I'm so lame.

ronniesgirl1981

This morning "Don't You Worry Child" came on the radio and I started getting teary-eyed...especially when the lyrics say, ""Don't you worry, don't you worry, child.
See heaven's got a plan for you."

Immediately afterwards "Let It Go" came on and I was finished.  All that before I even got to work.

And I'm not even on clomid or anything. 

Anyone else want to be lame with me??

supermorena

I've totally had that happen. Then I start to panic.... what if I can't stop crying by the time I get to work? Do my eyes look puffy? Is my mascara running? I can't handle if someone asks what's wrong. Lol. Stupid IF! Hope your day gets better, maybe no Pandora at work today ;-)

ronniesgirl1981

Thanks @supermorena.  I pretty much only listen to the comedy station on Slacker at work.  So far, that hasn't made me cry.  No promises though!

katib77

I totally read into songs all the time.  Kelly Clarkson's "People Like Us" got to me a few months ago with the lyics "People like us - we've got to stick together.  Keep your head up nothing last forever." 

And the last week I realized that Bastille's "Pompeii" fits my emotions since my last loss with the lyrics "And the walls come tumbling down in the city that we love. Great cloud roll over the hills bringing darkness from above.  But if you close your eyes, does almost feel like nothings changed at all?"  And then the Chorus "How am I going to be an optimist about this?"  Because with the loss it really does feel like the world is crumbling yet sometimes it feels like it never happened.  And I have to find a way to keep feeling optimistic to get through our next/last IVF cycle in a few months.

hope2bmom83

I do the same thing.  This morning I made Kelly Clarksons song Addicted about IF.  Even though it is about an abusive relationship it made me think of my abusive relationship with IF.  This is how I feel because IF consumes me.  It takes over every single thought and moment I have.  I get so frustrated when I can't think of anything else.  Not to mention these hormones get me all crazy and emotional and bitchy.  Hence the its like i'm not me part.
"It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me"

ttuprincess

I have a live version of Adele singing "I can't make you love me" on my car playlist and if I am having a bad day it makes me boo hoo in the car every time.  I don't necessarily equate the lyrics to IF but it is just so moving and she sings it with such passion that it gets me every time. 

sundaybrunch

The song that really gets me right now is Katy Perry's Part of Me.  It totally captures the cycle of IF - it beats me up (total defeat after BFN) but then I turn around and tell IF to go eff itself, you're not going to win (start of a new cycle).  I completely choke up every time!  I also feel that way about Roar. I guess I just really think Katy Perry is awesome. I always loved her music but after watching her documentary on Netflix I developed a sense of respect for her as a person too.  Basically I want to be her BFF

ronniesgirl1981

@Rumbera28 I've listened to it twice now.  Chills.

ronniesgirl1981

@princesskatie22 I may or may not have cried on my way to monitoring one morning when Roar came on the radio. 

CandaceC1020

This has been mine lately ...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dy9nwe9_xzw&feature=kp

and this one which is instrumental and one of my absolute favorite songs ever:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I8wa83WPZAI

jencity9

@calindi you and I are so on the same page!! I have been thinking about Survivor/Destiny's Child lately too, LOL!!! 

pcrumley

LAst night I was crying to "announcing pregnancy" videos on YouTube ..I'll join the lame club @ronniesgirl1981‌

ronniesgirl1981

@pcrumley--I do it, too, so I'm not judging---WTH is wrong with us that we watch pregnancy announcement videos?

theholmanherd

@CandaceC1020
Oceans has been my anthem lately! That and REMAIN by ROYAL TAILOR. I have also been in love with Shane Harper's Hold You Up.

The lyrics that get me every time from Remain:

I'm gonna make you stronger
Hold on just a little bit longer
Cause I'll be there
When you feel like you're going under, I'm going to be there for you, yeah

The sky could fall, the ground could shake, the stars burn out, and seasons change....
But all my love will remain.

*chills*

From Hold you up:

They tell you it's not worth the price and just let it go
but you know you can't, you know won't.
It's not easy finding the words to say
when you're feeling lost, you'll find your way
The world is so broken and sometimes it leaves you cold
and at times you can't find the fire to guide you home
the demons will haunt you and try to steal what you know
but they angels, they brought you, and they're gonna hold you up

Not that IF related, but makes me feel better every time.

ltlavac

It happens to me all the time, I'll be driving along no problem, then something comes on the radio, and I have tears welling up in my eyes, just happened to me out on my lunch break today, and I can't even remember what song it was to trigger me. I really cannot stand you IF!!!

pcrumley

@ronniesgirl1981‌ hopeful I guess, lol

ronniesgirl1981

@GinnyJones82 You are far from alone.  There is some quote about how the most comforting thing one person can say to another is "me too."  Welcome!  This board has been my sanity for many months. 

pcrumley

@ronniesgirl1981‌ hopeful I guess, lol

aves0708

I am blanking right now on specific songs that have made me cry recently, but I have definitely had days where I find myself teary eyed on the way to work due to certain songs.  On these days, I will sit in my car in the parking lot until I'm sure my red eyes won't give me away.  So @ronniesgirl1981 I am lame right there with you!

ronniesgirl1981

I love my lame friends!