Hey September girls, any updates? Recent doctors appointments? Bad days? Good days? How is everyone coping? Need to vent??Just checking in. Tell us how you're feeling!!
I am going to TRY to check in with everyone once a month so we keep in touch.
Here's my check in:
Just made my appointment for genetic counseling and testing for March 11th. I am scared but excited to get the testing process underway and hopeful to finally be getting answers. I also have a follow up appointment with my OB in a week or so.
As far as my mood lately, pretty crappy for lack of a better word. I have good moments but I'm pretty sad most of the time and I'm having trouble coping. Probably doesn't help that my EDD from my 1st miscarriage is right around the corner. The only thing that seems to help is distracting myself with something fun to do every weekend. But that means I have 6 other days to get through before I'm happy again.
I had a meltdown the other day, long story, but resulted in both my parents saying "I'm being weak and crazy". Don't really know where our relationship stands after that. It hurt so much to hear them say that.
Still pretty much have no support system except for DH. Best friend hasn't said a word to me since I told her. We will be seeing a therapist next week. Actually looking forward to it.
Hope someone has some good news!