Ok a LOT scared. Zozo is getting a bronchoscopy tomorrow. They want to make sure that she doesn't have any blockages in her airway or any other issues (she has hemangioma which could've grown below the vocal chords - @plarios - they are finally doing it). I know she needs to have it and that they'll take care of her, but my mind just can't stop racing and thinking of all the things that may go wrong with anesthesia or the procedure. And then what if they find out something really bad that requires a lot of other invasive procedures. Argh I just hate that my baby is going through so much and I'm terrified something will go wrong. I know I need to stay positive, I'm just freaking out a little.
I'm so sorry you're going through all that, it must be really difficult (or impossible) not to worry. It's tough that your family has to deal with all this but at least they are doing something to hopefully get you more answers to help DD. Positive thoughts, prayers, and internet hugs to all of you keep us updated!
I'm sorry that you all have to go through this. Praying that everything goes smoothly and the doctors get her all better. Please keep us updated. Lots of positive vibes your way!
I'm so sorry, I know that feeling! Just know that this is for the better, so she can finally be able to breathe and you can know for a fact what exactly is going on. From my experience, the process before the bronch and right after was hard, but I felt so relieved at the same time. I asked the staff what I should expect after the bronch, just because I like to prepare myself, maybe that could put some of your thoughts at ease? Ask any and every question! That helped me a lot. Sending lots of T&PS your way! And please keep us updated! ETA: please allow yourself to let your emotions be, I was trying to be strong, but I felt so much better after I was able to cry it out. But that's just me- I'm pretty emotional...
@imakeeff0rts and @JamieWM it went well. They discovered a 60% blockage in her airway (which they think used to be 90%) but they think it's treatable via drugs. She was such a little champ. We got some smiles and laughters last night too when we got home even though i know her throat must've been sore. And she woke up ready to play. So i'm being hopeful that this is treatable and it'll go away.
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ETA: please allow yourself to let your emotions be, I was trying to be strong, but I felt so much better after I was able to cry it out. But that's just me- I'm pretty emotional...
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