP #1 - M/C 3/13
2014: IVF #1-4 = BFFN
2015: Dance break = got healthy
7/2016: IVF #5 = BFP!!!

Re: My silly FUIF moment of the day
TTC#1 since April 2011
IVF#1 July 2012 5R, 3 made it to blast, sET c/p
FET#1 Aug 2012 2 blasts transferred BFN
IVF#2 Oct 2012
16R/6M/6F/2-8 cell grade 1 transfer
Beta 1-237.9, Beta 2-566, Beta 3-8657
US 6w3d shows one baby w/ HB 115
US 7w1d no more heartbeat/ D&C 11/30/12 normal karyotype
IVF#3 Mar 2013
6R/4M/4F 1 compacting and 2-8 cell transfer
ectopic pg MTX given 3 month break from TTC
IVF#4 Sept 2013--BFN


http://i61.tinypic.com/34zll06IVF#5-7 Apr 2014, Jun 2014 and Aug 2014 banking embryos for CCS testing. Praying for normals!
Me 33, DH 37 -- TTC since Jan'12 -- Low AMH (0.78) & endo, SA w/ low motility
IUI's 1-3 = BFN, IVF converted to IUI 4/13 = BFN
IVF 1.2: 8R 6M 4F -- 2 blastocysts frozen, FET 8/15 = BFP!!
Beta #s = 445;1,098; 9,545 -- EDD 5/2 -- Team Pink!
2013: BFP #1 - M/C 3/13
2015: Dance break = got healthy
7/2016: IVF #5 = BFP!!!